Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III
also faded off like 6 mg etiz and some other shit. kinda thinking about just swallowing 30 mg xanax just to see what happens. also its hot as fuck in here and i dont feel like wakin up for another day of this shit
gadzooks
Dark Matter
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Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III
drinking/taking drugs is often an effective substitute, thats kinda where i've been at for a few years now even though i was in a relationship on and off for the vast majority of that time (one relationship). now that relationship has finally run its course even though i dont even think she cared about me at all for the last couple years at least.
during that time i was with a couple other girls on a few occasions (while me and my girl were split up) and the sex was so meaningless it lost it's point and i felt bad but i didn't even like the girls (although one was very sexy). it was such a degrading and shameful thing.
but last summer i was at electric forest and i was high as fuck with my crew (SHOUT OUT FOREST FAM) chilling on these hammocks and i was watching some girl drag her fingers over this guys shoulders slowly and i was so fucking jealous. i've had lots of sex since then but i need something more sincere. having sex for the sake of having sex fucking sucks
We may just be doppelgangers.
Your words read like first-hand memories.
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Originally posted by Misguided Russian
are you still using the same source?
i think so...don't remember exactly. i haven't had to buy in a while because they sent me .5 g last time instead of the .250 i ordered because it was like 2 days late
Originally posted by gadzooks
We may just be doppelgangers.
Your words read like first-hand memories.
probably, we should get fucked up and eat dank thai food
My dad moaned about wiring me £5 the jedi bastard. He knows I'm not working and is constantly sending pics how good his life is on holiday. Even in death he'll be acting jedi. Putting a clause in his will so I can't sell his house cause I'll "shove it up my nose", as if I'm actually that bad. I haven't had it in months and don't intend to with all the aches and pains. I swear he's getting a wicker basket coffin and the cheapest, private funeral money can buy.
I mean it's his money, he's worked long and hard his whole life I understand that, but his mantra is he's got "something to leave us when he dies". WHAT USE WILL IT BE TILL YOU'RE DEAD ASS HOLE? My mum practically brought me and my sister up, him only paying out of sheer necessity. That reason alone is why my sister has not spoken to him since him and my mother divorced 8 years ago. In his head he thinks he's done nothing wrong, absolute dick head!
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III
ive been contemplating killing myself for a good while now but today i was feeling particularly anxious/hateful so i decided to go buy some curry from this thai place by my house and when i went in the cashier girl was super cute and was listening to shinigami so i thought maybe if i'm not so high sometime in the future i can come back and try to chill with her. i just want a girl i can chill with..i don't even care about sex. i just miss that feeling of being with someone and not having them be resentful and hateful towards you. that innocent affection and the thing that i REALLY want…the peace of mind that comes with it
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson
So you want to be a cuck…got it.
idk if you legitimately believe that showing affection is a negative thing or if you're just grasping for straws like you normally are because you are a complete doofus
