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2015-11-27 at 10:28 AM UTC
Why is christian bale looking at a les miserables poster?
Holy shit, Lanny. Are you fucking serious?!?!
He's not.
Yes, there is a Les Miserables poster there... but he's looking at the reflection of himself.
Live under a rock much?
Have you not seen American Psycho?!?!
Malice posted the picture in regards to what was being said by Hydromorphone (who I had no idea was a female until now lol) ...seeing/looking at yourself and knowing that you don't fit in "the norms" of society.
Great choice of picture btw, Malice.
Society is fucked up anyway. So, therefore its "norms" are going to be fucked up as well. ...Fuck'em, I can't stand most of them anyway. They're so gross anyway. Being so normal, boring, and uninteresting.
For real tho, if I posted what I wanted on here, all but a few would hate me. Why? Because that's what society has taught you to blindly follow/do. -
2015-11-27 at 7:35 PM UTCIf someone sent you a few kpins knowing you are paranoid, stressed and having anxiety.. would you think it was revenge? I mean sure, if a nigga sent you a gram of powder benzo of anykind that may be a form of revenge, but we are talking a few pills here. I cant win for losing. No matter what I do I fuck up. No good deed goes unpunished, as my dad always said.
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2015-11-27 at 8:32 PM UTC
I don't mind being alone. Gives me time to think.
I prefer to be alone. I don't get a lot of alone time, and I treasure it. I can't even imagine what it is like to feel lonely because I have never felt that emotion, I don't think. Weird, eh?If someone sent you a few kpins knowing you are paranoid, stressed and having anxiety.. would you think it was revenge?
No, unless I am missing something, I would see it as a caring gesture. Or are you implying that they are trying to get you in trouble by sending drugs in the mail? I don't get it. -
2015-11-27 at 9:26 PM UTCThats what I sent them as, a caring gesture. I dont understand it either. I simply messaged them to let them know to expect a letter in the mail and Im accused of 'doing it for revenge'. If I was going to do it to get someone in trouble (which never would I do something like this, especially regarding drugs- the whole prohibition of drugs is bullshit and no way, even if I despised a person am I going to seek my revenge through that avenue and feed the screwed up system more), why would I say 'hey, nigga, you got a letter coming' wouldnt I NOT tell them if I intended for some way to get them in trouble? I guess it doesnt matter, Ive tried to be a good friend, took all sorts of bullshit from them that was hurtful and still, knowing they are having mental problems tried to do something to bring someone suffering a small measure of relief and no matter what I do, I am the bad guy. Damned if I do, damned if I dont. Paranoid schizophrenia is a terrible thing. Meh, I know I did right/a good gesture and if they cant figure that out, then thats their loss. I guess I just posted because I really needed some validation that I didnt do something wrong. Ive sent them shit before this too, and all was well with that. I dont understand the big deal.
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2015-11-27 at 9:35 PM UTCWhat out, niggas! Im a vengeful bitch, I might send you drugs in the mail!
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2015-11-27 at 9:42 PM UTCActive shooter in Colorado Springs Planned Parenthood parking lot.
https://www.reddit.com/r/news/comments/3uhuqr/active_shooter_in_colorado_springs_planned/
Damn, sounds pretty hard core. I'm surprised he wasn't killed immediately. May have gotten a good number of cops too. -
2015-11-27 at 9:49 PM UTC
Thats what I sent them as, a caring gesture. I dont understand it either. I simply messaged them to let them know to expect a letter in the mail and Im accused of 'doing it for revenge'. If I was going to do it to get someone in trouble (which never would I do something like this, especially regarding drugs- the whole prohibition of drugs is bullshit and no way, even if I despised a person am I going to seek my revenge through that avenue and feed the screwed up system more), why would I say 'hey, nigga, you got a letter coming' wouldnt I NOT tell them if I intended for some way to get them in trouble? I guess it doesnt matter, Ive tried to be a good friend, took all sorts of bullshit from them that was hurtful and still, knowing they are having mental problems tried to do something to bring someone suffering a small measure of relief and no matter what I do, I am the bad guy. Damned if I do, damned if I dont. Paranoid schizophrenia is a terrible thing. Meh, I know I did right/a good gesture and if they cant figure that out, then thats their loss. I guess I just posted because I really needed some validation that I didnt do something wrong. Ive sent them shit before this too, and all was well with that. I dont understand the big deal.
They have paranoid schizophrenia? Well, that would explain why they reacted this way. -
2015-11-28 at 12:36 AM UTCbeen spending a lot of time on /k/ it's actually a decent board.
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2015-11-28 at 3:49 AM UTCTomorrow I have a job to trim the neighbor's donkey's hooves and they have 3 goats Im gonna trim up as well. This is gonna be fun. Well, at least Illmake 25$. Hope this donkey knows how to pick up his feet. Nothing like trying to train an adult animal to do something they should have learned from a baby. Gonna take an extra heavy duty dose of T-PAIN before I walk down there. My leg has been hurting bad, I had a dog bite me while back while breaking up a dog fight and it got infected (remember mesaying I had a good stockpile of drugs, bactrim, erythromycin and cipro are among them). Not to mention my back has been fucking killing me. God, how I wish I had a real opiate that would do something for this pain.
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2015-11-28 at 5:10 AM UTCSpent all day looking for my farrier tools that sack of shit left laying around. If there is one thing that pissed me and my father off about that lazy fuck it would have been the few times he would pick up a tool, he couldnt put it back where it belongs. Motherfucker left all sorts of shit in the yard to rust and be rained on, and then hed bitch because we didnt have the shit to use. God, I pray every night that faggot catches fire or kills himself. the only person who I have more hatred for is my mother and tbh.. its a close call on who deserves to suffer more. Frankly, I am so depressed and fed up with shit I hope everyday my heart gives out and I keel over dead excwpt I wouldnt want to leave my baby in a fucked up situation as that. I wonder how long it would be before I were found dead. Hopefully not too long, for my child's sake.
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2015-11-28 at 6:36 AM UTCOh, I thought someone sent you the drugs and you were upset, even though the person sent the drugs to help the stress. I see now. Anyway, don't die, because there are other living things in your sphere of influence that need you to thrive, and so you are pretty much consigned to suffer in this plane until your responsibilities to the living are completed.
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2015-11-28 at 6:39 AM UTCOh, I thought someone sent you the drugs and you were upset, even though that person sent the drugs to help the stress. I see now. Anyway, don't die, because there are other living things in your sphere of influence that need you to thrive, and so you are pretty much consigned to suffer in this plane until your responsibilities to the living are completed.
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2015-11-28 at 7:54 AM UTCShit, nigga, I wouldnt be upset if someone sent me drugs ,though I dont use benzos, Id still be appreciative regardless. I now know how my dad felt when he was raising me, through all his health problems/the cunt of a wife he had. Im not lucky enough to just keel over dead either. My luck is so bad, its been the one reason using the gun to blow my brains out has kept me from it. I figured if I did go out through way of a bullet, Imight go for arotic artery just bleed out. I believe I have a thorasic aortic anyerism anyway (doctor palpated my abdomen years ago and was really concerned and toldme in his years of experience being an old school jedi doctor, he was going to bet the farm that was what it was, though I have yet to get it diagnosed, wont do anything if it is anyway) thats why I was self medicating with propranolol and now finally got my own script. I really only take it because it makes my chest pain go away, I could give two shits about it helping my anyerism not go pop. fuck my luck. I wouldnt intentionally die until I set my little one up with a better life though. I feelsosorry I brought him into such a loveless world contrary to what I was hoping and expecting from other people. Sometimes I think of doing it now rather than wait til later. He wont remember me and itll beless tramatic than beimg old enough to know your parent, and years later be told they are dead because theykilled themselves. I wont though, I am the only person on this planet who truely loves and cares for him. He has no other family but me. His father (on the BC) doesnt give a fuck about him and the biofather, well... I honestly dont know what his positon is, but hes done more for him than the father that begged and pleaded to have a child with me. His greatgrandmother is batshit, his grandmother willnever, solong as I live see him because shes a cunt-devil who will hurt him and his grandfather is dead. Im an only child so he has no aunts or uncles. I dont even talk to any of my relatives on either side. They are all pieces of shit anyway. His fathers (My ex) family is full of sexual abusers and other leeching pieces of shit.. Id prefer he have nothing to do with any of them and Id never ever let any of them have him away from me, I have zero trust for those assholes. Meh, its depressing thinking about. Hopefully he understands why I protected him from such shitbags when he is older.
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2015-11-28 at 8:11 AM UTCNoticed site activity has increased lately. I've noted this pattern before.
Sunlight>vitamin D and possibly other phytochemicals I'm not aware of + effects on circadian rhythm and possibly other changes triggered by the duration and intensity of sunlight exposure>downstream effects, testosterone being a main factor in males and showing seasonal variation in line with sunlight levels. There's also seasonal depression and the evolutionary theory behind it. Some depressive behaviors lead to energy conservation/anergia, a main factor effecting a wide variety of behaviors, possibly risk avoidance as well, there's also the greater reliance on others, seeking them out, signaling a need for help/support, essentially "huddling together". Aggressiveness being greatly reduced, propensity towards and likelihood of reception both being altered, would also have benefits.
So, basically, people stay in from the cold, don't have as many things to do or feel like doing as many things, they get bored, possibly isolated and depressed if they don't have a strong/warm/close social (support) network/relationships, and turn back to communities they have some attachment to, such as this one, to fill part of that need.
Brings to mind the Danish concept of hygge, a crucial part of the culture. Not the place I originally remember reading it, but this gives a good gist of it: http://www.bbc.com/news/magazine-34345791
You could speculate on the evolutionary pressures created on the cold Nordic region and how it shaped culture. For example:
Was doing some research on why they may be some of the most boring places around. Brought up a Swedish forum where Whites who had immigrated there complained about some aspects of the culture related to this, the odd type of introversion and lack of friendships being made, and the types of negative responses they received. Seems talking to people you don't know is frowned upon much more than in other places, openness among strangers much lower, particularly compared to the US, but one thing to note that I saw mentioned, possibly a few times, is that those who had never spent significant time outside the country, particularly in places with very different cultures, generally wouldn't recognize how significant this was.
Late night rambling, last part isn't that important. They're boring places, really, and generally idolized by people who know almost nothing about them. No place is ideal, AFAIK, although Switzerland seems like it might be kind of cool, but I don't know enough about the culture. HBD chick mentioned their breeding patterns were particularly unique interesting. Seems she decided to specialize in researching mating patterns for a time, also provided some interesting info about the Nordic region that aligns well with their current outcome. -
2015-11-28 at 10:14 AM UTCI guess one thing I got going for me that makesme feel less lonely is I got a pack of dogs piled on, under, and around me. Having so many animals is challenging, but atleast I always have someone to talk to.. they are good pups for the most part. If I could just keep themfrom running off and 'protecting me' from the assholes next door. They definetly do a goood job of keeping my son and me warm, these nights that seem to be getting colder. Nothing like having a dog snout resting on your shoulder, 3 dogs under the covers on and by your feet and the rest piled up somewhere around you. I honestly have no fear of intruders lol that always makes me laugh tothink about someone being so stupid as to enter my home uninvited.
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2015-11-28 at 3 PM UTCIve always wanted to live in myanmar. Its supposed to be a pretty friendly place. There was this pair of idiots my dad used to watch on youtube all the time and once they went there. they did everything ass backwards but sooo many people helped them out of a bind and even refused their money when they tried to give it to them and these were poor fucking people. Mainly though, Id live anywhere heroin is $2 a gram. i was reading an article about these people carrying cocaine out of the vraem. Its sad. So fucking sad all this shit is caused by someone who wants to criminalize (mind I said criminalize and not stop) you or me from partaking of a particular substance, from a particular plant. All this bullshit for nothing, well, thats a lie, its for something, to line the pockets of the already wealthy who only get wealthier by prohibiting substance x, y and z. I hope I live to see the day when I can go to the pharmacy without a script and buy whatever the fuck I want. I probably wont though. I can still hope though.
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2015-11-28 at 6:24 PM UTC
Ive always wanted to live in myanmar. Its supposed to be a pretty friendly place. There was this pair of idiots my dad used to watch on youtube all the time and once they went there. they did everything ass backwards but sooo many people helped them out of a bind and even refused their money when they tried to give it to them and these were poor fucking people. Mainly though, Id live anywhere heroin is $2 a gram. i was reading an article about these people carrying cocaine out of the vraem. Its sad. So fucking sad all this shit is caused by someone who wants to criminalize (mind I said criminalize and not stop) you or me from partaking of a particular substance, from a particular plant. All this bullshit for nothing, well, thats a lie, its for something, to line the pockets of the already wealthy who only get wealthier by prohibiting substance x, y and z. I hope I live to see the day when I can go to the pharmacy without a script and buy whatever the fuck I want. I probably wont though. I can still hope though.
Pervasive antibiotic resistance endless consumer safety lawsuits sound like a real hoot.
Also sharpie, breh, chill out. I've seen american psycho, I was asking if there was any significance to the poster. Likes does it mean anything? Sure, which poster was there might not have direct relevance to the plot but that doesn't mean there's not some kind of symbolism there. Like someone had to pick what they were going to put there. -
2015-11-28 at 6:42 PM UTCAntibiotic resistance is happening now. Also, any antibiotic you name I can source without a script for animal use. How do you think I have 100ct of bactrim (fish forte), eyrthromycin, and cipro? Nothing I have is illegal, its all under 'for animal use only' but its the same she we use. Also, if more people were educated to antibiotic use it probably wouldnt be an issue. Frankly, we need new shit as its stands because the food industry (you know the anibiotics feds to cows and poultry) and doctors over prescribing. Also, I believe that if you buy shit and do something stupid or 'off label' with it, you should dealwith the consquences your self. Im all for signing a liability waiver to purchase my drugs of choice.
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2015-11-28 at 7:09 PM UTC
Antibiotic resistance is happening now. Also, any antibiotic you name I can source without a script for animal use. How do you think I have 100ct of bactrim (fish forte), eyrthromycin, and cipro? Nothing I have is illegal, its all under 'for animal use only' but its the same she we use. Also, if more people were educated to antibiotic use it probably wouldnt be an issue. Frankly, we need new shit as its stands because the food industry (you know the anibiotics feds to cows and poultry) and doctors over prescribing. Also, I believe that if you buy shit and do something stupid or 'off label' with it, you should dealwith the consquences your self. Im all for signing a liability waiver to purchase my drugs of choice.
Word, they want to pass a law where you have to take fish to a vet to get the biotics. Not even joking. I keep tons of meds on hand for "my fish" -
2015-11-28 at 7:56 PM UTC
Antibiotic resistance is happening now. Also, any antibiotic you name I can source without a script for animal use. How do you think I have 100ct of bactrim (fish forte), eyrthromycin, and cipro? Nothing I have is illegal, its all under 'for animal use only' but its the same she we use. Also, if more people were educated to antibiotic use it probably wouldnt be an issue. Frankly, we need new shit as its stands because the food industry (you know the anibiotics feds to cows and poultry) and doctors over prescribing. Also, I believe that if you buy shit and do something stupid or 'off label' with it, you should dealwith the consquences your self. Im all for signing a liability waiver to purchase my drugs of choice.
That seems like more of an argument for tighter regulation of veterinarian supplies than for looser pharma regulation.
Bacterial antibiotic resistance is an example of why "deal with the consequences yourself" doesn't work, because we all suffer for abuse or poor decisions. Do doctors and the food industry overuse antibiotics? Hell yes, but again, this is an argument for reducing accessibility of antibiotics for those who abuse them (including the food industry) rather than deregulation.
As for drugs where there isn't a community interest (ala opiates) I think you have a better argument there but still, the "sign away your rights" approach runs the risk of reducing your pharmacy's accountability to actually less than a dealer's (if a dealer burns you there's at least some risk of legal repercussions, sing the right paper without consumer protection law and your pharmacy could give you sugar (or cyanide for that matter) instead of oxy and all they lose is a customer).
