2016-05-08 at 7:37 AM UTC
Well my mechanisms are already fried like rawhide but the high is just an addition to the subscription of the mission of enscription to the eternal self sustainable incapable, inescapable land of either vaccuum of lame, a chamber of pain or a train to the everlasting great plains but etc etc
I started my focalin binge on 5/6 11 am because I wanted to get high, most of the redoses were for that purpose, but eventually I just was like, you know, whatever. Can't sleep, I feel different for a bit and alot is probably really bad for the body (not neccesarily the heart but the liver, lungs, venous system, etc. I've been having constant liver pain ever since getting up to 450mg of focalin which I just hit after having a bottle of southern comfort and a few beers and now I feel like, not paranoid because BEER but in excruciating pain that somehow feels like it can contribute to death. chest pain. If i continue with this, high dose gab, for liver fry purposes, sleep deprivation, havent slept in 3 days and continuous starving myself that I will possibly die from one of many different systemic failures, brain pain and liver stain, kidneys cant sustain and mind go insane.
so that plus also alchohol possibly forming EPH , dont know because its d-mph , also
this ISNT A PITY ME DRAMA QUEEN THREAD.
Just asking for points of view if this is a good way to go
If not, any pointers?
2016-05-08 at 2:42 PM UTC
So pathetic. If your gonna do focalin iv it you stupid pussy
2016-05-08 at 3:08 PM UTC
if you want a guaranteed method of ending your existence on this plane of existence I can help you out with that. I get dibs on your carcass
2016-05-09 at 7:25 PM UTC
Steal a bunch of bundy and DPH and OD that's how I would do it. 3 grams of each with booze, nutmeg and morning glory seeds.
