2018-11-03 at 7:07 AM UTC
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
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2018-11-03 at 7:22 AM UTC
To an extent its easier for me my more sick and twisted side myself, baby mutilation rape jokes and sexual banter that I wouldn't normally talk like in day to day life, at least to a portion of my family. The friends I have are similar in my style of humor and so making those comments and jokes are fairly commonplace and I'm fortunate for that. It's nice to have a bro at work that I can say "goddamn that new server is fucking hot I sear to god I'm gonna fucking end up pounding her asshole downstairs at the end whether she likes it or not." and then he laughs and gets it- no hint of "Jesus fuck mq did you just say that??
That's why I say I'm not too dissimilar here than I am in the real world and that's because I don't really have any reason to be. Obviously I have to how more discretion in face to face human interaction but I'm at that point where if nothing else, forums like this have helped me develop a stronger confidence in carrying my abstract sense of humor to real life.
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2018-11-03 at 8:27 AM UTC
My internal monologue is pretty close to how I post here, I probably have less of a "enhancement" here than anywhere else and there's stupid shit I'd post here that I probably wouldn't bring up even with close friends.
I'm not really convinced that means I'm "more myself" here rather than anywhere else. I think the ways you choose to conduct yourself are a real part of your identity, not some mere transient mask you wear which has no relation to yourself. Like I'd swear here but not around academic peers, but that doesn't mean I'm somehow being "unauthentic" in that context, I just have a different relationship there than I have with the ragtag band of misfits I've been posting and shittalking and arguing with since middle school.
And it's not like this is the one magical place that's absent of social norms, nowhere is like that. With your closest friends, or the most obscure pseudonymous shitposting community, there's still social standards, you still enhancement yourself in that environment, there's still subjects or behaviors which are taboo. Every now and then someone rolls into the community that you can just feel doesn't fit, something about them doesn't quite mesh with the group dynamic here, even though most people hate each other, they don't even fall into that framework of hate and are actually banished to a much colder hell than being called out, they're just ignored, no one can relate to them enough to even include them even in the social rituals of mockery. There is no "version of yourself" that's most authentic, we're simply the synthesis of all the various ways we choose to be.
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2018-11-03 at 8:35 AM UTC
GGG
victim of incest
[my veinlike two-fold aepyornidae]
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2018-11-03 at 8:40 AM UTC
I suppose if people I associated with in real life generally spoke like most of what is spoken of here, it would be different. Like mentioned, adaptability is key. Knowing how to compose yourself in different scenarios is obviously important. Some people like to brag that they have no enhancement, and there's some that that may be true, but it's pretty rare that people going around telling strangers or colleagues that they're stupid fucking nigger cucks and actually mean it. Some exclusions apply.
2018-11-05 at 11:01 AM UTC
GGG
victim of incest
[my veinlike two-fold aepyornidae]
Bumping so we can ruin the quality to shitpost ratio in this thread.
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2018-11-05 at 12:18 PM UTC
Zanick, what do you mean? Are you implying that there is some essential self that is "most you"?
I definitely post with way fewer reservations here but there is an implication that the enhancements are "not you", like some outside layer. In reality, the enhancements are all you are, it's why you say what you say and not what I say, it's why you are meaningful in any individual way.
The playing field and the elements on it define the rules of the game, and we all wear many different masks to play in different fields. Robinson Crusoe on an island by himself is not a different person than Robinson Crusoe on an island with Friday, but the things he can do, should do and will do, are very different because one other person is present.
So someone isn't more genuine because they're more unenhancemented, it's likely that they're just less thoughtful.
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2018-11-05 at 12:24 PM UTC
This is literally the only place that I can truly say what I want to say, for better or worse
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2018-11-05 at 12:33 PM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
I dunno, I think I'm pretty much the same person but if I hang around males they're typically horrible pieces of shit so we mostly talk about our mutually beneficial goals. I don't really feel like I give 100% of myself to anybody. I type some pretty horrible things on here but I don't think anyone would be surprised since they're creative and now redundant.
This post was boring. I don't really have a good answer, I think I'm the same. I sound like Risir
2018-11-05 at 1:30 PM UTC
No. When I'm here I'm also at work and at work I'm an automaton. I'm only really me when I'm alone, fishing by the side of a North England Canal, driving the back roads of Texas looking for somewhere to dump a body or on the shitter wondering if there is going to be a tomorrow.
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2018-11-05 at 1:33 PM UTC
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson
No. When I'm here I'm also at work and at work I'm an automaton. I'm only really me when I'm alone, fishing by the side of a North England Canal, driving the back roads of Texas looking for somewhere to dump a body or on the shitter wondering if there is going to be a tomorrow.
Lmao
I did miss you.
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