2018-10-14 at 12:55 PM UTC
I hadn't done shard in like a little over a month. It wasn't really hard to stop but a couple days ago I was walking back home from somewhere and got a craving out of the blue. I deleted all the dealers I knew numbers off my phone, and knew that it's probably not a good idea to try to get some anyways, but I was coming up on some real sketchy blocks that crackheads frequent, so I told myself that I'd take the 30 bucks cash that I had on me, and offer it to someone for like a half g or something, if they had it then and there and ready to go and no "i gotta take the money to meet this dude i promise i'll be back in an hour" shit. And if I didn't see any sketchy people on the way home or they didn't have it or weren't willing then I would just go home and smoke a bunch of weed. I was pretty sure that this was not going to happen so I wouldn't be doing any.
Then as I walked I saw this old crackhead homeless dude with all his shit laid out on the sidewalk sitting near this other dude who looked like he was pretty intelligent but also a convict and meth addict. The older dude seemed pretty out of it but the younger guy seemed more calm minded and able to deal with things so I figured he would be my best shot. So I went up and kneeled down and just said hey i don't wanna bother you but if anyone wants to sell me like 15 bucks of shard I'd give you 30 if you have it right now. The younger dude didn't say anything, but the older crackhead said he had some but I was a little skeptical because sometimes he made no sense. So I was like cool can i get it then and I got the money right now. And he started not making sense and babbling, after a minute of that I was like hey dude I'm sorry but if you don't have it then I gotta go, and the dude got all mad and shit and was like HOLD ON I GOTTA CLEAN OFF MY GLASSES FIRST. At this point I was pretty sure that whatever this guy was doing, he didn't really have any shard, but I figured there's no harm in giving him another couple minutes.
Then he slowly walked over to this container he had sitting nearby and brought it over and showed me he had a good amount of H, crack, and shard in there. He was fucked up and showing it off to me. I didn't see how much H or crack there was exactly because the baggies were half concealed by the pocket they were in, but he pulled out a bag of probably at least 6 grams of what looked like some decent shit. He started bitching that I didn't have anything to put it in, so I just laid down this post it note I had in my pocket and he was like NAH IT'S TOO SMALL. It was kinda funny so I laughed and he got irritated and finally he let me get away with using a 1 dollar bill to wrap it in.
Then, I'm not sure why, but he pulled out a decent sized shard (actually it weighed to almost exactly 2 g's), spilling probably 300-400 mg of it on his pants and the concrete, and gave it to me. I told him he dropped some because it was a significant amount kinda and he got mad at me again and told him not to disrespect him and I was like alright cool thanks man. Then I got home and it was really good and now I hate everything.
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2018-10-14 at 1:07 PM UTC
On the plus side I've recently been making tea from seeds from smaller sources I could find locally or online. I've actually found some decent ones at another place now. Half pound has me decently buzzed rn
2018-10-14 at 1:12 PM UTC
Grimace
motherfucker
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Hah. I enjoyed reading that.
2018-10-14 at 1:17 PM UTC
wait what happened to all the shards on the concrete dont leave me hanging like that did someone rail them?
2018-10-14 at 1:22 PM UTC
Sometimes those guys that go away for an hour are the best hookups you'll ever meet
2018-10-14 at 6:04 PM UTC
update: I ended up getting a good buzz going on poppy tea and etizolam and hella dabs and came to this coffee shop to chill in this area where everyone is always talking about weed and some dude came up to me and gave me some free weed and told me to try it and he sells it and gave me his number and then he talked about a bunch of sciency shit that made it clear that he's never heard of conservation of energy. He just left and now I'm really high just sitting here. I might go to the park or some shit. Idk. What should I do?
2018-10-14 at 8:36 PM UTC
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2018-10-14 at 10:01 PM UTC
I hate myself too. On Friday I stumbled across some shit too. I ate a big pile of it and was feeling great. Been on the comedown for a couple days sadder than Bill Dautrieve. Fuckin annoying. I know it's just a chemical thing but shit nigga I was doing fine!
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2018-10-15 at 5:18 AM UTC
Blah blah blah shut the fuck up you whiny firstworlder bitch
You have it all made but you run into one little upsetting situation and you think it's a over
Get over yourself faggot
I've been living in a car with my okaasan for the last year with nothing but $700 a month to live on ... If anyone here has a reason to hate themselves it's me but I'm still alive and believe me I have wanted to.kill myself soany times
I'm.goimg to go drink another beer because fuck you and I'm going to watch some more cwc videos
Meanwhile you will sit on your ass in a warm house with a desktop and broadband internet access and write out your vapid post-myspace dribble
Get a hold of yourself and wake up you have it so good yet all you can focus on is how bad you think your life is
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2018-10-15 at 7:44 PM UTC
How the fuck does this even happen to people. Do you live in an actual ghetto? I fucking wish there were spun out homeless niggas with loads of drugs on my street corner. 2g for 30, is pretty fucking decent.
2018-10-16 at 6:16 AM UTC
i still feel bad for those shards man
