gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
Dissociatives seem to be an incredibly unique type of drug.
I am of course aware of the BLTC subforum, but I am posting this here because this isn't strictly about dissociatives. I want to learn more about the dissociative users on this site. I can't be the only person to have noticed the rampant dissociative use around here.
I was away from the Totse/Zoklet/NiS universe for a while during the late Zoklet and early NiS years, but I have been regaled and informed of all kinds of dissociative lore.
Sploo (sp?) was apparently really into high plateau bundy trips.
Mashlehash... I'm pretty certain dissociatives are among his main drugs of choice.
We even have an NiS banner about "bundy". And speaking of, there's the word enhancement that converts DXM to bundy.
And is Trianglism a result of dissociative speculation?
The whole concept of alts and plural identities is eerily similar to the psychiatric condition of Dissociative Identity Disorder (i.e. split personalities).
Why is dissociation such a prominent theme around here? It is embedded in the cultural fabric of NiS.
I currently find myself experimenting again with dissociatives, and it is unlike any other experience (chemically induced or otherwise).
Essentially, what I'm seeking here, are some stories about folks like Sploo and Roshambo (literallly Dissociator for a username... I think?).
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
Originally posted by Schplew
maybe this will help you find the answers you seek
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Man that is fucking awesome. I'm working on a somewhat revolutionary chemical database that will store information just like in that image. I'm too fucked up right now to get into the technical details, but it's a major project.
Are you legit the original Sploo/Sphlew? (Sorry, I have no idea how your username was or is meant to be spelled).
I did a few bumps of ketamine and am taking some nitrous hits here and there (it's like double dissociation).
I've never done dissociatives rampantly because I just don't see them around often. done ketamine twice and pcp twice, and bundy several times when i was younger. I like ketamine and pcp but I don't like having to smoke the pcp off of a cig (its just how the black ppl sell it here)
but I did some sherman recently and it felt good but its not nearly as psychedelic imo as bundy or miss kitty ketamine. I was driving around with these 2 dudes and we smoked to shermans and when they were dropping me off I was so out of it and just wanted to get to my place. luckily i saw one of my "good" neighbors and he helped me walk up the stairs to my place. I was like wtf? I then got all emo and depressed and started thinking about killing myself and called a friend over and we chilled.
Is disassociate a word? I always thought that's what it was until shamby made the Dissociator account. They're probably opposites huh? I'm embarrassed not to know.
dissociatives are weird, i do them occasionally. if i start to do them too regularly (more than once every couple weeks) they kind of lose a lot of the kick. they also have a pretty profound tendency to morph the world into a more sinister and dark but interesting place, and in my experience if i start to perceive the world that way on a regular basis it will kind of bleed into real life a little bit too which is worrisome.
but when i do them i always do them with a moderate to high dose edible. the two potentiate each other very well.
the craziest experience i had with dissociatives was with mxe. i had been up 2 nights doing meth and was starting to come down but not feeling shitty or anything. things started to get a little trippy because of the sleep deprivation and a bunch of dabs i took so i figured fuck it and got the mxe out. i did a few lines over the course of half an hour and after a while i was tripping insanely hard. i probably would have been holed out if not for the meth. when i closed my eyes i would start to see a meth bowl being melted down and swirled around, then it would multiply into like infinite copies and filled my vision. the meth pools started turning rainbow colors. definitely some of the craziest closed eye visuals.
there was another part where my ex was rubbing my back and when i closed my eyes i could see very vividly a multicolored fox made out of flames moving around, and there was a sort of effect where i perceived her hand on my back as the movement of the fox. like some crazy synesthesia of senses.
then the world looked really terrifying and i thought about how terrible everything is and cried for like 2 hours
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