Trying with all my might, at any rate. Wish me luck, guys.
NARCassist, thanks for being such a cool dude to me. I appreciate you as a friend a lot. You're intelligent, funny, and well, you have an interesting life, and stories to tell. I wish you all the best in life. I truly hope you make all your dreams come true, and bang super hot bitches 'til the day you die.
Casper, I know we didn't know each other super good or anything, but I do appreciate talking to you through PMs, and having some personal discussions about our lives. I know you're a good person, and I hope shit pans out for you in the best possible way. I hope you get to where you're happy with your life, especially after so much struggle, and suffering you've endured.
mq, you're funny as shit, and I think you're one of the better folks on here. I hope your depression, and other issues resolve them self, and you can be happy, stable, and loving life.
Lanny, we may not have always agreed on everything, and I'm sure you've looked down on some of my shit (bear in mind, I have trolled a lot during the end... no AIDs, or baby), but you've always treated me with a measure of respect, and I appreciate that a lot. I appreciate you keep this forum, and community going. TOTSE/Zoklet was a large part of my teenage years, and helped form who I am, for better, or worse. Thank you for keeping the spirit going. Thank you for being open to most anything to be discussed, and for the most part, you've been fair. I wish you nothing but good, and hope the best for you. Oh, and thank you for trying to help out with finding/confirming Malice's obituary, even though I didn't uncover anything unfortunately. I appreciate it all the same though.
HTS, keep your beautiful head up, sweetie. You're a wonderful person, and fuck anyone who says different. I hope and pray you find happiness, and that your life turns out the way you want it. I believe in you. I believe in the sweet, cool, loving, kind, and fair Lucy I've come to know. Fuck §m£ÂgØL for not using female pronouns toward you when he is supposed to be your friend. Sure, I think it's a little silly for people who don't know each other, but when you have a friend, you try to use what makes them feel comfortable- not because it's right, or it's politically correct- because it's what you do for a friend you care about the feelings of. *hugs* Love ya, sweetie.
Sophie, you're a cool dude, and I appreciate you a lot. You taught me a lot of nifty shit, and pointed me in the right directions when I needed help. Thank you. I consider you a friend, and I will miss reading your intelligent, and interesting posts/threads. I wish you all the best, my friend. Be well, be safe, enjoy life... just please... don't hurt anyone...
Risir, you're the coolest german dude ever. THank you for your help when I've talked to you, and just well... being around, and taking up for me from time to time from the likes of idiots like sploo. I hope shit gets straight for you, and you find happiness. I know there's a girl out there for you, it's just a matter of finding her. Try not to be so jaded. It'll all work out, sweetie. You deserve the best, my friend, and I hope you get it.
§m£ÂgØL- Fuck yourself, and rejoice I'm leaving this body. I hope you grow up, and learn more about empathy, legitimate empathy, and love for others. I'm still sorry for the wrong I did do, but I hope one day you realize your mistakes too. I don't wish you ill will, I just wish on you what you deserve. Good luck with your writing, you are a good writer.
PoC- You and §m£ÂgØL can fuck yourselves, and each other, and rejoice together. I hope you get what you deserve in life. I tried to be a good friend, I tried to be a good partner. I didn't deserve what you did to me.
1337, I love you so much. I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry for this. I genuinely love you though, and hope you find happiness. You have my heart always. I was so lucky to be married to you, to be your partner... I'm sorry I just couldn't hang on, and my shit just got to be too much. Thank you for everything. You really did give me the best time of my life, my dear, my love. I can't bring myself to say goodbye, so I'll just say... until we meet again some sunny day... maybe then we will have our white picket fence, and leave it to beaver life... I really, really hope and pray so...
I don't know, maybe there's someone I forgot, but I'm gonna blame the klonopin I took. I'm sorry if I forgot you. If you meant something to me, you probably already know it anyway. To all my friends here, and elsewhere, I love you guys. Thank you for everything, for all you've done for me. I leave you with my love and appreciation.
If I can, I'll haunt you faggots for the lulz. BTW, if 1337 isn't around to confirm my death, I'm sure §m£ÂgØL has the ability to do so... or even Sophie, maybe... IDK if I disclosed enough to him to do that, but go for it Sophie, if you can.
Love, hugs, and lots of drugs, ma space niggas.
One thing I don't regret is love... maybe to who I gave it in the past, but not the act, or feelings. I love you, 1337. I love you, my friends. Have a great life. Live long, and prosper.
