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The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
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2015-10-25 at 1:28 PM UTC
"Hmm…can't identify this random chemical I found on the ground by putting it in my mouth and tasting it. Better put it in my lungs to be sure." You niggers need Jesus.
WelllllI wasn't going to waste it, momma reject already made me chuck it in the the bin and I had to go and retrieve it, I was walking with her to the shop and spotted it and picked it up like "hey someone's lost their drugs" "REJECT PUT THAT IN THE BIN NOW".
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2015-10-25 at 7:15 PM UTC
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2015-10-25 at 7:28 PM UTC
52 weeks in a year, dosage of 2mg, x 10 years = 1.04 grams used.
Lol nigga' if i get the powder i blast through 100mg a week, two tops. -
2015-10-25 at 10:57 PM UTCFuck, 2-FMA is disappearing. Oh god, I was literally late by about one day, if I had been able to get it and pyrazolam from tic everything would have been great. The universe is conspiring to destroy me. (I don't really believe this.) Hopefully Indian labs will take up the slack and it will be just as good, although that the Chinese were dominant to begin with leads me to believe that overall the situation, quality, reliability, and price, will be inferior, the question is how much. Then again, there is adaption, problems create incentives to solve/improve them.
Unrelated, this library is gothic as fuck:
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2015-10-25 at 11:42 PM UTC
Absolutely beautiful.
Woah, if i ever get rich, i'll buy a castle and put a library like this inside. Then just sit there broodingly soaking up the atmosphere. -
2015-10-26 at 1:20 AM UTCTrying out a new experiment, being under the effects of T-PAIN 24 hours a day, even while asleep. Doing it with free acid, which is much much cheaper than sulfate. Reports on it are hit and miss, but I'm sure it definitely does work. People likely report differences due to being used to the sharp spike that sodium causes and the excessive doses they may have been using.
I've mentioned before that I noticed a distinct effect on sleep quality, a very noticeable increase in mood and motivation upon waking. Just need to be sure not to roll over and fall asleep again or I'll wake up somewhat groggy and in a much lower mood, getting up right away would be best. Also seems to greatly effect how I feel when I receive insufficient sleep, much less groggy and generally feeling like death. It could be significantly decreasing the amount of sleep needed by greatly increasing sleep quality or altering sleep architecture.
Overall, it seems to greatly boost the antidepressant effect.
If free acid genuinely doesn't seem to work for you, you can convert it with white vinegar and sulfuric acid pretty easily: https://www.reddit.com/r/Nootropics/comments/2qjxg7/a_potentially_simple_way_to_make_T-PAIN_more/
The latter ingredient can be bought from auto supply stores and probably hardware supply and major retailers, although I'm not sure if it contains impurities that would make it unsafe to consume. Originally learned this while reading about DIY PH down: https://www.google.com/search?q=cannabis+sulfuric+acid+ph+down -
2015-10-26 at 4:33 AM UTCBeen in a weird headspace for the last... few weeks I guess. Probably shouldn't have but I took some 4-AcO-DMT. 10mg thinking it would be a very low dose (still seems like it shouldn't have been very strong). I was pretty anxious at first, came on stronger and faster than I was expecting, but then I went outside and just started wondering around. Surprisingly it was actually a lot of fun, I just walked around looking for high points where I could see the city and stuff. There are some nice neighborhoods that are hard to get to in the heart of the city with some really nice little parks and shit. Sorta came to (although I was perfectly lucid for the whole experience) two hours later and on the other side of the city. Finding my way back was kind of an adventure. I've never really done that before. Fun way to spend an afternoon at least, might have to try it again. Just hope I don't get arrested for being a bum in nice neighborhoods or something, would be awkward to explain.
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2015-10-26 at 5:30 AM UTC
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2015-10-26 at 5:33 AM UTC
Dude, come on, you mix propylene glycol, which you can measure with a syringe, and etizolam. How can you not manage that? Although I can understand this behavior stemming from severe depression and have exhibited it myself many times in many ways.
Although, a microscoop can work well enough. I just used half of a blue one I had that came with something for daily dosing to deal with general pervasive anxiety, and a full scoop for sedation.
I want to pyrazolam powder because it's so selective for anxiolysis without the typical side effects, and lack the long-term dangers of most benzos.
I have something of a permanent tolerance to benzos due to my years of abuse, and it seems etizolam is about half as potent as alprazolam by weight, meaning a 3 mg dose would be average, give or take. I can weigh 10 mg easily enough and divide it. -
2015-10-26 at 5:36 AM UTCNoopept was very effective at treating many of the benzo induced cognitive issues caused by long term use.
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2015-10-26 at 6:50 AM UTC
Been in a weird headspace for the last… few weeks I guess.
Good, good, you're progressing as planned. Taking psychedelics isn't as simple as you may have assumed, there are things I didn't tell you and you're going to find you will get much more than you bargained for. Think about the psychonaut community, how large it is, how many discussions there have been, people with years of experience, regular use. Don't you think people may have noticed general patterns, things that tend to occur in a person's life after a period of time/eventually, a general sort of progression/development among regular psychedelic users, at least the kind that don't use them like idiots?I have something of a permanent tolerance to benzos due to my years of abuse, and it seems etizolam is about half as potent as alprazolam by weight, meaning a 3 mg dose would be average, give or take. I can weigh 10 mg easily enough and divide it.
Have you tried phenibut? I could send you a few grams to trial if you'd like.
I'm not planning on poisoning you or doing this purely out of altruism, I just think the way you could react could be very funny. You know the felonious induction you've experienced from benzos? Well this could like that, but perfected in a way. You can research it yourself, but it doesn't effect cognition like benzos do, you don't black out, have memory problems, or become stupid. I posted something a while back about GABA-B agonism and low serotonin levels, which we both likely have, how it may explain the angry drunk phenomenon. Phenibut can make me very aggressive with extremely violent thoughts and desires, but of course I'm a hermit and extremely introverted so there isn't much risk of me hurting anyone and doing anything I'd regret.
Don't get the wrong idea, that isn't all it may do. It has multiple positive effects, mainly anxiolysis, but if you read reports of people's experiences with it it can be a very distinct drug not quite like anything they've tried before, one of the most enjoyable experiences they've ever had. -
2015-10-26 at 7:16 AM UTCHow bad of an idea would using phenibut occasionally be, after abusing etizolam for a solid 3 years? Doctors tell me if I eat another benzo I'll die or whatever but what do they know
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2015-10-26 at 7:58 AM UTCYou'd be fine, phenibut mainly effects gaba-b, benzos effect gaba-a.
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2015-10-26 at 8:16 AM UTCFor some reason I expected it to be easy to find a pin for sale with the Islamic State design on it:
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2015-10-26 at 6:54 PM UTCsup and shit. I've recently decided to stop selling cocaine for a few days (maybe few hours) and my semi girlfriend basically told me she doesn't care if I cheat on her as long as she doesn't accidentally find out. When I fuck her missionary and she thinks I'm about to cum she hooks her heels around my legs so I don't pull out. I call it the "keep a nigga." She also had two children by the time she was 20 that she wants me to be a quasi father figure to. I didn't drink for almost 48 hours last week and the physical effects were pretty uncomfortably devastating. I could have gone without drinking last night but my buddy showed up with a surprise bottle of ciroc at 2am and we went on a lime cordial run. Posting on zoklet while on house arrest and doing fraud was such simpler times
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2015-10-27 at 3:22 AM UTC
Good, good, you're progressing as planned. Taking psychedelics isn't as simple as you may have assumed, there are things I didn't tell you and you're going to find you will get much more than you bargained for. Think about the psychonaut community, how large it is, how many discussions there have been, people with years of experience, regular use. Don't you think people may have noticed general patterns, things that tend to occur in a person's life after a period of time/eventually, a general sort of progression/development among regular psychedelic users, at least the kind that don't use them like idiots?
Certainly not as simple as I had assumed before trying them, to a degree I thought it was just going to be seeing funny things, which of course isn't the case. But I think you're overthinking it. I've been feeling off because of family issues, not drugs. I'm interested in what you were thinking though. If you thought I was going to be driven off the rails by psychedelic induced disillusionment then you're mistaken, unlike the weak minded I don't see the profound and recoil from the mundane as false or sub-real. I play the game because I love it, no level of transcendent revelation will inspire me to move out to a farm and live in filth to be closer to the earth, the psychedelic experience has made sacred rather than profane the human struggle, "being a cog" doesn't terrify me, in fact wholehearted participation in our society is the truest lived realization of ego dissolution. I want to be a cog, the best possible cog I can be. The hippy nigger who drops some acid and goes to live as a hermit, alone, misses the point. Transcending the organism means being the machine, driving forward this incredible lumbering inconceivably intricate system which is our species, our planet, this bizarre force that seems to resist local entropy. Just as our identity, our separateness, is stripped from us at the peak of the psychedelic experience so is the authentic human's self interest, uniqueness, existence-beyond-function lost in the most intimate moments of living. Have you ever been so focused on something, so absorbed that the subject of your focus become the sole object of your consciousness? Like that feeling when you put down a book you've been reading furiously, or turn off a video game you've played for hours without breaking away from, the awkwardness of being in your own flesh again rather than that of what you were focusing on. That's what I'm here for, unity with another, with the rest, not through some contrived cosmology but through dedication and participation in the super-human being that is social structure. When you exist only as a means to an end then you're forced to ask yourself why, why is the end justified? If you, the organism, is totally consumed in the means then the end must, fundamentally, transcend the organism. This is what I feel when I'm fully absorbed in programming, I stop mattering, the flesh is sustained only because it's necessary to satisfy the ends, the self becomes nothing more than the implement by which discovery, absolution, creation is made possible. It's as though you die, or never lived, there is no you. Perception in the absence of the perceiver, action in the absence of the actor, one becomes pure animus, a force so powerful and unstoppable that the laws of nature bend to the inevitable process. It's bliss and agony and everything else in the palm of your hand and totally unstoppable. If a person is looking for something greater than themselves they don't need to invoke the supernatural, we need only look a the way selves, people, can organize themselves, bind themselves together through mutual agreement, to find something tremendously, definitionally, greater than ourselves.Don't get the wrong idea, that isn't all it may do. It has multiple positive effects, mainly anxiolysis, but if you read reports of people's experiences with it it can be a very distinct drug not quite like anything they've tried before, one of the most enjoyable experiences they've ever had.
Also it potentiates alcohol quite impressively for what that's worth. -
2015-10-27 at 4:13 AM UTC
I want to be a cog, the best possible cog I can be.
You're hired. -
2015-10-27 at 4:38 AM UTC
You'd be fine, phenibut mainly effects gaba-b, benzos effect gaba-a.
ok its on its way. -
2015-10-27 at 4:50 AM UTCspacial hate agency
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2015-10-27 at 4:56 AM UTCPoC, have you ever thought about committing a mass poisoning of children on Halloween to take revenge on the world?
@ Lanny. I wasn't serious, although family issues did cross my mind as being the cause of you feeling "off", your father's health problems.
Your viewpoint is terrifying to me. It's good that you have made your peace with the world and found happiness, I just don't think I could ever be satisfied with that or accept it, even if continues to drive me toward self-destruction; I wasn't completely joking when I said that I hoped psychedelics would at least allow me to come to terms with and accept death. It will be interesting to see if your worldview and personal philosophy is ever profoundly shaken, even shattered.
