2018-09-22 at 3:18 PM UTC
They don't fucking work for me right now. I want to do some fat lines and smoke some fat hits.
I hate the streets. Fuck that. I swore myself to not buy any drugs from dealers anymore. I hate that hassle so much. It's the onlyreason why I don't do drugs anymore. I should have never stopped growing weed. I want some uppers. I want to get high and enjoy myself for once. Fucking hell.
Sober life isn't worth living at all once you have experienced how great you can actually feel. Take it from an expert.
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2018-09-22 at 4:40 PM UTC
Hell yeah Ris , I feel you fam
I wish a lot of times I didn’t crave my ganja so much but I’m a smoker I’m a joker I’m a midnight toker.. and I don’t mean to hurt no one...
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2018-09-22 at 6:53 PM UTC
Does that mean depressed life isn't worth living once you know how good it feels to be not depressed?
No. It makes it BETTER.
2018-09-22 at 7:36 PM UTC
Sober life ISNT better than high life.
Not depressed life IS better than depressed life.
You can't really compare the two (four) states.
2018-09-22 at 7:37 PM UTC
What if sober = depressed and not sober = not depressed? That doesn't work?
2018-09-22 at 7:41 PM UTC
Probably but I don't think it's necessarily true. Not in my case. My recent posts were highly hyperbolic.
My life and mood have been shit when I was high, too. I'd just really like to get real high right now.
2018-09-22 at 7:45 PM UTC
Happy, sad, sober, fucked up. Lets just all kill ourselves and be done with this bullshit we call "life".
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2018-09-22 at 7:46 PM UTC
All you need is Henny & green boys and girls
2018-09-22 at 7:47 PM UTC
I feel like I'm not too far off from a natural death, and I hung in this far, so I may as well ride it out and see if something cool happens.
2018-09-22 at 7:51 PM UTC
Ok, let me rephrase. I feel like I'm not too far off from an unnatural death, and I hung in this far, so I may as well ride it out and see if something cool happens.
My best friend from high school died at 38. She did die due to her alcoholism. She was waiting on a liver transplant before she died. I know that’s early, I think she may have had some predisposition for liver failure.