2019-05-23 at 1:06 PM UTC
I PM'd him pictures of me last night, but I'm afraid it may have been too late. Pity that only Lanny will see them.
2019-05-23 at 1:12 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
did he leave any booze? if so and it ain't going to his sister. hook me up
2019-05-23 at 1:17 PM UTC
I had a good connection with juice Box. Fuck I had no idea he was even suicidal. Man I'm starting to well up... I wish I could Have helped him in some way. Poor guy. This sucks.
2019-05-23 at 1:21 PM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
I've talked to him on a few occasions; his problems were/are serious and not the kind anyone really could've helped with.
2019-05-23 at 1:34 PM UTC
Originally posted by aldra
I've talked to him on a few occasions; his problems were/are serious and not the kind anyone really could've helped with.
That definitely makes it easier to accept. If you talked to him a few times ... I know you would have helped him if you could. Sometimes death is truly for the best. I just hope and pray maybe he's still alive and I could just have a few words with him, even if it's just to say that he impacted me in a positive way... and I hope that he goes to a better place, if he decides to go through with it. He seems/ seemedlike such a caring, nice man.
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2019-05-23 at 1:57 PM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
He posted about some of it on here as of late - having trouble telling what was real, getting paranoid and stockpiling weapons, loading magazines and not remembering doing it or why... I get the distinct impression he was becoming very worried about hurting other people on his way out.
2019-05-23 at 2:09 PM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
yeah... psych meds and our understanding of the internal processes of the brain are still pretty primitive - there are a bunch of members here who will tell you that antipsychotics and the like often do nothing but rob you of motivation. in many cases 'treatment' seems to mostly just to put people in a state where they're less likely to hurt others, but is unable to address the patient's actual ailments
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2019-05-23 at 2:29 PM UTC
He should have posted his address before doing it so someone could drive a uhaul to his place and clear it out.
2019-05-23 at 2:31 PM UTC
Damn this sucks, but I can understand his thought process for wanting out. The psych drugs he was on before made him completely out of it. His mental illness is a serious one though.
I was hoping to see him posting this AM😢
2019-05-23 at 2:33 PM UTC
I soooo hope his sister found him and got him help.
2019-05-23 at 4:14 PM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
I very much liked him. he posted on tainted browser too