2018-10-28 at 3:01 AM UTC
Ughhu
Tuskegee Airman
[tepidly antiquate my affinity]
Lost a second buddy to an opiate OD in a month. Seems like most of my old late night party friends are dying. I stopped doing serious drugs about 4-5 yrs ago and everyone who kept going is dead or total junkies now. Fuck, lost another good one yesterday. It’s weird tho I’m sad but not surprised, not that they deserve it but I understand how it could happen. Some days I really want to do some coke but I have so many reminders about that old world..
2018-10-28 at 3:07 AM UTC
Thats what happens when you turn your back on your friends.
Real friends steal their friends dope, its for their own good. Also selling their playstation
2018-10-28 at 3:13 AM UTC
Ughhu
Tuskegee Airman
[tepidly antiquate my affinity]
Nah if you can’t stop doing drugs gotta get away from your people and cut them off completely. Only way I got sober ish(no hard drugs) was meeting a good lady and making a new life.
2018-10-28 at 3:13 AM UTC
mikeyagain
African Astronaut
[unalterably regard the persecutor]
Skank ass bitches are usually the cause...
2018-10-28 at 3:18 AM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Well it sounds like you're doing the right things you just don't like the reality that drugs present. There are lots of people like you in exactly the same situation who would chill with you.
Old friends just move on to other things, some get married and have kids, some move to other places and some die.
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2018-10-28 at 3:31 AM UTC
Good.
Less worthless scum on the planet shitting things up.
Hopefully the op is next.
If you are so weak willed to die out to something as boring ad opiates you deserve to die.
2018-10-28 at 3:34 AM UTC
Smoking carfentanil is chill, masturbated but I prefer meth and weed.
I can't function on opiates I just lay there nodding. I like staying awake for a week and making a video game, drawing sprites or playing something like Civ 5 or SS13
2018-10-28 at 1:42 PM UTC
tee hee hee
Naturally Camouflaged
[slangily complete this slumberer]
Sorry about your friends. 🌹
2018-10-28 at 3:07 PM UTC
-SpectraL
coward
[the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]
Pills are really bad news and can only spiral you down into the pit of despair and desperation. What you are really doing is "rewiring" your own brain, in such a way that you can no longer depend on it. Your own brain becomes unreliable. You can't trust it or any of the decisions which issue from it. It will convince you a situation is real, when it's really not, and it will cause you to do things you wouldn't even consider for a moment while sober. It's a trap. A death trap. Sure, it feels great and the world goes away and the pain stops, but it's all fleeting, insatiable, just a monkey on your back. Smoke weed instead. Top shelf weed takes the edge off, if you have the will power. If you don't have the will power, commit yourself. Nothing at all good will come out of destroying yourself.
2018-10-28 at 5:18 PM UTC
In the end we weren’t much but the hollow space shrunk down in all of us
2018-10-28 at 5:21 PM UTC
Yeah at least they're dying. I have a friend of a friend who, instead of dying, only died like half way. He got fucked in a "terror attack", and almost half his body is gone. His new name now is 50/50 and his disability is an annoying burden. Nobody likes they guy anyway, he shoulda just died.
2018-10-29 at 4:44 AM UTC
Old friends are oldverrated. You grow apart, and that's good for everyone. Make new friends.
2018-10-29 at 4:50 AM UTC
That's a quality alt you got there
