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The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
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2015-06-24 at 5:49 PM UTCMaking one of these in case anybody else from trt decides to migrate over.
§m£ÂgØL. -
2015-06-24 at 6:04 PM UTCIs this where we post stuff that's too retarded for the rest of HB?
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2015-06-24 at 6:07 PM UTCIs this where we post shit that's too retarded for the rest of HB?
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2015-06-24 at 6:24 PM UTCSieg Heil.
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2015-06-24 at 6:25 PM UTC
Sieg Heil.
Just remember, ARBEIT MACHT FREI!!!!111 -
2015-06-24 at 6:28 PM UTC
Is this where we post stuff that's too retarded for the rest of HB?
I guess so, it's more of a thread that serves for a running dialogue of whatever the fuck you want. Usually when you make a thread, there's a topic. TRT has no topic, you just kinda hang out and shoot the shit about whatever the fuck you want. Talk about your new job, or how you need to stop drinking so much, or that new pussy you've been fucking. Whatever you want, really. I currently have nothing interesting going on in my life. I need to find a job so that I can travel to see my kid. I need a real fucking job though, I'm tired of this part time shit and it's difficult for me to find a warehouse gig where I can actually get a ride either that early or that late. If I can just get something that doesn't start earlier than 8 and doesn't end later than midnight, I'll be good. -
2015-06-24 at 6:31 PM UTCOh shit, what did I do?
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2015-06-24 at 7:43 PM UTCniggas in space!
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2015-06-24 at 8:08 PM UTCThe first ever unsuccessful TRT.
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2015-06-24 at 10:39 PM UTClol this 10char?
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2015-06-24 at 10:40 PM UTC
The first ever unsuccessful TRT.
lol this^
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2015-06-25 at 3:02 AM UTCI've always thought TRT should be in Spurious, stickied, and named "The General Thread", which sounds lame, so something more creative designating it as a place for general discussion of things that (you) don't (feel) warrant a separate thread.
​Where have you been §m£ÂgØL? It had been a bit over a month since you last posted on redfern. I looked through your posts and saw that the last one you had made was about the weed you bought giving you a panic attack. Speculated (hoped) that it may have caused an ambulance to be called and you to finally be institutionalized long term. Noted that cannabis can exacerbate and accelerate the manifestation of schizophrenic symptoms, particularly the low CBD/high THC strains, the one you had likely in this category, especially if they cause strong anxiety. They could have led to a psychotic break, psycho/schizo-mimetic symptoms, particularly as you had noted that this had been much worse after the bad trip where you ran into the woods naked and got caught up and mangled by barbed wire, attacked hydro when she tried to subdue you. -
2015-06-25 at 4:07 AM UTCAll that time out of BLTC and you remake the new TRT in HB... why blood, why?
Also yeah, I assumed hydro accidentally killed you when you tried to rape her on RCs or something. -
2015-06-25 at 4:26 AM UTCVyvanse water is such a motherfucking important invention and it needs to be implemented globally immediately. You mix the contents of a vyvanse capsule with water, it has no taste, it has no flavor, and it gets you high! It's just like drinking regular water! Except it gets you high! Scamming a guy with a 15mg mirtizapine tab for spice gave me a somewhat enjoyable night, though it wasn't too strong eaten this time. Some cannabinoids are obviously more orally bioavailable than other brands, unless its going to suddenly kick in hardcore in another hour but I doubt it. I'm glad I know this now anyway Green Giant is a good brand to eat because you can get truly fucked off it. Onset is 20 minutes, effects last 2-3 hours, peak is like smoking but less intense. Eating geeked up incense greatly reduces the potency but extends the duration by an hour or two.
Besides that, I had some kava and alcohol in my body to prevent any anxiety which might have dulled the effets very slightly. I took 236 of bundy the day before yesterday with 100mg of vyvanse, then that night I kick a hole in my wall because my dad wont give me money for cigarettes. I watch august underground high on bundy and speed and it fucks me up mentally, then the next day I threaten to disembowel my parents because they wont let me buy another cigarette. Violent media truly fucks with your mind, but I guess dissociative hallucinogens don't help. Then the same day when I go to the grocery store with my dad, I convince him to buy me a thing of poppy seeds, which I try to make tea out of. He pulls it away from me and pours it out, I throw a comb at him, and I twist my moms arm when she tries to stop me from licking the tea that spilled on the table like that small amount would do anything anyway. I honestly got an effect from it, but I would chalk that up to placebo.
Besides that I've been cracking open nerves mostly in my feet and eyebrows, feet because I don't move very much and eyebrows because I have a relatively blank facial expression most of the time. It's usually pretty easy to do but since high dose fish oil and tumeric ran out, it hasn't been implemented in my regimen and its somewhat more difficult. I almost have to learn how to walk again like I'm someone recovering from a brain injury, which might be the case, because when I was all f. weedicus dustmite sockweed I was probably inhaling lead paint combustion byproducts multiple times a day and demylineating all of my neurons. Oh well! Or it could also be the peripheral neuropathy from the starter fluid of course, which I really want to do again but quite frankly I'm scared.
What else is going on with me? Took the GED readiness assessment, scored 99 on everything except writing, which was 71, but she didn't score my essay, most likely because it was too fuckin' OG, so I'd probably get 99 on that too. Because of that things have been going along with my parents better and my dad bought me beer. I even took like 2 of the subtests stoned. I fuck this hottie that goes to this teen acting club that I visit out of nothing-to-do-ness, I go to college, win WIN win. -
2015-06-25 at 4:30 AM UTCcan this be the official (temporary) niggasinspace logo? it looks better than the words "vbulletin" at least
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2015-06-25 at 4:53 AM UTC
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2015-06-25 at 5:06 AM UTCYou know, when I came here this was the first thing that popped to my head.
To many more retarded threads. -
2015-06-25 at 5:21 AM UTC
I've always thought TRT should be in Spurious, stickied, and named "The General Thread", which sounds lame, so something more creative designating it as a place for general discussion of things that (you) don't (feel) warrant a separate thread.
​Where have you been §m£ÂgØL? It had been a bit over a month since you last posted on redfern. I looked through your posts and saw that the last one you had made was about the weed you bought giving you a panic attack. Speculated (hoped) that it may have caused an ambulance to be called and you to finally be institutionalized long term. Noted that cannabis can exacerbate and accelerate the manifestation of schizophrenic symptoms, particularly the low CBD/high THC strains, the one you had likely in this category, especially if they cause strong anxiety. They could have led to a psychotic break, psycho/schizo-mimetic symptoms, particularly as you had noted that this had been much worse after the bad trip where you ran into the woods naked and got caught up and mangled by barbed wire, attacked hydro when she tried to subdue you.
The weed panic attack was months ago, back when I was still living with hydro. It was "Cheese" apparently, smelled like it, one big bong rip and boom, panic attack. I have only smoked weed once since I've been back and I didn't get a panic attack.
I've been just existing, trying to find a jerb. But a jerb with decent hours, not some grocery store shit. My mental things are actually getting better, so that's good. I could still do with the occasional benzo though but the last time I had benzos I fastforwarded into 2015 so i don't really trust myself with too many of them. -
2015-06-25 at 5:26 AM UTC
All that time out of BLTC and you remake the new TRT in HB… why blood, why?
Also yeah, I assumed hydro accidentally killed you when you tried to rape her on RCs or something.
I got used to it in HB, plus HB is at the top of the boards and what not here. If you wanna move it mr.admin, your call but I'd rather not scroll?
Doesn't really matter where it is, anyway.
And nooo, I didn't try to rape her- I think I just thought we were in the middle of having sex and her clothes were in the way, or something- she says my dick wasn't even hard. Psychotic breaks due to psychedelics are pretty fucked. I really don't remember much of it, just bits here and there, I do remember being really, really fucking scared. I still have scars healing from my battle with the barbed wire. The ones on my arm in particular won't turn skin color, they're fucking red and ugly >:( Hope they lighten up soon.
I've also gained full function of my hand again.
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2015-06-25 at 5:50 AM UTCWoah, Sanctuary is open again: http://www.intosanctuary.com/experim...-Been-Unlocked
Major fragmentation. I'd sure as hell trust Lanny over Arnox, though.
