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The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
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2015-10-13 at 2:13 PM UTC
Maybe what's commonly referred to as "ghosts" aren't what we think it is?
And maybe there's a dimension full of pink unicorns and we just can't see it. Or maybe there's an invisible flying spaghetti monster hovering above your head right now.
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2015-10-13 at 11:19 PM UTCSo, regarding the paranormal activity going on at hydro's place- I didn't believe in anything paranormal until I came to live there earlier this year. Like many, I was open to the possibility but I had the mentality of "I'll have to see it to believe it". I was leaning more towards the side that paranormal things like this were just bullshit.
I saw it. Me and hydro both saw floating, glowing, moving orbs of light at the same time. I've seen objects move to places that they just couldn't be, like there's no way anybody could have moved them to where they were. I've seen things move by themselves. It wasn't until the glowing orbs of light that I started to believe. Stuff being moved can be explained, even if you can't figure it out. It's just stuff. Shit moving well, I do hallucinate you know, just not quite like that. But the orbs? I've never hallucinated anything before or since. I have zero explanation for them and the way that they made me feel. I want to be a skeptic, I really do, I don't want to believe these things are real and sometimes I start to believe that maybe it was some shared hallucination or even a false memory, just about anything else seems more plausible than seeing glowing balls of fucking light dance around and follow you.
I don't have a doubt in my mind anymore that there are things out there that science can't explain, things that people consider paranormal. I don't know exactly what it might be and to try to guess would be stupid, I just know what I saw. Normally my hallucinations are voices, things shifting or 'breathing' or moving, foot steps, figures, not once have I ever seen anything remotely close to what I witnessed. -
2015-10-14 at 5:31 AM UTC
Just remember, ARBEIT MACHT FREI!!!!111
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2015-10-14 at 1:12 PM UTC
On an unrelated note, you mentioned the idea of personal identity, or specifically the denial of an identity relation across time. I'm not sure if you've thought through the implications of that position (the SEP article on personal identity is fascinating) but one interesting aspect is that you, in each moment, are an agent who has been placed in a position by an entity with only a marginal relationship to you. Every time you go to the grocery store or find yourself in literally any situation you're like a soldier sent to war by a general or an inmate put in prison, you've never chosen to be where you are and living under the circumstances you are. It brings up an interesting question though, which is whether or not you trust the person who put you where you are. Like every bad thing that's happened to you was caused by the same group of people (you) that put you here now. And some decisions are really far reaching, like I'm still living out a plan formed and executed by a child, as are most people (ala "I want to be a <X> when I grow up"). It's interesting to think about, like every time you do something well it's because someone else handed you the tools to do that, and every time you fail it's because you were sent on the equivalent of a suicide mission.
"You are the most self-destructive person I have ever met." - My highschool principle.
Throughout time and space I must have hated myself on an immense level, or wanted to be so profoundly alone that I would never hurt anyone or be hurt again. -
2015-10-14 at 1:42 PM UTC
Well, the shitbag who used to be my husband is leaving tomorrow to Washington. Im pretty apprehensive about it. I have my baby, 11 dogs, a macaw and a couple cats to care for by myself, my grandmother is still AWOL (she left saying she was going to the pharmacy and to get money to have the well repaired- she took her two dogs and has been gone since the 16th). I also dont have a vehicle which is going to be a bitxh, but Im working on fixing the truck my sack of shit could never be bothered to work on. Honestly, I dont know where my grandmother went and I really dont care, I just hopes she doesnt come back. She has been exceptionally delusional with alzhiemers and said my husband kidnapped her the monday before she left, told the pharmacy that and the cops came and everything. I dont want some idiot around who would risk my child being taken away by DCF over her spiteful dumbshit. I havent ever lived alone in my life. Im not going to lie, Im scared as fuck, though I am happy the negative people in my life are gone or will be soon. It wouldnt be so scary if I didnt have so many lives depending on me though.. oh, and living in a house with some superfucky paranormal activity thats been extremely active this week.. thats going to be fun. Talk about seeing people walk across the porch, front gate bell jingle, hear footsteps in the house, hear them go to the garage with all the dogs barking like my husband got home only to find no one there. Also the voices when he has been gone has been troubling to say the least.
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2015-10-14 at 2:53 PM UTCIf you want to capture the ghost on video point a video camera at a mirror that is facing another mirror. My group did this during our last ritual and I am absolutely shocked at what I saw. I'm not sure I even believe what I saw to this day even though it was looking at me right in the face and was very clearly sentient. I wish it had been my video camera we used so I could upload the video for yall. According to some other group members they've been doing this with video cameras since the late 90s and has a very high rate of success assuming there is actually a spirit present.
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2015-10-14 at 3:05 PM UTCIf you want to contact ghosts, take psychedelics in the place that's being haunted.
I didn't follow up on the Oregon shooting after it happened, but came across this:And there’s further confirmation that Chris Harper-Mercer had Asperger’s Syndrome (or that at least his mother thought he had that):
[Chris’ mother] apparently contributed to online forums dealing with health issues. In one exchange, a writer who appears to be Ms. Harper offered assistance to the mother of a child with Asperger’s syndrome, saying, “I’m a nurse and also have an Aspergers kid.â€
The article also says he wore the same outfit every day (aspies like routine) and that he would spend hours talking about guns if someone was willing to listen (aspies will talk endlessly about their special interests).
I wonder what the over representation rate of aspies among spree killers/school shooters is up to know. Really giving us a bad image, which may be warranted. Extreme social isolation, alienation, and ostracism, the "extreme male brain" cognitive/psychological profile. I suppose it's somewhat fitting, but severe issues with depression, anergia/lethargy, and anxiety should offset it to some extent. Then again there's the aspect of aspie obsession, which, if driven to the breaking point, could propel them towards this kind of act, make them much more effective and likely to go through with it. -
2015-10-14 at 3:13 PM UTCI swear that thread about the mirror in the water was one of the first threads I read on Totse RIP.
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2015-10-14 at 3:15 PM UTC11 goddamn years ago. I still find it kind of sad I remember my Totse join date, 24/10/2004 (or 10/24),
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2015-10-14 at 6:41 PM UTC
Oh yeah, and it's totally libertarian spam that's the problem. Ron Paul made Reddit unreadable back in '08. -
2015-10-14 at 7:43 PM UTC
Did you have a point to make by posting a screenshot of BS on reddit?
Oh yeah, and it's totally libertarian spam that's the problem. Ron Paul made Reddit unreadable back in '08. -
2015-10-14 at 9:55 PM UTCGo to hell you decrepit old man.
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2015-10-15 at 12:12 AM UTC
Go to hell you decrepit old man.
Hah, your actually mad. -
2015-10-15 at 3:03 AM UTCI'm going away for like 4 days starting tomorrow so if the the PMs break I won't be able to fix it. Also please don't spam child porn.
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2015-10-15 at 3:32 AM UTC
please don't spam child porn.
Fine, but only because you asked nicely.
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2015-10-15 at 3:39 AM UTC
But at least you have §m£ÂgØL tho, right? …Right?
I dont have anybody except a baby, 11dogs, 3 cats and a macaw. We talk and he has helped me with a fucked up situation I had about a month ago, but he has no obligations to this situation. The day my husband left a friend I used to work with at the grocery store called me back and agreed to take me grocery shopping. He has always been a nice guy and all, though hes an alcoholic and I also addicted him to T-PAIN while I was working there (one day he had a terrible migraine and noone had any tylenol/aspirin so I gave him a dose and the next day he was upmy ass about buying some). We go to the store do the shopping, I buy him a few groceries since he said he was waiting on his foodstamps and he was doing me a favor. Anyway, we get home, he helps me put shit away and I put apizza in the oven for us and we are standing outside he grabs my ass, holds me tigght and tries to kiss me. He knew my husbadn left that day, now hes trying to get in my pants. Im kinda scared of the guy now, I got really bad vibes hes going to expect more if I keep asking him for help. Hes like my dads age and has two kids around my age. He started telling me about the porn he likes and that he was into younggirls (17ish) and thats why his daughter doesnt talk to him. It got weird. Im so glad he is scared of dogs. -
2015-10-15 at 3:45 AM UTCOh and before all the weirdness occured he invited me to his house to shoot with him. He has a british 303 and I got a hardon to go shoot with him because well... its a british 303! That bitch is like $1 a shot and can take down an elephant! I dontknow that Im gonna do that now the creep showed through.
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2015-10-15 at 9:28 AM UTC
I also addicted him to T-PAIN while I was working there (one day he had a terrible migraine and noone had any tylenol/aspirin so I gave him a dose and the next day he was upmy ass about buying some).
Feels kind of nice to have your influence spread throughout the world in a way. Like black strands of mycellium infecting people and eating them away, strengthening them, or giving them a little bit of joy and improvement in life for a time; all feeding toward the ego that's dying bit by bit along with everybody else.we are standing outside he grabs my ass, holds me tigght and tries to kiss me. He knew my husbadn left that day, now hes trying to get in my pants. Im kinda scared of the guy now, I got really bad vibes hes going to expect more if I keep asking him for help. Hes like my dads age and has two kids around my age. He started telling me about the porn he likes and that he was into younggirls (17ish) and thats why his daughter doesnt talk to him.
Yeah, hopefully you're smart enough to know that this is definitely where you cut things off. The little bit of help isn't worth the problems it's going to lead to. It's such a cliche scenario, shame there are so few men among the animals.
Also,How big is your house? Couldn't you rent out rooms at least to generate some income?
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2015-10-15 at 11:38 AM UTChey, can I rent your most haunted room for my upcoming tv special in which I jerk around a camcorder a lot and call lense flares ghosts?
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2015-10-15 at 3:52 PM UTCMalice is A Real Man/insectoid reptillian
