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2015-08-12 at 12:17 AM UTC
I mentioned this before, but I'd highly recommend giving pyrazolam a try. Something I sent to someone recently:
http://www.hindawi.com/journals/aps/2012/416864/
The main points is that tolerance to the anxiolytic effect specifically doesn't seem to develop, and that the anti-cognitive effects can be avoided with drugs selective for the A2 subreceptor, which is why I chose pyrazolam. If you read reports on it it's consistently described as being non-recreational and lacking side effects, it just removes/prevents general/social anxiety and that's it. This may also be why there's much lower availability, because it's not fun. A few months ago I was about to order a gram from tic-research for about $190, along with 2-FMA, but he ran out right before it was finalized and told me he didn't know when it would be back in stock because someone would need to order a custom synth.
Good reports here: http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/...athread/page18
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/...7#post13158397
Pyrazolam is complete shit, weaksauce barely active bullshit benzo. Take diclazepam or etizolam instead. -
2015-08-12 at 6:57 AM UTC
Pyrazolam is complete shit, weaksauce barely active bullshit benzo. Take diclazepam or etizolam instead.
Depends. If you don't genuinely have an anxiety disorder you probably aren't going to notice much. As I said, it seems to by far be the most selective, and the effects are non-recreational, it lacks euphoria and other pleasurable effects so you shouldn't take it if you're looking for a fun experience. -
2015-08-12 at 2:42 PM UTCDoes anybody have any sources for Zolpidem/Ambien? It usually takes me like 3 hours to get to sleep and I just can't do it if my new job keeps scheduling me like they did earlier this week with 11 hours between shifts.
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2015-08-12 at 11:20 PM UTCI think I may just buy some opium from a darknet market and make some laudanum as a temporary treatment for depression. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Laudanum
Interesting note:
Evaluation of Opioid Modulation in Major Depressive Disorder
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4397403/Until the 1950s, opium was the primary pharmacologic treatment for melancholia (Tenore, 2008). However, following the introduction of monoamine oxidase inhibitors and tricyclic antidepressants, the clinical use of opioids for depression was largely abandoned owing to their inherent risks of abuse and addiction. Today, a variety of monoamine-based pharmacotherapies for depression are available, but the incidence of treatment-resistant depression remains stubbornly high, and new clinical approaches in this setting are greatly needed. The present work reassessed the potential utility of a more calibrated opioid modulation therapy in major depressive disorder (MDD), based on advancements in, and improved understanding of, opioid biology and therapeutics.
I'm sure I'll be fine if I only use it once or twice a week (Hehehe).
Feels kind of cool to be going back to basics. Maybe I'll get a tweed jacket with leather elbow patches and a pipe to go with it. -
2015-08-12 at 11:26 PM UTCgood luck with that, malice. there are no domestic vendors for opium, and customs is a bitch
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2015-08-12 at 11:48 PM UTCCustoms isn't particularly worrisome.
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2015-08-13 at 1:30 AM UTC
That was me that said that genius, no one in this community knows how to manipulate doctors like I do. I can't afford the treatment anymore anyways because I no longer qualify for Medicaid and it ran out past the cutoff for Obamacare so im fucked this year. I dont want to mask these issues with drugs anymore, they are deep rooted existential issues I have struggled with for 18 years now and I need to grow a pair and man up and just off myself and quit whining and bitching about how miserable I am. I derive no real pleasure from anything and my entire existence consists of overcoming one hardship only to arrive at another with no form of reward for each one that I overcome. It is a meaningless cycle of misery and to persuade myself to believe otherwise via chemicals is only prolonging my struggle and delaying the inevitable. The thought of suicide scares me in a way to be honest but on a logical level I know it is the most sensible option for me at this point. Only fear of guilt restrains me anymore, nothing else.
"Deep rooted existential issues." Stop pretending you're a real human being with deep insights and thoughts about life. You're nothing but a hollow shell, always have been and always will be. The only a monkey like you gets depressed about is not having enough liquor to keep them numb to the world. Now, drink up. I said drink up boy! *slaps you and forces the bottle into your mouth, cutting and making you bleed*
If you're really such a master manipulator (I doubt you are and have ever tried very hard.) you should try pretending to be an opioid addict, tell them you got addicted after receiving a script for a medical condition/accident/after surgery and couldn't get off, and get buprenorphine, then you can combine it with low dose naltrexone to imitate the effects of ALKS-5461. I came across a study that used this combination. -
2015-08-13 at 8:19 AM UTCPoC, what would you do if you woke up and realized that I had drugged and raped you while you were passed out?
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2015-08-13 at 8:28 AM UTCTook my daily 25mg dose of memantine all at once because it was late and felt a distinct anti-anhedonic shift. May try moving up to 40mg per day very slowly, last time I didn't seem to respond well.
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2015-08-13 at 9:31 AM UTCWatching night crawler. Christ, this guy is a total aspie and psychopath combo, and a search suggests that the filmmakers had this in mind. What a painful character to listen to, at least I keep myself away from people and don't say anything, but I don't think I'm naturally nearly that bad.
Should have the opium within two weeks. It really is incredible that such a large percentage of the population lacks the capacity for a such a simple process. Would you like to try some, Lanny? You would have to wait at a specific time and place on your knees with your mouth open and eyes closed, within 20 seconds a stranger you will never see will drop the solution, enough for a very enjoyable evaluation, into your mouth. You will have to trust that they will now poison you. You don't think I would do that, do you? -
2015-08-13 at 10:34 AM UTCFuuuuck that was good, superb climax. Significantly better than American Psycho. Recommended.
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2015-08-13 at 12:16 PM UTC
PoC, what would you do if you woke up and realized that I had drugged and raped you while you were passed out?
Not weird at all... -
2015-08-13 at 12:24 PM UTC
Should have the opium within two weeks. It really is incredible that such a large percentage of the population lacks the capacity for a such a simple process. Would you like to try some, Lanny? You would have to wait at a specific time and place on your knees with your mouth open and eyes closed, within 20 seconds a stranger you will never see will drop the solution, enough for a very enjoyable evaluation, into your mouth. You will have to trust that they will now poison you. You don't think I would do that, do you?
Not weird at all... -
2015-08-13 at 12:28 PM UTC
Not weird at all…
It is so good to hear it! -
2015-08-13 at 2:26 PM UTCSo, nobody has any online pharmacies that sell ambien or anything? brandmedicines didnt have it
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2015-08-13 at 5:53 PM UTCDoes anyone know where to get some nandrolone
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2015-08-13 at 6:21 PM UTCDoes anyone know where i can get some trifluoromethanesulfonic acid?
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2015-08-13 at 7:01 PM UTCyou can probably get all of those things at agora, or betabay or something.....https://dnstats.net/
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2015-08-13 at 7:28 PM UTCI see all is normal here.
Things have begun to chill out here some. Getting the MIL's health issues squared away so she can work more. Other than that been working alot myself. my old therpaist I told you guys about left and my new one is ok but not nearly as young. :(
I'm hoping to get on some kind of mood stabilizer. Yesterday I was ready suck the barrel of a gun and woke up today feeling good and optimistic and shit. Also the anxiety attacks after sex seem to have stopped (hooray)
I fucking rooted my phone last night and after removing the factory bloatware it wouldn't open apps and shit so I had to flash it back to a factory image of ICS which actually works better than the last flash of ICS I had on it before. Also if any of you fuckers are poor/thrifty look into Freedompop for phone service or just use google hangouts and hangouts dialer over wifi. -
2015-08-13 at 9:30 PM UTC
you can probably get all of those things at agora, or betabay or something…..https://dnstats.net/
Trifluoromethanesulfonic acid, is one of the most corrosive substances known to man. If i want to get it i'll have to register as a company and obtain the right papers so i can buy it at Sigma-Aldrich.
http://www.sigmaaldrich.com/catalog/product/aldrich/347817?lang=en®ion=US
Not that i'd touch the stuff with a ten foot pole...
