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drank a lotta poppy tea
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2019-03-13 at 1:52 AM UTCalso faded off like 6 mg etiz and some other shit. kinda thinking about just swallowing 30 mg xanax just to see what happens. also its hot as fuck in here and i dont feel like wakin up for another day of this shit
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2019-03-13 at 1:53 AM UTCI drank a Miller lite. Or 10.
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2019-03-13 at 1:53 AM UTCoh damn i wish i was here with these frogs and a beautiful french girl to take acid with. then i cup my hands and put them to the stream and put them to my mouth and drink the cool fresh mountain water UNIMPEDED
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2019-03-13 at 1:54 AM UTC
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2019-03-13 at 1:56 AM UTCNah, I have a pretty important job to tend to. Not that I need it though. I am trying to run the competition out of town. Capitalism!
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2019-03-13 at 2:04 AM UTC
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2019-03-13 at 2:08 AM UTCDepartment manager of the department I work in.
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2019-03-13 at 2:09 AM UTCChoose life
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2019-03-13 at 3:50 AM UTCnot a typo...i like you though gadzooks, ur cool, you give me hope for the future
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2019-03-13 at 4:01 AM UTC
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2019-03-13 at 4:05 AM UTCive been contemplating killing myself for a good while now but today i was feeling particularly anxious/hateful so i decided to go buy some curry from this thai place by my house and when i went in the cashier girl was super cute and was listening to shinigami so i thought maybe if i'm not so high sometime in the future i can come back and try to chill with her. i just want a girl i can chill with..i don't even care about sex. i just miss that feeling of being with someone and not having them be resentful and hateful towards you. that innocent affection and the thing that i REALLY want...the peace of mind that comes with it
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2019-03-13 at 4:09 AM UTCbitches always want my dick or money or something, bosses always want all my time, coworkers want me to cover all their shifts, friends betray me and are selfish shitbags. i just want to feel a buzz with a chill breeze and someone so i'm not totally alone
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2019-03-13 at 4:10 AM UTC
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III ive been contemplating killing myself for a good while now but today i was feeling particularly anxious/hateful so i decided to go buy some curry from this thai place by my house and when i went in the cashier girl was super cute and was listening to shinigami so i thought maybe if i'm not so high sometime in the future i can come back and try to chill with her. i just want a girl i can chill with..i don't even care about sex. i just miss that feeling of being with someone and not having them be resentful and hateful towards you. that innocent affection and the thing that i REALLY want…the peace of mind that comes with it
Man, straight up...
On the somewhat rare occasion that I end up with a woman over at my place (or I at hers, or we're just chilling somewhere together in private), I find myself trying to find a way to not have sex. I want to spent quality time with a gal. Do (non-sexual) things together that we both find fun, go out and frolic around town, etc.
But it always ends up turning out sexual.
I bet half the women I've slept with think I'm gay or something.
And now, it's been a full year since I've had any intimacy whatsoever with a woman.
And I just end up drinking and/or taking drugs as a substitute.
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2019-03-13 at 4:19 AM UTC
Originally posted by gadzooks Man, straight up…
On the somewhat rare occasion that I end up with a woman over at my place (or I at hers, or we're just chilling somewhere together in private), I find myself trying to find a way to not have sex. I want to spent quality time with a gal. Do (non-sexual) things together that we both find fun, go out and frolic around town, etc.
But it always ends up turning out sexual.
I bet half the women I've slept with think I'm gay or something.
And now, it's been a full year since I've had any intimacy whatsoever with a woman.
And I just end up drinking and/or taking drugs as a substitute.
drinking/taking drugs is often an effective substitute, thats kinda where i've been at for a few years now even though i was in a relationship on and off for the vast majority of that time (one relationship). now that relationship has finally run its course even though i dont even think she cared about me at all for the last couple years at least.
during that time i was with a couple other girls on a few occasions (while me and my girl were split up) and the sex was so meaningless it lost it's point and i felt bad but i didn't even like the girls (although one was very sexy). it was such a degrading and shameful thing.
but last summer i was at electric forest and i was high as fuck with my crew (SHOUT OUT FOREST FAM) chilling on these hammocks and i was watching some girl drag her fingers over this guys shoulders slowly and i was so fucking jealous. i've had lots of sex since then but i need something more sincere. having sex for the sake of having sex fucking sucks -
2019-03-13 at 4:44 AM UTCILWAG is pretty dank, that whole album was good:
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2019-03-13 at 5:02 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny ILWAG is pretty dank, that whole album was good:
also pls no suicide
lol i've never heard of them before this, i just clicked it because i like the frogs. thx for caring about me enough to encourage me not to suicide. i think youre a good guy too lanny..not necessarily because of that but im just fucked up rn. ill check out that link tho