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I need to escape
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2019-04-05 at 12:23 PM UTCThen there is the "Escape room" thing everyone seems to be doing...pay $50 to be locked in a room and made to feel dumb when you can't escape.
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2019-04-05 at 12:26 PM UTCAlso, the chick that called me today has now officially fucked me over FOUR times.
I am an absolute omega with the backbone of a jelly fish.
I told myself three was enough and stopped responding to her on Facebook, as well as her text messages and calls.
Then she convinces me to let her and buddy in. Like 10 minutes later she's out (apparently she's on sugardaddy.com now or some such slut facilitation invention).
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2019-04-05 at 12:36 PM UTCMy official plan will consist of the following...
Originally posted by aldra how about writing predictive market trading algorithms?
So gonna do this. Those Wall Street analysts lack the political objectivity and big picture vision that I can muster. They might have like 50 PhD's with enough computing power to require their own nuclear power plant, but I have wisdom and creativity to beat they asses like a schoolbus full of truant private school kids.
Originally posted by Misguided Russian Get sober, lift weights. Tell em you're busy for the next week when they talk to you. Stay busy till next week indefinitely.
I definitely need to get back into lifting weights.
And I have begun logging like 6k to 10k steps from just walking around town now that it's Summer-like weather.
And I'm hitting the stationary bike, and eating much better now than I was.
The getting sober part, though... I don't want to bite off more than I can chew. I know my limits.
I am gonna have to at least ensure that I hold off on drinking anything until like right before bedtime, and literally no other drugs no matter who's offering, and how unrelenting they are in their peer pressure. -
2019-04-05 at 12:49 PM UTCCamping is the best way to reset yourself physically and mentally, back to basics...and no not at an official camp ground with suburbanites running around. Primitive camping in the backwoods etc, you, a knife, a pot and a fire.
Lifting weights and eating tofu not so much. -
2019-04-05 at 12:59 PM UTC
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson Camping is the best way to reset yourself physically and mentally, back to basics…and no not at an official camp ground with suburbanites running around. Primitive camping in the backwoods etc, you, a knife, a pot and a fire.
I have been dreaming of doing this for years.
My next vehicle will be a 4x4 pickup truck of some kind, and shortly thereafter, I plan on adding a camper to it.
It's not straight-up primitive, but I will experiment with all kinds of back-to-the-basics cooking methods and whatnot.
I lived out of a minivan a few years ago for ~8 months, and it taught me to be a lot more resourceful with less on hand to work with.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-04-05 at 1:32 PM UTCHas she fucked you over in regards to money owed or?
It really makes you despise the drug taking creatures that have it in their nature to fuck people over and be greedy cunts. Some girl who came into a lot of cocaine was doing faggoty ass lines considering all the coke I had shared with her in the past. I straight up told her you are doing me an 8 ball on payback and if the size of those lines don't get thicker I'll take it all. 😂
Fucking HATE greed! -
2019-04-05 at 1:42 PM UTC
Originally posted by Octavian Has she fucked you over in regards to money owed or?
It really makes you despise the drug taking creatures that have it in their nature to fuck people over and be greedy cunts. Some girl who came into a lot of cocaine was doing faggoty ass lines considering all the coke I had shared with her in the past. I straight up told her you are doing me an 8 ball on payback and if the size of those lines don't get thicker I'll take it all. 😂
Fucking HATE greed!
Just in the sense of wasting my time (for the most part).
She has made firm plans for a particular time, and on three different occasions, made herself scarce right when she said she'd be available.
Then last night she convinced me to let the two of them come over, but she just straight up ditched him here with me and left.
Also, she may have stolen a small pill container full of various benzos from me. I can't prove it, so I don't want to point the finger too accusingly just yet.
I'm more pissed off about the time she wasted, though. Her phone number is now on my "do not answer" list... precisely where it should have been the second time she stood me up. -
2019-04-05 at 1:44 PM UTCI can find a goat pretty quickly and come up there and go straight psycho redneck on this bitch if you want. I’ve been looking for a good reason to cut loose lately. Just say the word homie.
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2019-04-05 at 1:48 PM UTCAnd now my gentleman guest is tucked into bed (on the floor) with sugar plums dancing on his head.
Like, he just took a dozen or so massive hits from the meth pipe, and he just passes out like it's nothing.
I do this shit and it's a guaranteed all-nighter.
Fucking unbelievable.
I'm preparing like a dozen targeted resumes right now and am going to apply for a bunch of jobs while I'm up anyway.
I'm enhancementing by salary, too. $40-50k (CAD) a year minimum. I'd just be sleeping otherwise so why the fuck not? Literally nothing to lose.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-04-05 at 1:49 PM UTCYeah get shot of that one.
I've seen guys that fall in love with total junkie whores and let them run circles around them it's so cringe. To the point were they are buying them drugs to keep them happy even though they themselves don't take them.
I have so much more fun with girls that just drink. High sex drives etc. I've also found a lot of coke whores have low libidos. It must fuck their sex drives over or something. Not met a girl who does meth so don't know if it's the same. -
2019-04-05 at 1:51 PM UTC
Originally posted by ohfralala I can find a goat pretty quickly and come up there and go straight psycho redneck on this bitch if you want. I’ve been looking for a good reason to cut loose lately. Just say the word homie.
Can we do some Satanic sacrificial ritual?
Unfortunately, it would be like next level cruel to the dude here (he's schizophrenic and is already convinced of a whole plethora of conspiracies).
And the chick, if she were here, I'd bet hard cash it would turn her on or something. Her kink levels are surprisingly high for someone of her age. -
2019-04-05 at 2:02 PM UTC
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2019-04-05 at 2:03 PM UTC
Originally posted by gadzooks Can we do some Satanic sacrificial ritual?
Unfortunately, it would be like next level cruel to the dude here (he's schizophrenic and is already convinced of a whole plethora of conspiracies).
And the chick, if she were here, I'd bet hard cash it would turn her on or something. Her kink levels are surprisingly high for someone of her age.
You don't want to do that. Trust me. -
2019-04-05 at 2:08 PM UTC
Originally posted by gadzooks Can we do some Satanic sacrificial ritual?
Unfortunately, it would be like next level cruel to the dude here (he's schizophrenic and is already convinced of a whole plethora of conspiracies).
And the chick, if she were here, I'd bet hard cash it would turn her on or something. Her kink levels are surprisingly high for someone of her age.
Your empathy is your plight. You gotta know when to cut the fat even when it seems cruel.
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2019-04-05 at 2:13 PM UTCThis is why I just do my own thing these days. I was gonna start a street gang with robert and quit my job but he's the kind of dude that will sell you drugs and steal them back so it was doomed from the start.
Fuck people just do your own grind
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2019-04-05 at 4:28 PM UTC
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2019-04-05 at 4:28 PM UTCWanna get away? 👍
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2019-04-05 at 5:14 PM UTCWe should all chip in and send gadz for a week in some undisclosed resort down south.
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2019-04-05 at 5:17 PM UTCRent a nice room in a nice hotel and stay there for a month. Have quiet breakfasts in the lounge. A sauna or two. Maybe a relaxing swim in the hotel's pool. You'll have that Muzak in the elevator to calm you, no one there will even know you, or want to, and you'll also have that solitary movement you've been seeking.
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2019-04-05 at 5:19 PM UTCI know a good Airbnb in Ireland...The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
