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Possible kundalini rising

  1. 2019-04-16 at 9:28 AM UTC
    #41
    aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
    what happens if I attach an electrode directly to my pineal gland?
  2. 2019-04-16 at 1:05 PM UTC
    #42
    Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    Originally posted by Sophie I'll tell you one i had because i like telling this dream. I was in a landscape and everything was grey and deserted, not a single thing grew there, in the distance there was a city, but the city was deserted and falling apart. There was a constant thunderstorm but no rain, looking around, i could see gigantic obelisks in all directions spaced a couple of kilometers apart, they were so enormously tall they almost reached the clouds, and at the top big blocks were crumbling off. But instead of falling down, as soon as they came loose they gently floated up through the clouds.

    The environment suggests to me that you feel deprived of the conditions where you might flourish. The institutions you’ve committed to in order to get through life as you want it are indifferent to your success and the people you’ve looked up to are either crushed or rise beyond your reckoning. You feel alienated in your sexuality but you believe it’s possible to change if you have patience and strength. Note that I don't mean change your sexuality, but rather your alienation. This is a dream about how you perceive your circumstances.

    Here's another one. I was standing in a room in my parents' house. I was holding a gun, there was another person standing there. He had a gun too, i looked at him, raised my gun to his face and pulled the trigger. Click. It did as it jammed. But as if nothing weird was going on i told the guy; 'hey give me your gun for a second'. And he looked at me and gave his gun to me. I raised it to his face and blew a hole right through his skull and he crumpled to the floor. It slowly dawned on me that this was actually really bad and i spent the rest of the dream worrying about being hauled off to prison.

    Lol.

    What room? Did the guy look familiar? What was your feeling about him prior to the shooting?

    Originally posted by aldra what happens if I attach an electrode directly to my pineal gland?

    No idea. I tried tCDS on my temples in an attempt to produce an out-of-body experience using a cheaply accessible at-home system, and I didn't get anything out of it beyond placebo. I have no desire to try it again because I don't understand the neurology behind it well enough to be confident even if there is a potential for success. I've had enough palpable changes in my brain physiology for one lifetime and I intend to avoid any more if it can be helped.
  3. 2019-04-16 at 1:17 PM UTC
    #43
    aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
    I should apologise, my posts here were half trolling but also half serious. I've never been sure how much of this 'awakening' talk is genuine and how much is serious mental disorder, or even just talking up who can be more 'spiritual'.

    I do find it interesting, at least conceptually though, and am open to snapping my mind in two.
  4. 2019-04-16 at 1:22 PM UTC
    #44
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    It is really easier through psychedelics I think, as they literally widen and unlock your perception. People talk about breakthroughs on dmt, but a high enough dosage on lsd or the like with shatter your former perception forever.

    I literally thought I went to heaven and felt infinite pleasure that got exponentially better every second for a while and thought that was how this all was gonna keep going forever until I ruined it by running outside naked for 1 second and ruined the rest of it; felt like a bad God in a world of Gods before I pretty much passed out and hallucinated the rest of the night.

    I haven't wanted to repeat it (yet) though, as I don't think that's really how this workd or the end goal here.
  5. 2019-04-16 at 3:52 PM UTC
    #45
    Sophie Pedophile Tech Support
    Originally posted by Zanick The environment suggests to me that you feel deprived of the conditions where you might flourish. The institutions you’ve committed to in order to get through life as you want it are indifferent to your success and the people you’ve looked up to are either crushed or rise beyond your reckoning. You feel alienated in your sexuality but you believe it’s possible to change if you have patience and strength. Note that I don't mean change your sexuality, but rather your alienation. This is a dream about how you perceive your circumstances.

    I was going through opiate withdrawal during that dream, so that might have been a contributing factor.

    Originally posted by Zanick What room? Did the guy look familiar? What was your feeling about him prior to the shooting?

    The room i grew up in. And i had no feelings whatsoever towards this person. He wasn't threatening or anything, i just wanted to shoot him for some reason. I want to say i felt compelled to but it felt as if i did it on my own volition. I felt nothing when i raised the gun, i felt nothing when i pulled the trigger and i felt nothing when my gun jammed and i asked his gun to shoot him with it.

    I've been thinking a bit about the significance of the gun jamming and me getting his to shoot him with it. It almost seemed like the dream universe wouldn't let me shoot him without him consenting to it. Because i imagine to him it was obvious that i was trying to kill him. But he went along with it anyway by giving me his gun. Only then could i actually shoot and kill him.

    I felt nothing after i had done it, but then like i mentioned, my mind was occupied by the fact that now i was going to spend the rest of my life in prison if i were to get caught.
  6. 2019-04-16 at 3:57 PM UTC
    #46
    Common De-mominator African Astronaut
    High level yoga will allow you to access your third eye with your penile gland.
  7. 2019-04-16 at 4 PM UTC
    #47
    Common De-mominator African Astronaut
    https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=2074804076

    QED
  8. 2019-04-16 at 4:06 PM UTC
    #48
    aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
    you wanna see some BIG BLACK LAZY DICK?

    nothx
  9. 2019-04-16 at 5:06 PM UTC
    #49
    -SpectraL coward [the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]
    Sounds like you need to have your head examined at the earliest possible opportunity.
  10. 2019-04-16 at 6:13 PM UTC
    #50
    Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    Originally posted by aldra I should apologise, my posts here were half trolling but also half serious.

    I was aware, and I really don’t mind, but I appreciate and accept your belated sincerity! You could actually say this began as a joke for me also. When I was 18 I registered as a minister with the Universal Life Church for the lulz, but recently, two close friends had me officiate their wedding and this presented me with an opportunity to begin musing on what love actually means in an existential sense. My perspective shifted from the pain-oriented worldview I’d worked so hard to cultivate, laying the groundwork for a genuine spiritual awakening that I’m still struggling to process.

    For some unusual people, humor is the most direct path into a serious conversation about themselves, and even then, it takes a while. I’ve always felt that comedy and freedom of spirit are cousins, if not siblings.

    I've never been sure how much of this 'awakening' talk is genuine and how much is serious mental disorder, or even just talking up who can be more 'spiritual'.

    I do find it interesting, at least conceptually though, and am open to snapping my mind in two.

    The seam joining madness and mysticism has never been well-defined, but I think you knew this much already. It doesn’t get clearer with experience.

    As for spiritual dick-sizing, I really don’t meet the criteria for the sort of person of whom this process might be expected. I’ve only just gotten over some serious vices, namely drinking a bottle a night and high-dose nicotine and letting burning self-hatred dictate my every choice. My personal life is divided between six different conflicts that I can recall at this moment. I meditate, at least, and it does help, but I’m a novice. Kundalini, as far as I can tell, doesn’t play favorites the way we do.

    If you are interested in having a powerful, spiritual experience I would say just try meditation for a while to dip your feet in. If mindfulness isn't doing it for you, maybe try focusing your eyes between your brows and up for a little while in a location where you feel secure. I don't know if it's entirely responsible of me to recommend this, but I can't think of much in-between.

    Originally posted by DietPiano It is really easier through psychedelics I think, as they literally widen and unlock your perception. People talk about breakthroughs on dmt, but a high enough dosage on lsd or the like with shatter your former perception forever.

    I literally thought I went to heaven and felt infinite pleasure that got exponentially better every second for a while and thought that was how this all was gonna keep going forever until I ruined it by running outside naked for 1 second and ruined the rest of it; felt like a bad God in a world of Gods before I pretty much passed out and hallucinated the rest of the night.

    I haven't wanted to repeat it (yet) though, as I don't think that's really how this workd or the end goal here.

    It sounds as though you’ve had some remarkable experiences that most people won’t ever get to enjoy, and I hope your spring never runs dry. I won’t pretend I can speak with authority about how that relates to spirituality, especially given that my psychedelic use may have played a role in my first satori, but the people I’ve found who seem most knowledgeable about kundalini warn that psychedelics aren’t a substitute for the labors of seeking, and furthermore that they’re too volatile to be relied upon in safely facilitating awakening.

    Originally posted by Sophie The room i grew up in. And i had no feelings whatsoever towards this person. He wasn't threatening or anything, i just wanted to shoot him for some reason. I want to say i felt compelled to but it felt as if i did it on my own volition. I felt nothing when i raised the gun, i felt nothing when i pulled the trigger and i felt nothing when my gun jammed and i asked his gun to shoot him with it.

    I've been thinking a bit about the significance of the gun jamming and me getting his to shoot him with it. It almost seemed like the dream universe wouldn't let me shoot him without him consenting to it. Because i imagine to him it was obvious that i was trying to kill him. But he went along with it anyway by giving me his gun. Only then could i actually shoot and kill him.

    I felt nothing after i had done it, but then like i mentioned, my mind was occupied by the fact that now i was going to spend the rest of my life in prison if i were to get caught.

    Perhaps the particulars of how you did it are meaningful but don’t neglect to consider the background content. There is probably a reason why it happened where it did. We don’t just pick any setting for every dream, we either have one that works or we make one that works. What else has happened in that room, and what were the consequences? Violent or otherwise.

    Originally posted by -SpectraL Sounds like you need to have your head examined at the earliest possible opportunity.

    I have a rich, ongoing dialogue about my spirituality with my psychologist. He knows everything you’ve read here, plus an understanding of the more personal context of my life around it. We are not on alert.
  11. 2019-04-16 at 7:21 PM UTC
    #51
    larrylegend8383 Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by Zanick So, in short, and to put this in terms of awakening, I had a moment of intense realization of love which precipitated the shedding of karmic ties so that my mind has turned to more spiritually productive modes of experience, healing symptoms of trauma in a very short span of time. Then there’s the excessive third eye activity that I really can’t ignore even if I try. I’m having energy movements along my spine and symbolic dreams with content that heralds the shift of my unconscious mind into the realm of the conscious, though I admit the latter could just as easily be removed from the context of kundalini.

    This is very interesting to me. Some of what I'm about to say might have been touched on already.

    I think a spiritual awakening within is your ego coming to terms with your id and super ego becoming equal partners and not residing in a fragmented mental state. I believe it can be very volatile because you have to account for negative desires you naturally have, those that society has trained you to view as evil. Your brain struggles, fights back. I believe this is the source of mental illness. The inability to let go and let this change occur
    The struggle. But if successful you end up connecting to the source, having an understanding and ability to draw from the well.

    I believe different religions and schools of thought have different ways to describe the process, but the end results are similar.

    I think that's our main goal here. Our purpose. To become whole individuals so we can become a whole people.

    This probably all sounds like shit because I'm low iq and have a hard time enhancementing my thoughts and ideas. Also lack of sleep. Still it interests me and I wanted to share.
  12. 2019-04-16 at 7:23 PM UTC
    #52
    itybit African Astronaut [daze my amino pe-tsai]
    Interesting thread Zanick!
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  13. 2019-04-16 at 8:02 PM UTC
    #53
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    dreams is all the random bits of information our brains decides to throw together during rest and our current state of mind dictates how the stage props will be put to use, where the improv story is gonna go.. I don't think they mean anything special.

    For instance, when you use drugs regularly or are going throuhgh PAWS/withdrawl, firstly your neurons are firing abnormally, changing your general minset/perception, and they tend to be more menacing during withdrawal due to a more negative state of mind.

    The props will tend to be bottles of eckahol or needles of coccy, because that is the most prevalent bits of information going on in your mind during the days and your brain has to dump that recurring information into your dreams.
  14. 2019-04-17 at 1:58 AM UTC
    #54
    Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    I think we understand too little about dreams to be as confident as you are in making claims like "dreams is all the random bits of information our brains decides to throw together during rest".
  15. 2019-04-17 at 2 AM UTC
    #55
    Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    Originally posted by larrylegend8383 This is very interesting to me. Some of what I'm about to say might have been touched on already.

    I think a spiritual awakening within is your ego coming to terms with your id and super ego becoming equal partners and not residing in a fragmented mental state. I believe it can be very volatile because you have to account for negative desires you naturally have, those that society has trained you to view as evil. Your brain struggles, fights back. I believe this is the source of mental illness. The inability to let go and let this change occur
    The struggle. But if successful you end up connecting to the source, having an understanding and ability to draw from the well.

    I believe different religions and schools of thought have different ways to describe the process, but the end results are similar.

    I think that's our main goal here. Our purpose. To become whole individuals so we can become a whole people.

    This probably all sounds like shit because I'm low iq and have a hard time enhancementing my thoughts and ideas. Also lack of sleep. Still it interests me and I wanted to share.

    Personally, I haven't been able to reconcile these experiences with Freud, though his partner Jung has some insight into kundalini and, more generally, the phenomena of mystical experience.


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  16. 2019-04-17 at 2:07 AM UTC
    #56
    Common De-mominator African Astronaut
    That's because Freud was a hack.
  17. 2019-04-17 at 2:08 AM UTC
    #57
    Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    It's easy to forget his contributions and hard to defend him, so I'm not going to comment aside from reminding you that his theory of psychosexual development has shaped the course of Western civilization. You don't have to like the man, and he wasn't what we'd today call a scientist, but his massive influence can be felt everywhere.
  18. 2019-04-17 at 2:12 AM UTC
    #58
    Common De-mominator African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Zanick It's easy to forget his contributions and hard to defend him, so I'm not going to comment aside from reminding you that his theory of psychosexual development has shaped the course of Western civilization. You don't have to like the man, and he wasn't what we'd today call a scientist, but his massive influence can be felt everywhere.

    His theory of psychosexual development was largely bolstered by cooperating patients who wanted to be part of his celebrity legacy. Practically nothing of Freud survives in modern psychology, for good reason.
  19. 2019-04-17 at 2:36 AM UTC
    #59
    Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    It doesn’t need to survive in modern psychology, his ideas were used experimentally by the elite to restructure their familial organization, generating a trickle-down sexuality that infected the rest of society over the next century or so and revolutionized the way we objectify the mind. His theory is so proliferated in our child-rearing process that we raise our kids according to his insights without thinking twice. Not to mention that the development of psychoanalysis is indebted to his innovation at root, even if it has graduated to a vastly improved methodology.

    He may be factually incorrect on so many counts, but his influence puts him in the realm of Ghengis Khan and Mozart at the same time. People of that stature don't need to be accurate.
  20. 2019-04-17 at 2:50 AM UTC
    #60
    Common De-mominator African Astronaut
    I don't look to Mozart or Cengiz for knowledge of psychology or how to raise children either. The difference is that Freud was supposed to know his shit on both subjects.
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