2015-10-22 at 6:54 PM UTC
Bonus points for Biden anime girl pics though that was hilarious.
2015-10-22 at 8:02 PM UTC
Oh, I forgot to update on opium. I didn't like it, although, as I said, it's possible that even low doses of T-PAIN could be interfering somehow, but I doubt it. I remember hydro mentioning that she opioids felt much weaker while on it, but she was using excessive amounts, enough to trigger withdrawals.
I took 400 or 450mg, which is quite a lot. Made me feel a bit numb and dissociated in a way, but it wasn't enjoyable, just an "off" feeling. Also gave me bad nausea for a short period when taken orally. Then it triggered pretty bad anxiety, but different from normal. It was like every negative thought, even minor ones, would trigger a feeling of mild to moderate panic. I also vaporized quite a significant amount and it felt the same.
Oh, I also remember waking up after I had drifted to sleep in bed and may have felt some respiratory depression. I took T-PAIN as a safety net, but it may have been wearing off by that time. It wasn't really that scary or unpleasant, makes me wonder if I could have died in my sleep if I hadn't taken T-PAIN.
*shrugs* May not have the genes for it, like alcohol. Some people just don't react well to certain classes of drugs. I'm not giving up, though, next step is to try heroin, the cheap stuff I found on Abraxas.
2015-10-22 at 9:03 PM UTC
Death by opioid OD is peaceful. Not a bad way to go at all if you have to go.
2015-10-23 at 2:22 PM UTC
Man I think I accidentally smoked crystal meth last night. In my defence I thought it was heroin.
I found a baggy on the floor with white powder in it, got home and looked at it, it was a grey, tannish powder, I taste tested it and it wasn't coke, MD, mcat or ketamine. I narrowed it down to regular phet, crystal meth or heroin. I assumed it was heroin so started chasing it.
Anyway, after getting my chasing technique right, it made me clean my room. And not sleep all night. And 18 hours later I'm still a tad buzzed. So who the fuck knows what it was.
2015-10-23 at 2:52 PM UTC
Yea it was chemically. I knew as soon as I got a decent hit it wasn't heroin. I was gutted, I was looking forward to getting high as fuck.
2015-10-24 at 4:34 AM UTC
"Hmm...can't identify this random chemical I found on the ground by putting it in my mouth and tasting it. Better put it in my lungs to be sure." You niggers need Jesus.
2015-10-25 at 1:33 AM UTC
So I got around to making etizolam solution from powder I got recently, took what should be 3mg worth and it put me on my ass. Mild intoxication for a few minutes, thought I'd lay down and watch something, fell asleep within seconds and woke up 7 hours later. I'm not sure if I fucked up when measuring (I don't know how, hardly rocket science) or if the etiz I had in the past was weak. Woke up feeling pretty great though, so that's good.
2015-10-25 at 1:43 AM UTC
How often do you use etizolam? If it's irregularly the amount you bought could last you a decade.
2015-10-25 at 4:07 AM UTC
52 weeks in a year, dosage of 2mg, x 10 years = 1.04 grams used.
That's...quite a stockpile. Long enough that you may actually have to worry about degradation. Are you sure you didn't screw up your math?
I suppose you could always give away the excess as Christmas presents, which would be...pretty funny considering the predispositions of the userbase and what binges tend to lead to in their lives, particularly bulk powder binges.
2015-10-25 at 4:52 AM UTC
I've been considering ordering a gram of etizolam for a while, think I might cave and do it this week because my stress is getting bad lately. Will likely turn out horribly since I'm a stubborn dumbass who won't put forth the minimal amount of effort required to make a solution but fuck it. If I can eyeball phenazepam I can eyeball etiz. Still never tried etizolam believe it or not. Evan Williams only gets me so far these days.
2015-10-25 at 4:54 AM UTC
I mean I have a mg scale so it wouldn't be eyeballing per say, more like weighing out 10 mg and then trying to split it into five equal parts.
2015-10-25 at 9:08 AM UTC
Dude, come on, you mix propylene glycol, which you can measure with a syringe, and etizolam. How can you not manage that? Although I can understand this behavior stemming from severe depression and have exhibited it myself many times in many ways.
Although, a microscoop can work well enough. I just used half of a blue one I had that came with something for daily dosing to deal with general pervasive anxiety, and a full scoop for sedation.
I want to pyrazolam powder because it's so selective for anxiolysis without the typical side effects, and lack the long-term dangers of most benzos.
