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2018-12-15 at 10:53 AM UTC
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box poast boartem was I think part of the half baked crew, and HB was its own thing. im not sure if he had the same name on totse, but during zoklet we ended up fighting a months long war against the mods. actually, I don't think this story was ever told. So, some zoklet history (NEVER BEFORE SEEN, EXCLUSIVE). well it might have been told before but I'm too drunk to remember if we ever revealed our evil doings. It's been several years and this was all over petty internet bullshit, so forgive a lack of details or misinformation.
During Zok's reign, people had a lot of problems with him. He wasn't exactly the best admin, and the fact that Wire had a grip around his spineless body didn't help. I forget the specifics but I was a moderator of NFHC (bltc) at the time, and was helping to coordinate leaks and battles against the mods and zok. Poast boartem and I were the masterminds but we had a dozen or two people involved, mostly coordinating on Anne's (wtf was her username?) site TRP (wtf was the actual name of the site?) on a secret forum. It was pretty fucking autistic, but there was a lot of lulz with double crossings, paranoia, leaks, drama, all that shit. it was great.
eventually I got demodded for something else entirely but I already had a few other mods in my pocket leaking shit, poast and I were going to announce our autistic goings on but I decided not to, on the off chance I could get modded again and keep up the reign of terror. then zoklet shutdown.
Holy shit, you were mod of NFHC?
I mean, I know that I recognize you from one drug-related forum or another for the most part.
Also, your post reminded me of a lot of the Zoklet drama now.
Fucking Wires was apparently a major player in whatever drama unfolded.
I don't remember much from the Zoklet days, but I do remember her having an abortion at some point was like, the most happening event at some point.
It become a long-lasting meme.
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box damn this story would have been a lot better to tell if I could actually remember most of the relevant details
This is exactly why I make threads like this from time to time.
Somehow, we have to keep the memories alive.
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box mostly coordinating on Anne's (wtf was her username?) site TRP (wtf was the actual name of the site?) on a secret forum.
I wish I could say I knew who you're talking about...
I do know TRP has stood for "The Red Pill" before... no idea if that's related to this particular scenario.
And "Anne" just isn't inspiring any specific memories.
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2018-12-15 at 10:54 AM UTC
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box I've got that paranoia, too - like I said, part of me regrets every post I make on this site, under this name. I made it when I was 16. it's linked up to many (old, dead) sites and various other information that could seriously compromise if someone really wanted to fuck with me. There's already enough information out there for a malicious actor to fuck me over, and there's nothing I can really do. The FBI and DHS are already aware of me (not just from watchlists), the literal only thing going for me is that I am such a fuck up. God help me if I was successful and had a bank account and a family to threaten. There's not very much to take from me…but it can always get worse, which is why I'm still paranoid.
I feel like this dovetails into a broader discussion about privacy and security, which is more of a solemn prayer to the things we once had, rather than a discussion.
Well the fact that you kept the same username is one thing I will continue to respect about you.
But I totally get the inclination to change usernames.
People these days will doxx you if you so much as look at them cock-eyed.
I mean, what's a nigga to do?
Anonymity is becoming more and more essential.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-12-15 at 11:02 AM UTC
Originally posted by gadzooks I do know TRP has stood for "The Red Pill" before… no idea if that's related to this particular scenario.
And "Anne" just isn't inspiring any specific memories.
I was not a very regular poster at Zoklet though, so that might be part of it.
THE REVOLT PRESS! that was it. this was like, 2010 or 2011 at the absolute latest. I'm thinking 2009-2010 though. "the red pill" was NOT a thing at that point. not the way it is now. I forget Anne's username, she had some fucking name, she was just some cute e-girl on totse/zoklet that made a sort of journalism spin off site. Well I only say it was a spinoff because everyone on it was from &T/&Z. But it was a media thing, news and stuff.Holy shit, you were mod of NFHC?
I mean, I know that I recognize you from one drug-related forum or another for the most part.
I think I was the longest running mod on NFHC, I went through several co-mods including White Blue Mushrooms, Studious_redux, stupid noob, I think robinhoody, etc. Not to toot my own horn, but I'm pretty sure I was *the* mod for NFHC: made the retarded thread (and kept the tradition alive, probably one of the longest running threads on the internet), Dose Zine (RIP, still have all the article thoughs ^.^), and all sorts of other shit that we got twacked out and worked on for two weeks before burning out on. not only that, I was the only PEOPLE'S MOD, elected by the people. they stopped running mod elections after that, turned into pure moderator-to-moderator recommendation after that, lol.
funny note: at the time I was modding NFHC one of my friends that lived maybe a ten minute walk away was the mod of a certain bluelight forum. probably one of my favorite people in the world, too. too bad his girlfriend turned him into a weirdo skinny vegan.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-12-15 at 11:13 AM UTC
Originally posted by Zanick Silverfuck disappeared, but later on, Enter got to wear her face — or maybe it was Robinhoody, I've never understood exactly who did what. Later she got arrested with Mancannon for several robberies and theft of controlled pharmaceuticals. Forget the woman you saw before, this will be your foremost visual memory of her going forward. Isn't it sad how we preserve people as they are at their worst?
Could you repost that pal? All I get is this..
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The Amazon CloudFront distribution is configured to block access from your country.
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Request ID: vcT0_PlTLi98MtUbHChTruBbwYdKT4ftkiV-8K2ahvi1O8PCbAL89A
Now my curiosity is whipping my brain to find out what's on the other side of that link.
Also wouldn't mind seeing the silverfuck pics again if anyone got them
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2018-12-15 at 11:14 AM UTC
Originally posted by Narc Could you repost that pal? All I get is this..
403 ERROR
The request could not be satisfied.
The Amazon CloudFront distribution is configured to block access from your country.
Generated by cloudfront (CloudFront)
Request ID: vcT0_PlTLi98MtUbHChTruBbwYdKT4ftkiV-8K2ahvi1O8PCbAL89A
Now my curiosity is whipping my brain to find out what's on the other side of that link.
Also wouldn't mind seeing the silverfuck pics again if anyone got them
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use a proxy dumbass
edit: btw I've got a Wires sex story that I wrote up for S&A, I either almost got removed for it or was already demodded when I posted it. pretty sure I was still a mod though, lol. wires dead baby. -
2018-12-15 at 11:17 AM UTC
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box THE REVOLT PRESS! that was it. this was like, 2010 or 2011 at the absolute latest. I'm thinking 2009-2010 though. "the red pill" was NOT a thing at that point. not the way it is now. I forget Anne's username, she had some fucking name, she was just some cute e-girl on totse/zoklet that made a sort of journalism spin off site. Well I only say it was a spinoff because everyone on it was from &T/&Z. But it was a media thing, news and stuff.
I wish I knew who this Anne was.
There's a chance I know on some level who you're talking about, but can't place face to name.
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box I think I was the longest running mod on NFHC, I went through several co-mods including White Blue Mushrooms, Studious_redux, stupid noob, I think robinhoody, etc. Not to toot my own horn, but I'm pretty sure I was *the* mod for NFHC: made the retarded thread (and kept the tradition alive, probably one of the longest running threads on the internet), Dose Zine (RIP, still have all the article thoughs ^.^), and all sorts of other shit that we got twacked out and worked on for two weeks before burning out on. not only that, I was the only PEOPLE'S MOD, elected by the people. they stopped running mod elections after that, turned into pure moderator-to-moderator recommendation after that, lol.
funny note: at the time I was modding NFHC one of my friends that lived maybe a ten minute walk away was the mod of a certain bluelight forum. probably one of my favorite people in the world, too. too bad his girlfriend turned him into a weirdo skinny vegan.
Ok, I know stupid noob has posted on NIS at least once... I've seen his username... I think it was in an older thread from a few years ago about making meth (that someone else directed me to).
Studious_redux.... The "Studious" part, and the being moderator of a drug-related forum part, remind me of someone. He used to go by studious_SOMETHING. I talked to him on MSN, I'm pretty sure. He was a (male) nurse, I think... Living in England too I think.
Old robbinhoody, he was good people. I talked to him on MSN too, but haven't since like Totse days.
White Blue Mushrooms, sounds vaguely familiar, but not to the point that I remember having any specific conversations with them. -
2018-12-15 at 11:19 AM UTC
Originally posted by Narc The Amazon CloudFront distribution is configured to block access from your country.
Generated by cloudfront (CloudFront)
Request ID: vcT0_PlTLi98MtUbHChTruBbwYdKT4ftkiV-8K2ahvi1O8PCbAL89A
I love seeing CloudFront in the wild. I work with AWS so this is kinda neat for me.
Originally posted by Narc Now my curiosity is whipping my brain to find out what's on the other side of that link.
Also wouldn't mind seeing the silverfuck pics again if anyone got them
I had to answer some kind of stupid quiz thing to be able to read the text... -
2018-12-15 at 11:21 AM UTCOk, about Silverfuck... Gimme a sec....
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2018-12-15 at 11:26 AM UTCAccuse me of holding on to the past like a pathologically nostalgic old fool, but I kept this all this time...
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2018-12-15 at 11:27 AM UTC
Originally posted by gadzooks I wish I knew who this Anne was.
There's a chance I know on some level who you're talking about, but can't place face to name.
Ok, I know stupid noob has posted on NIS at least once… I've seen his username… I think it was in an older thread from a few years ago about making meth (that someone else directed me to).
Studious_redux…. The "Studious" part, and the being moderator of a drug-related forum part, remind me of someone. He used to go by studious_SOMETHING. I talked to him on MSN, I'm pretty sure. He was a (male) nurse, I think… Living in England too I think.
Old robbinhoody, he was good people. I talked to him on MSN too, but haven't since like Totse days.
White Blue Mushrooms, sounds vaguely familiar, but not to the point that I remember having any specific conversations with them.
WBM and another user, I forget who, were the two original mods of NFHC and they rarely fucking posted and no one was happy with them. they weren't bad people, they just weren't cut out to be internet janitors. nfhc held some elections, I got mod, I did 90% of the modding. the retarded thread used to be the BLTC-specific trash forum, because I didn't want to stifle conversation but I wanted to keep good threads free of bullshit. the two of them stopped posting at all after a certain point and I asked to get I think studios_redux (who yeah, had a slightly different name on totse, he was a male nurse in england). and maybe robinhoody? shit, I can't remember the timeline at all. too many drugs, too much shit has happened. I know I got stupid_noob on for a little while and he bounced out because fuck zok. a lot of those people also posted on Lab Tips. As a mod, I made it a mission to try to get the best people from lab tips, because the people that actually post in bltc/nfhc are trash tier. went through a lot of fucking mods on NFHC though, and eventually got demodded and I don't even remember who took over from that point but im sure they were fags.
anyway, NFHC mods > BLTC mods, Metaphysicist would take bribes and unban people, pay4play. on the other hand, people would send me shit (the bennies of being a drug mod) and still fuck people over. meta & panny were the bltc tyrants. rise up gamers. -
2018-12-15 at 11:28 AM UTCWhoever blankooie is, step the fuck down.
Is blankooie still around?
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2018-12-15 at 11:31 AM UTC
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box shit, I can't remember the timeline at all. too many drugs, too much shit has happened.
Tell me about it.
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box I know I got stupid_noob on for a little while and he bounced out because fuck zok. a lot of those people also posted on Lab Tips. As a mod, I made it a mission to try to get the best people from lab tips, because the people that actually post in bltc/nfhc are trash tier. went through a lot of fucking mods on NFHC though, and eventually got demodded and I don't even remember who took over from that point but im sure they were fags.
You just reminded me that Lab Tips was a separate forum from BLTC/NFHC.
I don't think we have a separate chemistry forum here... Which is fine, I think.
We don't have enough traffic / enrolled users to necessitate a second forum specifically for the chemical manufacture of drugs.
But Ghost (or scron or whatever) does kind of carry that torch that Lab Tips once held. -
2018-12-15 at 11:38 AM UTC
Originally posted by gadzooks Tell me about it.
You just reminded me that Lab Tips was a separate forum from BLTC/NFHC.
I don't think we have a separate chemistry forum here… Which is fine, I think.
We don't have enough traffic / enrolled users to necessitate a second forum specifically for the chemical manufacture of drugs.
But Ghost (or scron or whatever) does kind of carry that torch that Lab Tips once held.
backyards ballistics, lab tips, bad ideas, BLTC. the square of piggies snorting around.
honestly I'm glad this site doesn't have traffic. let's keep it that way. i don't even want a nice big agora or forum to discuss the esoteric secrets of how bees are so productive, I just want a comfy little bar hidden away. a dark little place forgotten by the rest of the city, covered in filth and radiation, the only place for some silence and a drink, a refuge for people like us. smoke filled dreams of a light that doesn't blind.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-12-15 at 11:39 AM UTC
Originally posted by gadzooks Accuse me of holding on to the past like a pathologically nostalgic old fool, but I kept this all this time…
I legit get a boner every time I read this.
We could have been one of those hardcore opiate-addicted couples.
Not that it's something anyone should strive for, but man, I would so rob a pharmacy or convenience store with her.
We'd be like Bonnie and Clyde. -
2018-12-15 at 11:41 AM UTC
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box honestly I'm glad this site doesn't have traffic. let's keep it that way. i don't even want a nice big agora or forum to discuss the esoteric secrets of how bees are so productive, I just want a comfy little bar hidden away. a dark little place forgotten by the rest of the city, covered in filth and radiation, the only place for some silence and a drink, a refuge for people like us. smoke filled dreams of a light that doesn't blind.
Yeah, I suppose the exclusivity is kind of a benefit. We get a certain degree of privacy and healthy seclusion.
I can't imagine posting somewhere like (at least on a regular basis) 4chan or Reddit, where by the time you type your post, 50 other replies to the same post you're replying to have been posted. -
2018-12-15 at 11:48 AM UTC
Originally posted by gadzooks I legit get a boner every time I read this.
We could have been one of those hardcore opiate-addicted couples.
Not that it's something anyone should strive for, but man, I would so rob a pharmacy or convenience store with her.
We'd be like Bonnie and Clyde.
have you never had a heroin addicted girlfriend? my last serious girlfriend (its been a few years) I basically got addicted to heroin and had a total junkie relationship with. it was great and terrible, but mostly terrible (and great). got introduced to her through a friend that I was selling acid to while I was homeless (the acid I was supposed to send to a &t user in aus), he fucking warned us at the beginning: "don't cheat on him," and "don't get her addicted to heroin". took us like two years before his warnings really made sense but the damage was done. wonder how things would have turned out if we weren't both total shitheads, in a better world we would be happy together instead of completely fucked up individually. I think that I'm in a bad place sometimes and then someone shows me her social media - no mercy for traitors, but damn, she's not doing too good.
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2018-12-15 at 11:54 AM UTC
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box have you never had a heroin addicted girlfriend? my last serious girlfriend (its been a few years) I basically got addicted to heroin and had a total junkie relationship with. it was great and terrible, but mostly terrible (and great). got introduced to her through a friend that I was selling acid to while I was homeless (the acid I was supposed to send to a &t user in aus), he fucking warned us at the beginning: "don't cheat on him," and "don't get her addicted to heroin". took us like two years before his warnings really made sense but the damage was done. wonder how things would have turned out if we were both total shitheads.
NO BUT I WANT TO... I don't know why, but I just have a craving for a full-blown opiate-junky girlfriend. Well... Back when I was using.
Not so much anymore, though.
I had a heroin-addicted couple staying at my apartment for a few days not too long ago (because they were friends of a friend and they got evicted, and it was Winter time, in Canada and all, so I let them move in TEMPORARILY)...
Something about their relationship just made me jealous. I don't know what it is, but I want a junkie girlfriend (several years ago - in all practicality, not anymore). -
2018-12-15 at 12:02 PM UTC
I know some of those are percocet, and I think a couple are soma/carisparidol, and I see two diphenhydramines.
I'm just so in a nostalgic mood I'm looking at old pictures I took like 6 years ago. -
2018-12-15 at 12:03 PM UTCHOLY FUCK...
RABBITWEED.
A user I want to add to my list of O.G. Totseans. -
2018-12-15 at 12:04 PM UTCI'm even finding pictures of some of these mentioned Totseans on my computer, but ethically I know I can't post them.
