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being an outsider
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2015-09-16 at 5:11 AM UTC
anyone else here feel like no matter what you do and how successful you are and how many people you convince that you're normal so that they'll be your friend/have sex with you/give you whatever you need from them, you're always the same outsider thats just playing a part? i feel like im never going to be petty enough to partake in the things humanity does seriously. its just a joke for me, but one that i might as well do well at because then i can get that $$$/pussy
well I kinda know what you're talking about. I definitely do it for money, i definitely do it for pussy (playing a part) But for love I feel like I actually put all I have in it.
But yeah no matter what I've always been an outsider. Its not nessecarily a bad thing, not nessecarily anything really. -
2015-09-17 at 3:31 AM UTC
i might as well do well at because then i can get that $$$/pussy
im never going to be petty enough to partake in the things humanity does seriously.
Clearly what you and humanity take seriously are closer to each other than you think. -
2015-09-17 at 3:43 AM UTC
It was a good post mQ but i'd think then that the people not trying to fit in are the people not playing a part, they're themselves in their non-conformity, which in the sense of your post would make us the insiders and the 'normal' people the outsiders.
I want you INSIDE ME. There. Now I'm an outsider again! -
2015-09-17 at 4:02 AM UTC
I want you INSIDE ME. There. Now I'm an outsider again!
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2015-09-17 at 2:41 PM UTC
Clearly what you and humanity take seriously are closer to each other than you think.
No, I just didn't state it very clearly because I just made this and like 4 other threads after I drank a bunch of cold brew. What I meant was that I don't take that stuff seriously, it's just something to fill my time. Most people talk about following their financial and romantic dreams, which I think is mostly bs put into their head by commercials and elementary school teachers. But I guess maybe you are right, the only difference is that they actually try to (and maybe succeed? I'm not sure how to judge people's sincerity because to me it looks like 90% of people will believe anything that makes them feel good and completely disregard rationality) convince themselves that their dreams of money and pussy actually stem from some sort of cosmic truth or "karma", whereas I just view it as something to occupy my time because I think they're all full of shit. I don't know man. -
2015-09-17 at 3:06 PM UTCCold brew is a Canadianism.
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2015-09-17 at 3:28 PM UTC
No, I just didn't state it very clearly because I just made this and like 4 other threads after I drank a bunch of cold brew. What I meant was that I don't take that stuff seriously, it's just something to fill my time. Most people talk about following their financial and romantic dreams, which I think is mostly bs put into their head by commercials and elementary school teachers. But I guess maybe you are right, the only difference is that they actually try to (and maybe succeed? I'm not sure how to judge people's sincerity because to me it looks like 90% of people will believe anything that makes them feel good and completely disregard rationality) convince themselves that their dreams of money and pussy actually stem from some sort of cosmic truth or "karma", whereas I just view it as something to occupy my time because I think they're all full of shit. I don't know man.
NO, GREENPLASTIC. From this day forward, I want you thinking SUCCESS, SUCCESS, SUCCESS. You WILL go to a standard 4-year university and receive a higher education. You WILL meet the woman of your dreams- your sole one and only life partner in that time- and you will beginning a budding relationship. You WILL get the job of your dreams and slowly but efficiently work your way up to an EXECUTIVE POSITION. You WILL have a child with your life partner whom you WILL post thousands of pictures of to FACEBOOK and claim they are your EVERYTHING. You WILL continue to work at your job- the same job -for the next 40 years. You WILL have one or two more children with your soul mate and continue to post TENS OF THOUSANDS of pictures of them and your family on FACEBOOK. You WILL attend every social function you are invited to, and you WILL attend every family gathering on EVERY THANKSGIVING, CHRISTMAS, EASTER, and whichever else it is called upon you to do so. You WILL LOVE every minute of every day of every month of every year of ALL OF IT. You WILL grow old with your soul mate, living peacefully in retirement as you watch your children grow up to do the EXACT SAME THING as you, before the day you romantically die together in your sleep, cuddling, smooching, smiling, and reflecting on a LIFE OF BEAUTY. -
2015-09-18 at 12:24 AM UTC
NO, GREENPLASTIC. From this day forward, I want you thinking SUCCESS, SUCCESS, SUCCESS. You WILL go to a standard 4-year university and receive a higher education. You WILL meet the woman of your dreams- your sole one and only life partner in that time- and you will beginning a budding relationship. You WILL get the job of your dreams and slowly but efficiently work your way up to an EXECUTIVE POSITION. You WILL have a child with your life partner whom you WILL post thousands of pictures of to FACEBOOK and claim they are your EVERYTHING. You WILL continue to work at your job- the same job -for the next 40 years. You WILL have one or two more children with your soul mate and continue to post TENS OF THOUSANDS of pictures of them and your family on FACEBOOK. You WILL attend every social function you are invited to, and you WILL attend every family gathering on EVERY THANKSGIVING, CHRISTMAS, EASTER, and whichever else it is called upon you to do so. You WILL LOVE every minute of every day of every month of every year of ALL OF IT. You WILL grow old with your soul mate, living peacefully in retirement as you watch your children grow up to do the EXACT SAME THING as you, before the day you romantically die together in your sleep, cuddling, smooching, smiling, and reflecting on a LIFE OF BEAUTY.
This post made me sad for some reason. -
2015-09-18 at 12:46 AM UTCEmbrace it and do your own thing. Find what you love and do it until it kills you or some paraphrased shit like that. There's no blueprint to life even though that's what everyone tells you from the day you can listen. MQ's post is a great example. Some people get that shit and others don't.
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2015-09-18 at 1:22 AM UTCDamn you guys are depressing
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2015-09-18 at 1:24 AM UTCWhy can't I upload pics but you niggers can
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2015-09-18 at 1:43 AM UTC
Why can't I upload pics but you niggers can
Just upload to imgur and use -
2015-09-18 at 1:57 AM UTCMy plan to a happy life is waking up every morning next to a beautiful sqaw and a fluffy kitty on my belly purring while i take bong rips then walking to the kitchen and frying up a bag of bacon to eat as a stare out my window gazing upon the freshly fallen snow siping fresh brewed coffee I'm gonna get fat and die a happy man at age of 65...basically gonna fill my life with sexy snuggles, kittens,marijuana,fatty meats...the lazy lion hakuna mattata lifestyle I call it
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2015-09-18 at 2:12 AM UTCMore power to you, sir.
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2015-09-18 at 2:47 AM UTCman its not like im depressed about it or that its a problem. its just an observation. and thanks mmmq but im already well on my way there, for better or worse
