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kind of worried I may have got another girl pregnant
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2015-10-30 at 7:31 AM UTCI met this girl that in my apartment complex that lives in the next building, it turns out I know her older brother that lives in the same complex, he saw us smoking a cig together before we ever had sex. He basically told me to not shit where I eat and I let it go thinking he was just tripping. The next night he walked in his sisters apartment with me fucking her and just left. I ent up spending the night I didn't cum in her just jerked off on her. Shes a total drunk and a complete bitch , she doesn't have a job and her place is really trashy. She ent up asking me to come to her place the next night and I did, I was over for thirty minutes, I fucked her I came in her and then left. I'm just worried that I've fucked myself over. She told me she has an IUD and doesn't make mistakes like that. But now I'm kinda worrying because that's a similar scenario I went through before. What do I do? I already have one illegitimate child that I'm forced to pay child support. I'm hoping that she's enough of a drug addict / alcoholic that she wont be able to have a child. Luckily her and her brother don't know my last name but I just signed a new lease here. What do I do?
ps) her brother told her before we ever had sex that I already had a child. and she told me that. she kept ranting and raving drunkenly that I already had a child, but then would claim that she didn't care. -
2015-10-30 at 7:39 AM UTCWhat do you do? Stop being a degenerate piece of shit and fucking trash class cunts and allowing those trash class cunts to shit out your babies without even taking care of them.
Grow up dood. Fucking random sluts its just sad and gross in your situation. Get your life together enough to support your current situation then PLAN for the future. -
2015-10-30 at 7:51 AM UTCBill Krozby, for the love of god, get a vasectomy as soon as possible. The world doesn't need more of your genes, particularly combined with the kind of skanks you fuck and the environment they'll provide for those children.
I want you to seriously imagine this. If you're an intelligent person, like you'd like to think you are, you should be able to. Your genes, plus hers, and then picture the kind of life that unwanted child is going to have. Not just one imagined instance of it, an entire lifetime.
Do you not see something seriously wrong with this? Does any remaining semblance of decency not recoil at the thought of this?
As my dying wish for you, and this may well be it, read about vasectomies and get one as soon as possible. They have no scalpel vasectomies now, it's painless and extremely fast, recovery is very quick, there's no real change to your function, even your semen (it's a myth that sperm is what makes it white, that's only a tiny component of it, percentage wise, the milky color is from fluids excreted by the prostate gland IIRC, and regardless there should be more to life than the size of and texture if your loads.) will remain unchanged.
But you'll never have to worry again, even if you don't use a condom and cum in her.
Now isn't that the best sell you've ever heard? Go gityourself one today. -
2015-10-30 at 8:01 AM UTCI'm probably just over thinking things, I'm a lil drunk, mods please delete this thread. And by the way lil nigger I do pay child support for my current child.
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2015-10-30 at 12:56 PM UTCYou know guys I got to thinking about it tonight. I'm not really as much an idiot as you guys tend to think. I think my bipolar disorder which I was diagnosed with as a teenager and have been hospitalized several times through 17-20 has been out of check lately. And the last couple years it's been getting out of control. Ive always been one to dismiss the diagnosis. But maybe that's why I have had so many problems in the past few years, (alcoholism, assault charges, sex addiction)
I haven't done any hard drugs for the past 11months but I feel like I've been on a slippery slope the last couple months. I'm currently unemployed after rage quitting my job at the cupcake bakery this summer (which I drank on the job the entire time) luckily I have money saved up but that isn't going to last forever so I've been worrying lately, its really been stressing me.
I've been on every single antidepressants / anti psychotic and I detest those with a passion. for the past 10 years I've been self medicating.
With as much as lil niglet and malice get on my nerves, they are completely right in their advice. Not that I want to get a vasectomy but I need to find some more stable ground in my life that I know I've had in the past. I used to have a great job at the hospital as a nursing aid, even at blizzard doing customer service with a bunch of other computer nerds, much more prosperous times. I've had good girls around me in my life that weren't slampigs, but I always seem to divert back to a shittier life style.
I just don't really know if my whole deal is really a chemical problem or some affliction of my spirit. But I need to figure it out. For the past two weeks I haven't slept at all at night, I sleep for a couple hours in the late morning and that's it, and when I wake up I'm freaking out with anxiety.
I've realized even though I acted like I didn't care about it a lot , but last week after going to my cousins funeral (the first family member I've ever had die on me) and seeing how much more successful my younger brother is than me, Instead of taking what I can from the situation, about how precious life is, I decided to pretend it was nothing even though it really was and I kinda went extra crazy the last week.
Part of the reason why I drink so much and why I meet up with girls so much is because I'm lonely, I know I can still talk to my parents, I have a couple IRL friends that will listen to me. But at the end of the day I want to either try to drink myself to sleep or hookup with some sloot.
I to start off each day as if it's a new start but nothings changed because I have terrible anxiety about making that leap. I know it's something that I will have to come to terms with. Otherwise I realize I will one day be in prison/ standing on a street corner being a former shell of myself babbling to myself.
Just about the only positive thing I've been doing is working out and eating well, I've gained about 15lbs in the last 11 months., but it's not enough to negate the damage I constantly do.
And now that I think about it, this girl probably is on an IUD, I hope so, but it's obviously my conscience telling me that I need to get away from that immediately before something really does happen, so I've already deleted her phone number and if she hits me up , I will just have to be frank with her and tell her I can't see her because I'm not in a good place right now. (she obviously isn't either and misery loves company) The only reason I hung out and had sex with her twice after first meeting her was because I saw a part of myself in her, and I'm actually a very empathetic sensitive kind of guy. But that's not going to take me to far in this world unless I work on myself first.
Well here goes nothing, here goes to another stab at another day. I may try to get back on my gabapentin as that's the only psyche med I've ever taken that I felt worked well for me. I have no medical insurance so I guess I should start the long haul of going through the clinics for my medication again.
Im lucky enough to have people that care about me, a place to myself (i need a lot of alone time) , and a car, so I just have to start to move forward now with the blessings I have.
If anyone can give me any extra advice I'd take it to heart, besides "go kill yourself fggt" -
2015-10-30 at 4:22 PM UTCBill Krozby is so r selected it's not even funny anymore.
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2015-10-30 at 9:33 PM UTC*punches sophie in the back of the head and runs away*
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2015-10-31 at 3:11 AM UTCI read your entire post and understood it, Bill Krozby. I don't have a problem with long posts, unlike you modern ADD ridden slow reading faggots. There's been some interesting research on how the internet and other modern technologies have effected people's attention spans. It can take a very long and dedicated process or improving your habits, of self improvement, to overcome this.
You should really look into getting an abortion, though. Mood disorders have very high heritability. Do you really want to risk your child inheriting your problems and having to deal with them for the rest of your life. The idea of wanting a "little version of yourself", the animalistic, evolutionary, drive, behind preferring biological children, is really revolting and something that should be fought against.I have no medical insurance so I guess I should start the long haul of going through the clinics for my medication again.
Paying out of pocket at some places for generics can be pretty cheap. I've seen the Costco pharmacy, which you don't need a membership to use, recommended. There are free clinics, and I've also seen crisis centers recommended for getting medication fast, you can tell them you just moved and don't have insurance anymore to see a psychiatrist, possibly adding that you're going through withdrawals because you had to stop abruptly. -
2015-10-31 at 5:38 AM UTC^i think you're missing the point, i corrected myself I dont know that this girl is pregnant, it was just my own conscience that made me post the original op, I can't make anyone do anything.. I'm trying to turn this thread around about how I need to better myself for the future. thanks for the response though
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2015-10-31 at 7:03 AM UTCWhen I got a bitch pregnant, I was 20 years old. I told her that everything was going to be alright, and I stepped up and got a second job and worked my ass off....we didn't even have to get welfare during her pregnancy, I made too much money, but we did get WIC milk. That WIC is the only handout I have ever taken while raising my family, it was like a few gallons of milk a month and some cans of formula and juicy juice.
I didn't even like the bitch, and I still stuck around and fathered my children. I eventually kicked her the fuck out and sent her back to Ohio, then when I knocked up some other bitch, I worked over 60 hours a week, sometimes 16 hour shifts on the weekends, while commuting an hour each way. My life was basically work and sleep and driving, for weeks on end, years at at a time. Again, I payed the medical bills and paid everything, and this time we didn't even need WIC. I had custody of both my kids their whole lives.
Your proclamation about 'bettering yourself for the future' is nice and all, but are you REALLY ready to step up to the plate? Because this is a major league game, bottom of the ninth, fucking world series shit. If you got the bitch pregnant, don't just move on with your life and pay child support, children need both parents.
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2015-10-31 at 7:08 AM UTCWhen I got a bitch pregnant, I was 20 years old. I told her that everything was going to be alright, and I stepped up and got a second job and worked my ass off....we didn't even have to get welfare during her pregnancy, I made too much money, but we did get WIC milk. That WIC is the only handout I have ever taken while raising my family, it was like a few gallons of milk a month and some cans of formula and juicy juice.
I didn't even like the bitch, and I still stuck around and fathered my child. But, because she was a crazy bitch, I eventually kicked her the fuck out and sent her back to Ohio, then when I knocked up some other bitch, I worked over 60 hours a week, sometimes 16 hour shifts on the weekends, while commuting an hour each way. My life was basically work and sleep and driving, for weeks on end, years at at a time. Again, I payed the medical bills and paid everything, and this time we didn't even need WIC. I had custody of both my kids their whole lives.
Your proclamation about 'bettering yourself for the future' is nice and all, but are you REALLY ready to step up to the plate? Because this is a major league game, bottom of the ninth, fucking world series shit. If you got the bitch pregnant, don't just move on with your life and pay child support, children need both parents.
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2015-10-31 at 7:47 AM UTCChrist, that sounds awful. Slip her an abortifacient or get a vasectomy and avoid that risk.
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2015-10-31 at 11:52 AM UTC
When I got a bitch pregnant, I was 20 years old. I told her that everything was going to be alright, and I stepped up and got a second job and worked my ass off….we didn't even have to get welfare during her pregnancy, I made too much money, but we did get WIC milk. That WIC is the only handout I have ever taken while raising my family, it was like a few gallons of milk a month and some cans of formula and juicy juice.
I didn't even like the bitch, and I still stuck around and fathered my child. But, because she was a crazy bitch, I eventually kicked her the fuck out and sent her back to Ohio, then when I knocked up some other bitch, I worked over 60 hours a week, sometimes 16 hour shifts on the weekends, while commuting an hour each way. My life was basically work and sleep and driving, for weeks on end, years at at a time. Again, I payed the medical bills and paid everything, and this time we didn't even need WIC. I had custody of both my kids their whole lives.
Your proclamation about 'bettering yourself for the future' is nice and all, but are you REALLY ready to step up to the plate? Because this is a major league game, bottom of the ninth, fucking world series shit. If you got the bitch pregnant, don't just move on with your life and pay child support, children need both parents.
Also, fuck you
At least you did the right thing Mike. -
2015-10-31 at 8:10 PM UTCYeah, she was a dumb german whore and I was just about to break up with her for good and then I accidentally knocked her up.
This was the same girl who stalked me constantly, the same girl that I made a fake house arrest bracelet for, the same girl who is a police officer in Ohio now. -
2015-10-31 at 10:28 PM UTCgodamn it
this is why i never post on this site. every time i try to make a post after signing in and type more than twelve characters it automatically logs me out
i had a reasonable response typed in to this thread of more than two sentences...it logged me out...then when i logged back it everything i typed was gone
fuck this place
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2015-10-31 at 11:16 PM UTC
godamn it
this is why i never post on this site. every time i try to make a post after signing in and type more than twelve characters it automatically logs me out
i had a reasonable response typed in to this thread of more than two sentences…it logged me out…then when i logged back it everything i typed was gone
fuck this place
Lazarus form recovery.
Unfortunately it doesn't work with WYSIWYG text editors, which is the only one this site has. Unless there are any scripts that can change that, if it's even workable. -
2015-11-01 at 7:39 AM UTC
When I got a bitch pregnant, I was 20 years old. I told her that everything was going to be alright, and I stepped up and got a second job and worked my ass off….we didn't even have to get welfare during her pregnancy, I made too much money, but we did get WIC milk. That WIC is the only handout I have ever taken while raising my family, it was like a few gallons of milk a month and some cans of formula and juicy juice.
I didn't even like the bitch, and I still stuck around and fathered my child. But, because she was a crazy bitch, I eventually kicked her the fuck out and sent her back to Ohio, then when I knocked up some other bitch, I worked over 60 hours a week, sometimes 16 hour shifts on the weekends, while commuting an hour each way. My life was basically work and sleep and driving, for weeks on end, years at at a time. Again, I payed the medical bills and paid everything, and this time we didn't even need WIC. I had custody of both my kids their whole lives.
Your proclamation about 'bettering yourself for the future' is nice and all, but are you REALLY ready to step up to the plate? Because this is a major league game, bottom of the ninth, fucking world series shit. If you got the bitch pregnant, don't just move on with your life and pay child support, children need both parents.
Also, fuck you
well sometimes parents aren't meant to be together. it's what's best for the child , but thanks for the advice -
2015-11-01 at 4:07 PM UTC
… it's even workable.
its not
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2015-11-01 at 5:18 PM UTC
well sometimes parents aren't meant to be together. it's what's best for the child , but thanks for the advice
Whatever helps you sleep at night. -
2015-11-02 at 10:14 PM UTCI've been fucking/dating a girl with two kids who's trying to have my baby, to the point of locking in her heels when I'm about to cum when I fuck her missionary. I have no spawn and although she is basically a dumb cokewhore (which I've called her many times, even though she only does cocaine about once a month) I might put a baby in it because she already has the infrastructure with her other two kids to ensure a sort of family thing happens. She's white AF and all her male family members are athletes. I worry about her IQ though, it's probably like 96 although she has a weirdly specific way of recalling random letters and numbers, I bet if you showed her PI to the 9000'th place a week later she could remember the first 100 with like 80% accuracy. Fuck I dunno, maybe I should just kill her
