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2015-08-10 at 2:45 AM UTCOh, and did you only take 2-FMA and 4-FA orally? For the latter I found that when used rectally (plugging) it didn't cause the excessive thirst and slight liver or kidney pain (can't remember which) that oral administration caused, likely due to bypassing hepatic metabolism. Bypassing the gut can also have benefits for many drugs that adversely effect it. Intranasal should also have this benefit.
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2015-08-10 at 4:50 AM UTCMy dog suddenly has pica and is eating dirt out of potted plants. I think it is from medication he is on.
Someone gave me a bunch of klonopins and I had no benzo experience
This stuff is great, I thought opiates were euphoric, but opiates with klonopins? I feel like....I can't explain it, but it's great.
It's like a synthetic good mood
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2015-08-10 at 10:33 AM UTC"ethersphere of stupidity"
charlie sheen has morphin sploo
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2015-08-10 at 7:25 PM UTCFuck all of you and fuck me
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2015-08-11 at 4 AM UTCfuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuukc
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2015-08-11 at 4:35 AM UTChttps://www.reddit.com/r/depressionregimens/comments/3cxjj4/novel_miracle_approach_needed/
FYI, you can always go into an urgent care clinic, tell them that you've run out and are experiencing a discontinuation syndrome or rebound depression, and they'll hook you up with a script since Nardil isn't a controlled substance. If paying for it is a problem, your pharmacist can help you find cost-saving programs.
That's an interesting idea. Some people mentioned a similar strategy before, telling a new psychiatrist you're meeting with that you just moved here and ran out of your prescription, or something along those lines. An urgent care clinic could be faster and easier for this, though. I'd definitely ask for a high dose, IIRC many find that it's twice what the commonly prescribed maximum is. Stockpile it and work up if needed. -
2015-08-11 at 5:37 AM UTCWhats a good antidepresser? My dr doesn't want to put on anything yet until i'm like 90 days off benzos (71 so far) but i want to stop being depressed right now.
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2015-08-11 at 5:37 AM UTC
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2015-08-11 at 5:39 AM UTC
https://www.reddit.com/r/depressionregimens/comments/3cxjj4/novel_miracle_approach_needed/ That's an interesting idea. Some people mentioned a similar strategy before, telling a new psychiatrist you're meeting with that you just moved here and ran out of your prescription, or something along those lines. An urgent care clinic could be faster and easier for this, though. I'd definitely ask for a high dose, IIRC many find that it's twice what the commonly prescribed maximum is. Stockpile it and work up if needed.
That was me that said that genius, no one in this community knows how to manipulate doctors like I do. I can't afford the treatment anymore anyways because I no longer qualify for Medicaid and it ran out past the cutoff for Obamacare so im fucked this year. I dont want to mask these issues with drugs anymore, they are deep rooted existential issues I have struggled with for 18 years now and I need to grow a pair and man up and just off myself and quit whining and bitching about how miserable I am. I derive no real pleasure from anything and my entire existence consists of overcoming one hardship only to arrive at another with no form of reward for each one that I overcome. It is a meaningless cycle of misery and to persuade myself to believe otherwise via chemicals is only prolonging my struggle and delaying the inevitable. The thought of suicide scares me in a way to be honest but on a logical level I know it is the most sensible option for me at this point. Only fear of guilt restrains me anymore, nothing else. -
2015-08-11 at 5:49 AM UTC
Whats a good antidepresser? My dr doesn't want to put on anything yet until i'm like 90 days off benzos (71 so far) but i want to stop being depressed right now.
If you aren't severe try T-PAIN, 20 mg TID. If you can get sulfate and not sodium do 50 mg BID. Expect it to lose effectiveness after a month or so of daily use at which point a ~2 week break is needed. If it is severe depression I have no fucking idea hence my current state. -
2015-08-11 at 5:53 AM UTCwhy don't you go all out on SSRIs like I did and maybe youll find something that works. order like 15 different SSRIs from online pharmacies and combine all of them. 50mg of zoloft a daydoesnt work? take 1000mg a day. i used up 10+ grams of antidepressants in various binges and it was eh pretty cool guy
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2015-08-11 at 5:55 AM UTCor if you're so depressed and you don't think thats gonna work, what are you hoping to accomplish? order a pound of pure syncan powder and phenazepam for like 30 bucks and you wont be depressed for a year. you wont get fuck all done but do you really need to.
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2015-08-11 at 5:59 AM UTCYeah I do need to get fuck all done because im an adult who can't spend all day masturbating on the kitchen floor while my parents coddle me and provide me with day to day necessities unlike you.
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2015-08-11 at 6:08 AM UTCbecoming homeless will let you carry around a pound of phenazepam in a grain sack on your shoulder and will thus cure your depression
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2015-08-11 at 6:10 AM UTCYou probably never even took phenazepam.
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2015-08-11 at 6:12 AM UTCits not like it would be worth taking. but an eternal blackout is slightly better than suicide isnt it. and its like cheaper than sugar
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2015-08-11 at 6:42 AM UTC
That was me that said that genius, no one in this community knows how to manipulate doctors like I do. I can't afford the treatment anymore anyways because I no longer qualify for Medicaid and it ran out past the cutoff for Obamacare so im fucked this year. I dont want to mask these issues with drugs anymore, they are deep rooted existential issues I have struggled with for 18 years now and I need to grow a pair and man up and just off myself and quit whining and bitching about how miserable I am. I derive no real pleasure from anything and my entire existence consists of overcoming one hardship only to arrive at another with no form of reward for each one that I overcome. It is a meaningless cycle of misery and to persuade myself to believe otherwise via chemicals is only prolonging my struggle and delaying the inevitable. The thought of suicide scares me in a way to be honest but on a logical level I know it is the most sensible option for me at this point. Only fear of guilt restrains me anymore, nothing else.
You should at least try DMT before you off yourself. Definitely not suggesting it's going to be a cure or change anything, change the way you feel or look at the world, but it may definitely be an interesting experience worth trying at least once before you go.
Related to suicide, McKenna once found a Tibetan monk who was interested in trying it and afterward he said that it was as far as you could go into the bardo, the interval between death and rebirth, as you could go and still be able to return, without actually dying.
This is very different than other psychedelics you've tried. Don't think that there isn't anything new out there to experience, something that could still wow you. -
2015-08-11 at 3:35 PM UTCTo whoever I recommended poppy seed companies to, apparently they are now selling 'washed' seeds and claiming that they are 'unwashed': https://www.reddit.com/r/opiates/comments/3glfpd/warning_on_tainted_poppy_seeds_on_popular_site/
I have alternative sources, PM me if interested. -
2015-08-11 at 5:48 PM UTC
If you aren't severe try T-PAIN, 20 mg TID. If you can get sulfate and not sodium do 50 mg BID. Expect it to lose effectiveness after a month or so of daily use at which point a ~2 week break is needed. If it is severe depression I have no fucking idea hence my current state.
Ok thanks. I've used it in the past but only gobbling down massive amounts to feel good for like 40 minutes. -
2015-08-11 at 11:52 PM UTC
Ok thanks. I've used it in the past but only gobbling down massive amounts to feel good for like 40 minutes.
I mentioned this before, but I'd highly recommend giving pyrazolam a try. Something I sent to someone recently:
http://www.hindawi.com/journals/aps/2012/416864/
The main points is that tolerance to the anxiolytic effect specifically doesn't seem to develop, and that the anti-cognitive effects can be avoided with drugs selective for the A2 subreceptor, which is why I chose pyrazolam. If you read reports on it it's consistently described as being non-recreational and lacking side effects, it just removes/prevents general/social anxiety and that's it. This may also be why there's much lower availability, because it's not fun. A few months ago I was about to order a gram from tic-research for about $190, along with 2-FMA, but he ran out right before it was finalized and told me he didn't know when it would be back in stock because someone would need to order a custom synth.
Good reports here: http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/633714-Pyrazolam-Megathread/page18
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/764427-Wow-never-gave-Pyrazolam-a-chance?p=13158397#post13158397
