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2018-12-15 at 12:54 PM UTC
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2018-12-15 at 12:54 PM UTC
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2018-12-15 at 12:56 PM UTC2008 collage...
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2018-12-15 at 1 PM UTCfuck im pretty sure in that 2004 one but i cant find myself....i remember that pic I used, too. soo glad I have so few fucking pictures of me. probably, maybe, ten total pictures taken of me in the past ten years. don't take my fucking soul.
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2018-12-15 at 1:07 PM UTC
Originally posted by gadzooks Yeah, I suppose the exclusivity is kind of a benefit. We get a certain degree of privacy and healthy seclusion.
I can't imagine posting somewhere like (at least on a regular basis) 4chan or Reddit, where by the time you type your post, 50 other replies to the same post you're replying to have been posted.
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box have you never had a heroin addicted girlfriend? my last serious girlfriend (its been a few years) I basically got addicted to heroin and had a total junkie relationship with. it was great and terrible, but mostly terrible (and great). got introduced to her through a friend that I was selling acid to while I was homeless (the acid I was supposed to send to a &t user in aus), he fucking warned us at the beginning: "don't cheat on him," and "don't get her addicted to heroin". took us like two years before his warnings really made sense but the damage was done. wonder how things would have turned out if we weren't both total shitheads, in a better world we would be happy together instead of completely fucked up individually. I think that I'm in a bad place sometimes and then someone shows me her social media - no mercy for traitors, but damn, she's not doing too good.
Bonnie and Clyde is great but remember - there is no honor among thieves.
lol I was gonna say....it's not all it's cracked up to be, stupid 15 year old me saw something romantic and tragically beautiful in junkie drama like Requiem.... but when you live it yourself, you kind of just want to throw yourself in front of a train. -
2018-12-15 at 1:08 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER lol I was gonna say….it's not all it's cracked up to be, stupid 15 year old me saw something romantic and tragically beautiful in junkie drama like Requiem…. but when you live it yourself, you kind of just want to throw yourself in front of a train.
at least I have all these memories that I'll forget and that will dissolve into ash, instead of having a loving relationship that lasts the test of time. the little things. -
2018-12-15 at 1:23 PM UTCI guess I've been here since 2003 or 2004. Just since I barely had a personality IRL, I didn't have much of one in the forums either. Mostly lurking and hanging around BLTC. I only remember Rizzo and Hazey from when Meta was modding. That's about it. Meta banned them (probably for good reason lol), and I started some kind of stupid internet protest in he vein of a middle school walkout to try to have them "freed" from internet jail.
Dose me.
The list of people I posted in TRT the other day.
Fractals
Gg4
I wish I would've known zoklet was going to close so I could've gone through my PMs and archived stuff. At the time, I was getting regular pussy for the first time ever and going to community college, so I kinda forgot about the forums. By the time I went back, everything was already shit down.
I'm usually so good at remembering names. But there was one guy in particular that I kept in touch with for 8 or so years. He was in culinary school and worked as a cook, but he was also really bad into shooting oxy and stuff. Ended up doing 3 1/2 years, and I spoke to him when he got out. About a year after that, his Facebook or whatever had pictures of him fishing on the beach with his kids, having a barbecue, steering a sailboat... Christmas morning with all his dad gifts. It was nice to see, especially since the number of people I know irl who've actually managed to get clean is like...1.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-12-15 at 1:24 PM UTC
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2018-12-15 at 1:36 PM UTC
Originally posted by gadzooks THAT'S SOMEONE I FORGOT…
He lived in Washington State, I think… I don't know why I remember that.
He went to a lot of raves (or at least A rave that I remember a post in BLTC about).
first time i talked to this nigger on cam he busted out his micropenis and started laughing. fucking hazey, one of my favorites -
2018-12-15 at 1:38 PM UTCMakes me sad that I never posted pictures, but I was way too self conscious, ironically, I WISH I still looked that fucking good. Rofl.
I never felt particularly paranoid over the years about what I posted. Maybe I should've been, but I always figured it would be extremely difficult for any authority entity to prove any of the things discussed on the forums. And most of the things I discussed early on were about personal drug use. If I'd been posting regular, detailed info from 2006-2017 it might be different, but I've always been fairly careful about stuff I've leaked. Only 3 or 4 users know my PI in all these years, and I've been petty selective about them. That coupled with the fact that I've helped out financially and otherwise a good deal of peeps, and sent gifts and samples to a fair number more. In short- I'm a decent dude, and you'd have to be a grade A faggot to try to fuck me over.
Talking to 4J the other day, I started looking over the archives and it occurred to me that all these meet ups and disparate stories might be really interesting condensed into a sort of documentary. A time capsule of the internet in its golden years. And in light of the culture that's taken root in the internet at large, it all becomes relevant again. With. Free speech in jeopardy, perhaps small isolated pockets of discussion on the dark web becomes the new title, etc. idk...but it's interesting to ponder. -
2018-12-15 at 1:38 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER I guess I've been here since 2003 or 2004. Just since I barely had a personality IRL, I didn't have much of one in the forums either. Mostly lurking and hanging around BLTC. I only remember Rizzo and Hazey from when Meta was modding. That's about it. Meta banned them (probably for good reason lol), and I started some kind of stupid internet protest in he vein of a middle school walkout to try to have them "freed" from internet jail.
Dose me.
The list of people I posted in TRT the other day.
Fractals
Gg4
I wish I would've known zoklet was going to close so I could've gone through my PMs and archived stuff. At the time, I was getting regular pussy for the first time ever and going to community college, so I kinda forgot about the forums. By the time I went back, everything was already shit down.
I'm usually so good at remembering names. But there was one guy in particular that I kept in touch with for 8 or so years. He was in culinary school and worked as a cook, but he was also really bad into shooting oxy and stuff. Ended up doing 3 1/2 years, and I spoke to him when he got out. About a year after that, his Facebook or whatever had pictures of him fishing on the beach with his kids, having a barbecue, steering a sailboat… Christmas morning with all his dad gifts. It was nice to see, especially since the number of people I know irl who've actually managed to get clean is like…1.
lol shit yeah there was that original "fuck the mods" that hazey showed, that's when we found out Meta was taking bribes, hydros for posting. a bunch of shady shit, panny was involved in that shit too but im sure his memory is a bit uh, hazey. damn all these great fucking memories bringing up all this fucking hilarious drama everyone forgot about. -
2018-12-15 at 1:40 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Makes me sad that I never posted pictures, but I was way too self conscious, ironically, I WISH I still looked that fucking good. Rofl.
I never felt particularly paranoid over the years about what I posted. Maybe I should've been, but I always figured it would be extremely difficult for any authority entity to prove any of the things discussed on the forums. And most of the things I discussed early on were about personal drug use. If I'd been posting regular, detailed info from 2006-2017 it might be different, but I've always been fairly careful about stuff I've leaked. Only 3 or 4 users know my PI in all
i still have that video of you fucking one of your ex gfs (on one of my hard drives) -
2018-12-15 at 1:49 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER I guess I've been here since 2003 or 2004. Just since I barely had a personality IRL, I didn't have much of one in the forums either. Mostly lurking and hanging around BLTC. I only remember Rizzo and Hazey from when Meta was modding. That's about it. Meta banned them (probably for good reason lol), and I started some kind of stupid internet protest in he vein of a middle school walkout to try to have them "freed" from internet jail.
Dose me.
The list of people I posted in TRT the other day.
Fractals
Gg4
I wish I would've known zoklet was going to close so I could've gone through my PMs and archived stuff. At the time, I was getting regular pussy for the first time ever and going to community college, so I kinda forgot about the forums. By the time I went back, everything was already shit down.
I'm usually so good at remembering names. But there was one guy in particular that I kept in touch with for 8 or so years. He was in culinary school and worked as a cook, but he was also really bad into shooting oxy and stuff. Ended up doing 3 1/2 years, and I spoke to him when he got out. About a year after that, his Facebook or whatever had pictures of him fishing on the beach with his kids, having a barbecue, steering a sailboat… Christmas morning with all his dad gifts. It was nice to see, especially since the number of people I know irl who've actually managed to get clean is like…1.
lol fucking (((Lanny))) . I was about to go off the handle on my iPad until I realized his word enhancement is changing Christ.mas to Hanukkah.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-12-15 at 1:50 PM UTC
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2018-12-15 at 1:55 PM UTC
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box i still have that video of you fucking one of your ex gfs (on one of my hard drives)
LOL. lI totally don't remember sending that or posting that. If she was letting a dude film fucking her with the intention of posting it online, I have an inkling who it might be. Did I have the Spider-Man/ luchador mask?
In any case, that is a rare find. Definitely shiny, limited print. -
2018-12-15 at 1:56 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER LOL. lI totally don't remember sending that or posting that. If she was letting a dude film fucking her with the intention of posting it online, I have an inkling who it might be. Did I have the Spider-Man/ luchador mask?
In any case, that is a rare find. Definitely shiny, limited print.
naw no mask, just your big ass going to town on some slut -
2018-12-15 at 1:59 PM UTC
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box trying to imagine your ogre ass using an ipad, functions basically as a phone.
It's true. Even in portrait mode, if I stretch my hand out with my thumb touching the bottom border of the screen, my middle finger touches the top. So my hand is roughly as large as a 10"x 7" iPad screen. Unfortunately, it's one of the last internet connective devices I have that's still operational. Pretty soon I'm going to have to get in-lazy and fix my PC. -
2018-12-15 at 2:04 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER It's true. Even in portrait mode, if I stretch my hand out with my thumb touching the bottom border of the screen, my middle finger touches the top. So my hand is roughly as large as a 10"x 7" iPad screen. Unfortunately, it's one of the last internet connective devices I have that's still operational. Pretty soon I'm going to have to get in-lazy and fix my PC.
fix your god damn computer like a white man -
2018-12-15 at 2:30 PM UTCNoice. Probably the bitch that cried when I drew on her face with sharpie. CUM GOES HERE------>
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2018-12-15 at 2:32 PM UTC
