gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
I am a consummate/pathological perfectionist.
I end up starting about 1000 new projects a year, and never really "finish" any of them, because I just can't establish any quantifiable "doneness" criteria.
throughout my life i've probably had the most diversity in habits than like almost everyone else. there was a point in my life i was clean off all drugs to the point where I would not even drink coffee (this was after extensive drug use, i'm not talking about when i was like 8 years old). also spent some years in the hole of totally debilitating drug addiction/use. once i put meth in a shot of coconut water and drank it, thinking i'm pretty sure this is the first time in history someone has done this.