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Not to sound edgy or anything, but I am literally a sociopath.
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2018-09-21 at 4:10 AM UTC
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2018-09-21 at 4:19 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo I feel like your transexuality is more the bi product of being a confused and fucked up person. I've read several articles on people thinking they're trans just because they're a mess and I believe you're one of those people. You're probably just gay bro
I've been doing weird gender related stuff since I was a kid, but I'm also a total mess so I can see why you'd think that. Shit, even I still think of myself as "a man" in some ways. The whole penis thing makes it hard not to. *shrug*
Also... even if I was just a "messed up guy"... I ain't gay, fam. I'm attracted to girls. I'm attracted to dudes. I'm bi. -
2018-09-21 at 4:21 AM UTCWhat are a couple examples of weird gender related stuffs that you've done since a kid?
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2018-09-21 at 4:23 AM UTC
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2018-09-21 at 4:24 AM UTCcut the thumb off of an action man doll and glued it to his smooth crotch
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2018-09-21 at 4:25 AM UTC
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2018-09-21 at 4:26 AM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ What are a couple examples of weird gender related stuffs that you've done since a kid?
Ahh you know... the classic wearing my moms stuff. I did girly stuff a lot. Until I got yelled at for it, and my parents drove home that it wasn't okay for me to be like that. :/
Also I spent like... ages as a kid trying to have dreams where I was a girl, because I had one once and it felt natural? Idk. I've been dealing with gender dysphoria in one way or another since I was like 6 or 7. That's 20 years of bullshit, starting before puberty or any of that.
Basically: with different parents I'd have started transitioning when I was a kid. -
2018-09-21 at 4:31 AM UTCI'd like some better examples please. I wore my mom's clothes and did the makeup shit too. Pretending to be a girl? Not that weird. What would make it weird persay is if you were doing it because you wanted to be attractive to men. Cuz I'd do it or think about it in a lesbian fashion, akin to the mentality "oh man if I was a girl I'd fucking play my with my own tits so much and totally make out with and fuck other girls, like all day."
So when did you first think that you were SUPPOSED to be a girl? -
2018-09-21 at 4:39 AM UTCI really think being adopted has a lot to do with it. Maybe you're effeminate and maybe you're a sexy highlighter wielding student teacher trapped in a tubby gingers body.
I remember you complaining about your parents during the highlighter incident which made it funny as well. I guess I'm insinuating it's more a "nurture" than "nature" in your case but I don't have nearly enough information to make an assessment, it's just something I've been reading about.
That said I think you're a total bro and id finger your taint anytime. If I go to where I think you currently live (where you were going to fight chunt way way back) I'll come through and drake you right quick. -
2018-09-21 at 4:40 AM UTCWhen I was a kid, like 12, 13, I would go on chatrooms and pretend to be a girl to get attention from grown men.
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2018-09-21 at 4:41 AM UTC
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2018-09-21 at 4:41 AM UTCOnce some guy turned on his cam and had his dick out, and I was like, "oh uh, okay, I'm actually a 12 year old boy", but he didn't stop jerking off?
Originally posted by Sudo Shut up no one asked you. You're literally trying to get attention from grown men and trannies right now and no one gives a shit faggot
This is my thread you fucking bitch, I don't care if nobody asked me. I'll say whatever the FUCK I want in here! -
2018-09-21 at 4:43 AM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ So when did you first think that you were SUPPOSED to be a girl?
When I had that dream I mentioned. That seems like a turning point, anyway. Idk. I don't know when I felt that I was "SUPPOSED to be a girl". I mean... as a kid I thought I was supposed to listen to my parents, and they said I was supposed to be a boy... so probably not until some point after I lost faith in their authority? I don't remember any specific point where I was like "AHA! I WAS BORN WITH THE WRONG BODY PARTS!". It was kind of an understanding that evolved over time - that my body wasn't me, that I didn't feel like my reflection, that I didn't like the way puberty was effecting me. 🤔 -
2018-09-21 at 4:45 AM UTC
Originally posted by HTS When I had that dream I mentioned. That seems like a turning point, anyway. Idk. I don't know when I felt that I was "SUPPOSED to be a girl". I mean… as a kid I thought I was supposed to listen to my parents, and they said I was supposed to be a boy… so probably not until some point after I lost faith in their authority? I don't remember any specific point where I was like "AHA! I WAS BORN WITH THE WRONG BODY PARTS!". It was kind of an understanding that evolved over time - that my body wasn't me, that I didn't feel like my reflection, that I didn't like the way puberty was effecting me. 🤔
Like, a frog being slowly boiled to death but never could recognize it? -
2018-09-21 at 4:46 AM UTC
Originally posted by HTS When I had that dream I mentioned. That seems like a turning point, anyway. Idk. I don't know when I felt that I was "SUPPOSED to be a girl". I mean… as a kid I thought I was supposed to listen to my parents, and they said I was supposed to be a boy… so probably not until some point after I lost faith in their authority? I don't remember any specific point where I was like "AHA! I WAS BORN WITH THE WRONG BODY PARTS!". It was kind of an understanding that evolved over time - that my body wasn't me, that I didn't feel like my reflection, that I didn't like the way puberty was effecting me. 🤔
So you changed genders to rebel against your adoptive parents? Hypothesis confirmed
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2018-09-21 at 4:47 AM UTC
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2018-09-21 at 4:50 AM UTC
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2018-09-21 at 4:52 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo So you changed genders to rebel against your adoptive parents? Hypothesis confirmed
No. I was too obedient of a child to do anything about it back then. My parents used to punish me by telling me to sit on the stairs, on my hands. And I'd do it. Even if I felt like a girl, if my parents said I was to behave otherwise... thems was the breaks. I wouldn't feel like there was a choice. -
2018-09-21 at 5:03 AM UTC
Originally posted by HTS
No. I was too obedient of a child to do anything about it back then. My parents used to punish me by telling me to sit on the stairs, on my hands. And I'd do it. Even if I felt like a girl, if my parents said I was to behave otherwise… thems was the breaks. I wouldn't feel like there was a choice.
By making you suppress it, they caused your desire to become stronger. Like when I was a kid and hated girls, if everyone was like, "haha yeah, true they're dumb hey?" instead of "How the FUCK can you hate women?" I wouldn't have been like, "HOW? HOW?! I'LL SHOW YOU HOW!!!" -
2018-09-21 at 5:09 AM UTC
Originally posted by HTS
No. I was too obedient of a child to do anything about it back then. My parents used to punish me by telling me to sit on the stairs, on my hands. And I'd do it. Even if I felt like a girl, if my parents said I was to behave otherwise… thems was the breaks. I wouldn't feel like there was a choice.
What other things have made you feel "freed" from your parents trappings besides gender reassignment?