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2015-12-11 at 11:23 AM UTCNot everyone can pull it off, just look at §m£ÂgØL. You need the right genes, those glorious European genes, particularly Northern European, if you want a beautiful full beard. Native Americans were known generally being unable to grow much facial hair, which is why you get the patchy mexi-stache style beards from people like §m£ÂgØL due to their admixture with
Amerindians; although, it's a genetic lottery, and ancestry composition can vary a lot by region. East Asians have similar problems, along with neoteny (baby face/retention of chidlike characteristics), which is a major part of why their average ratings for attractiveness are the lowest. I'd need to get back on steroids and minoxidil to make even a short beard worthwhile, something to accentuate my jawline, which is what I was using when I took that shirtless muscular pic I posted over a year ago on Zoklet.
There are always members of disadvantaged groups who can still manage to grow gnarly beards. Example:
I am not one of them, though. It doesn't seem uncommon for some people to be extremely slow/late developers who can't grow a full beard until they're in their 30s or even 40s.
I definitely prefer rugged looks to pretty boys. I predict that good mature women generally will as well, being drawn to stereotypical pretty boys is probably a bad sign. -
2015-12-11 at 9:26 PM UTCOne of the waitresses started selling her used panties online for extra cash and has made like $200 in 3 weeks so far, I need to get it on that
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2015-12-12 at 4:09 AM UTC
One of the waitresses started selling her used panties online for extra cash and has made like $200 in 3 weeks so far, I need to get it on that
What kind of person, particularly among women, admits that IRL? Either a shameless slut, the oblivious type, or my kind of person. -
2015-12-12 at 6:04 AM UTChttp://www.goodreads.com/quotes/tag/meaning-of-life
“You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.†― Albert Camus
I don't think I'd ever searched for meaning of life quotes before this, because I've always had a critical mentality, been critical of the masses. Generally they're pseudo-profound nice sounding feel-good tidbits that don't actually mean much. My stock answer to being asked would be, plainly: "Why do things have to have meaning? Maybe they just are. I don't think life has any inherent meaning."
But it's funny that the top quote was this by Camus. Never happy, never lived life. -
2015-12-12 at 7:25 AM UTCReading through the last Zoklet TRTs.
I just realized something, Hydro's reason was always that she had a husband, but that isn't applicable anymore, she has no one. Not only that, but pregnancy and lactation also increase the size and firmness. I seriously don't care, don't PM or email me your tits thinking that's what I want, Hydro, I just felt compelled to make everyone who's still here aware of this because of how many times they were asked before.
It's a shame the site isn't nearly as active as it used to be. If it was you could do a sort of crowdfunding things in exchange for this, get a double boost from it being Christmas and people pitying you for being a depressed poor single mom. $20 is $20. -
2015-12-12 at 8:18 AM UTClol speaking of tit pics.. oh if ya'll only knew. Yeah, well... having a husband was like my shield of basement dwelling virgin repellent and it got me out of many a akward moment. I really dont care to just flaunt my tits, but yeah, 20$ and Id show tits at this point, probably do alot more than that, but thats besides the point and obviously isnt why I come here.
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2015-12-12 at 8:42 AM UTC
http://www.goodreads.com/quotes/tag/meaning-of-life
“You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.†― Albert Camus
I don't think I'd ever searched for meaning of life quotes before this, because I've always had a critical mentality, been critical of the masses. Generally they're pseudo-profound nice sounding feel-good tidbits that don't actually mean much. My stock answer to being asked would be, plainly: "Why do things have to have meaning? Maybe they just are. I don't think life has any inherent meaning."
But it's funny that the top quote was this by Camus. Never happy, never lived life.
Have you ever read any of Camus' work? I don't think "never happy, never lived life" is really a fair characterization, he was famously vivacious. Part of the widely believed myth of what existentialism is, the exceptional willingness of the public to misappropriate a term with no context as towards what it meant before. The "maybe things just are" is indeed what Camus considered and claimed to have an answer to, it seems like if you're so committed to a world without inherent meaning you'd be interested in one of the relatively few coherent philosophers in history who would have agreed with you. -
2015-12-12 at 8:58 AM UTCMmmmmmmmy milkshakes bring all the boys to the yard
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2015-12-13 at 5:53 AM UTC
Have you ever read any of Camus' work? I don't think "never happy, never lived life" is really a fair characterization, he was famously vivacious. Part of the widely believed myth of what existentialism is, the exceptional willingness of the public to misappropriate a term with no context as towards what it meant before. The "maybe things just are" is indeed what Camus considered and claimed to have an answer to, it seems like if you're so committed to a world without inherent meaning you'd be interested in one of the relatively few coherent philosophers in history who would have agreed with you.
No, I was referring to myself. It's funny, you have a way of misinterpreting things sometimes that's characteristic of typical Asperger's syndrome, along with the way you sometimes respond.
I just did everything wrong to have a happy and fulfilled life, to flourish and fully develop as a human being. It's really incredible in a way, how deep it goes. I had extremely skewed development, the proximal cause of which could be the etiology of some aspects of autism. In retrospect, I looked at humans as something to be analyze, like you would analyze a separate species, such as chimpanzees, being an extreme systemizer I didn't have the typical affinity for the hard sciences/STEM field because I found them dry and unsatisfactory, I think I saw humans and their various aspects, human societies, as the most complex systems of all, but on an intimate level I really didn't understand them at all. I did not understand how to navigate and live life as a human being.
Ah, that reminds me of how I was crying earlier during a bout of melancholy. -
2015-12-13 at 12 PM UTChttp://mentalhealthdaily.com/2015/09/20/6-new-autism-medications-2015-drugs-in-clinical-trials/
2 and 3 definitely sound like things I want to try.CM-AT is a drug under development by Curemark for the treatment of the core and non-core symptoms of autism spectrum disorder. It is Curemark’s most promising pipeline drug and was considered both safe and effective in clinical trials. Due to the preliminary safety, lack of adverse effects, and efficacy – the drug was granted “Fast Track†designation by the FDA and is currently pending FDA approval.
The drug functions primarily by targeting enzyme deficiencies among those with autism. By correcting these enzymatic abnormalities, CM-AT is believed to increase the availability of amino acids, and thus ameliorate many core and non-core symptoms of autism including: repetitive behaviors, self-stimulation, social deficits, and hyperactivity. The drug has also demonstrated efficacy in addressing irritability, a common non-core symptom of autism.Trichuris suis is considered a “whipworm†parasite that grows between 3 cm and 8 cm and lays tiny oval shaped eggs that are yellowish-brown in color. While it may sound off-putting to consider administering porcine whipworm eggs to an individual with autism, there’s some evidence to suggest that these eggs may effectively treat symptoms. Some experts believe that autism is caused by abnormal autoimmune responses stemming from excessively hygienic environments.
These autoimmune responses can contribute to excess inflammation and ultimately impair neurological development, possibly manifesting as autism spectrum disorders. In attempt to alter this autoimmune response, Coronado Biosciences is developing a new drug CNDO-201 which uses porcine whipworm eggs (Trichuris suis ova) as the active ingredient. CNDO-201 is believed to act as an immunomodulatory agent, dampening heightened homeostatic immune responses.
The dampening of the autoimmune responses among those with autism is thought to decrease neuroinflammation and ultimately improve core symptoms such (e.g. repetitive behaviors) and non-core symptoms (e.g. irritability). Currently, CNDO-201 is in Phase II clinical trials and appears to be safe (non-pathogenic) and effective. While more research is required to verify safety and efficacy of CNDO-201 in larger populations, it may serve as a novel, futuristic treatment for autism.
Parasitic eggs, cool. Was actually reading about autism and neuroinflammation before this. Very interesting information related to this could be relevant to loneliness/social isolation and depression as well.
http://www.beinghuman.org/article/interview-john-cacioppo-science-lonelinessSandra Aamodt: Is the chronic cortisol elevation in lonely people severe enough to damage the hippocampus and memory?
John Cacioppo: David Bennett published a longitudinal study over eight years showing that loneliness, above objective circumstance and depression, predicted cognitive decline and onset of dementia in at-risk individuals. The mechanism could be either hippocampal damage from high levels of cortisol or inflammatory biology. A study in 2010 showed that if you induce a stroke in a mouse that’s housed alone or in a pair for two weeks beforehand, the isolated mouse shows three times the neural damage and is more likely to die. If you block interleukin 6, the two groups look the same, suggesting a role of inflammatory processes in making neural damage worse.
https://www.reddit.com/r/Nootropics/comments/2crnjr/could_depression_be_linked_to_brain_inflammation/ -
2015-12-13 at 3:12 PM UTCI got paid to work off the clock.. that was weird how that occurred.
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2015-12-13 at 4:27 PM UTC
One of the waitresses started selling her used panties online for extra cash and has made like $200 in 3 weeks so far, I need to get it on that
Crusty jizz stained boxers... -
2015-12-14 at 2:42 AM UTCUh lol I just pulled and cocked a gun for a non-engliah speaking drunk spic who didnt understand 'no fuck off with your beer' but apparently got the hint when he got passed my one changed dog and was a milisecond away from mepopping a buttet through his skull and I said 'I will fuck you up' yeah.. needleas to say Ive had a panic attack and went out back to discharge (its a revolver, I could have held the hammer back and decocked it but I felt like shooting it). atleast the fucker knows the bitch was loaded as he ran up the road.
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2015-12-14 at 5:28 AM UTCCrying while grocery shopping because it feels so empty, on the way home, thinking sad thoughts while washing the dishes. Good old depression.
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2015-12-14 at 6:22 AM UTC
Crying while grocery shopping because it feels so empty, on the way home, thinking sad thoughts while washing the dishes. Good old depression.
While you're probably sitting on a bunch of recreational drugs... -
2015-12-14 at 10:40 AM UTCI've had a recurring mild urge to stab myself in the heart lately.
Been listening to this on repeat. Officially emo.While you're probably sitting on a bunch of recreational drugs…
You can reach a point where even drugs can't touch the pain and make life bearable enough to continue. Hope you never reach it. -
2015-12-15 at 6:26 AM UTCJust realized because the new year is almost upon us, when §m£ÂgØL left for home the first time we discussed having a drug smorgeist board, a sort of poopoo platter of drugs to experiment when he came to visit this year... I got a baby instead. This baby is the product of sexual and drug experimentation. Well, how about that.. Jesus fuck.. the strange life I somehow have led.
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2015-12-15 at 10:54 AM UTC
Crying while grocery shopping because it feels so empty, on the way home, thinking sad thoughts while washing the dishes. Good old depression.
I always get a mild boost out of shopping. A little physical exercise to get the heat beating (just dragging X pounds a couple of blocks), the feeling of "progress", satisfaction of seeing a full fridge. Just the act of shopping and hauling groceries home is kind of quaint as well.I've had a recurring mild urge to stab myself in the heart lately.
Been listening to this on repeat. Officially emo.
Oh man, I hope. It's be cool if you turned me onto drugs which eventually turns me into a junkie and in exchange I can turn you onto emo and you end up being a post-hardcore emo nigga. If you want the "classic" emo (revival) artist you should checkout snowing:
And if you want something more like crywank, pathetic-core for lack of a better term, checkout patron saint:
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2015-12-15 at 11:33 AM UTCOh, I found a thread from Zoklet I had mentioned before. Anything using search function generally isn't archived due to the time limit, but tags work great! Never thought of this because I had never used tags or really noticed them, so it didn't cross my mind. Now I could probably find any thread I wanted if I remember a key/unique/uncommon word in the title.
What Happens When You Fight Against Ego Death and Take a Beating
http://web.archive.org/web/201409092...d.php?t=261029Oh man, I hope. It's be cool if you turned me onto drugs which eventually turns me into a junkie and in exchange I can turn you onto emo and you end up being a post-hardcore emo nigga.
Shaved everything, including my mustache. Last time I had shaved the latter was in 3rd grade (no joking, not that I had a mustache by then, just some hair that I must have thought was overly noticeable at the time). Doesn't look as weird as I expected it to, before I had the thought that the more of my face was covered the better, along with having a general preference for masculine features. Definitely seem to have less of a crazed look compared to my never shave/manicure/trim standard before. Jawline is too weak, though, probably underdeveloped due to a lack of speaking and chewing tough food. I've honestly thought about buying a thick piece of leather, some sort of dog toy, teething thing for babies, or just bulk sugar free gum, possible unflavored as well, just pure bulk gum base.
The transformation has already begun. You need only look into my eyes, latin charm in full force.
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2015-12-15 at 11:52 AM UTCHavent had poltergeist activity in a while, but I got stoned, out doing laundry while the baby is sleeping. Swap the clothes into the dryer, reach out to shut the washer door, it slams on its own from being full open and not on an angle, no wind or breeze. It shut with force. I say 'thank you' continue on doing shit and as I reach the stairs to go inside I look back and realize there is np reason that should hsve happened. Then later I had a bottle of bleach fly off the counter ans land on a few dirty towels I was intending to take out to the washer. Guess they needed bleached? Oh well. Such is my fucked up life. If I cant get rid of it I might as well get used to it. Ive become quite used to shit randomly flying off shelves, tables and anywhere else shit shouldnt fly off from. When the mexican showed up I almost thought it was the poltergeists shit when I heard a voice out front. Now only if I could keep it out of my drugs. I cant really blame it, if I were stuck haunting my house, Id want to be doing drugs too.. fuck Im not even haunting my house and I want to be using drugs.
