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Holy fuck I miss Totse

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    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Totse is a part of who I am today. I'm fucking pissed off at Jeff Hunter for fucking us all over and sending us scattered in all directions. Zoklet was a somewhat decent substitute, but it was never the real deal.

    Couldn't Jeff have just handed the keys over to one of the other admins? What the actual fuck? I'm drunk and mad at Jeff Hunter right now.

    Fuck!
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    esbity African Astronaut
    You need to grow. Loss is part of life.

    I'm actually not upset about the direction of the community. The turbulence is all part of the journey.
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    Bologna Nacho African Astronaut
    How old are you OP? Serious question, just curious.
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    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by esbity You need to grow. Loss is part of life.

    I'm actually not upset about the direction of the community. The turbulence is all part of the journey.

    I totally see where you're coming from. But the grief and mourning are very real. I spent more time on Totse than anywhere, so it's like losing a loved one.

    The fucked up thing is that I don't mourn like this when family members die.

    It makes me feel like kind of a dick.
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    Jeff the gay
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    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Bologna Nacho How old are you OP? Serious question, just curious.

    34.

    y, tho?
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    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by CoosCoosOnTheLoose Jeff the gay

    How do I like a post? I wanted to like this one but see no such option.
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    esbity African Astronaut
    Originally posted by gadzooks I totally see where you're coming from. But the grief and mourning are very real. I spent more time on Totse than anywhere, so it's like losing a loved one.

    The fucked up thing is that I don't mourn like this when family members die.

    It makes me feel like kind of a dick.

    And you're 34? You're almost as old as me and your mouning this? I don't think you've hit that point in your life where you noticing that time flys by.
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    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Definitely at that point where it feels like time is flying by. It sucks hardcore.

    I'm basically in existential crisis mode... I can't make heads or tails of my life.

    Totse was my refuge from the chaos. Without it I'm lost in times of crisis.
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    Yeah but it was also pretty stupid
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    infinityshock Black Hole
    Originally posted by gadzooks Totse is a part of who I am today. I'm fucking pissed off at Jeff Hunter for fucking us all over and sending us scattered in all directions. Zoklet was a somewhat decent substitute, but it was never the real deal.

    Couldn't Jeff have just handed the keys over to one of the other admins? What the actual fuck? I'm drunk and mad at Jeff Hunter right now.

    Fuck!

    suicide is your only chance at redemption.

    maybe st peter will be feeling merciful.
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    Bologna Nacho African Astronaut
    Originally posted by gadzooks 34.

    y, tho?

    I ask because there is an entire generation (my kids included) that don't know what life is like without the internet or technology at all. I suspect you don't know what that is like, you should try it.
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    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by infinityshock suicide is your only chance at redemption.

    maybe st peter will be feeling merciful.

    I just may. Actually the one thing that keeps me from ending it is the anticipation, and curiosity, for what the future holds.

    Life sucks but it might very well get better, ya know?

    Maybe niggasin.space will reach Totse levels.
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    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Bologna Nacho I ask because there is an entire generation (my kids included) that don't know what life is like without the internet or technology at all. I suspect you don't know what that is like, you should try it.

    I lived out of a van for a year. I spend very little time on the Internet during that time.

    But my point here is about the camaraderie we all had back in the day. It feels like it's gone. Sad shit.
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    Originally posted by Bologna Nacho I ask because there is an entire generation (my kids included) that don't know what life is like without the internet or technology at all. I suspect you don't know what that is like, you should try it.

    We here at nis value our elders and assure the community, through our actions, posts and attitudes that not only do we cherish the folks in their golden years, but also;

    we basically respect everything and everyone and keep civil tongues always, and always encourage the safety and non offensive lives of our good samaritans

    our number 1 rule is "we defend all things virtuous, legal and positive, happy interactions, with enriching, fun learning experiences and healthy advice and accepting hearts.

    We've never had a complaint of hurt feelers here, ever.
    We're #1
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  16. #16
    Bologna Nacho African Astronaut
    Just post about your dog dying, even your haters will give you comfort.
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    esbity African Astronaut
    Anyone this connected to a forum, needs to go out a bit.
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    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by esbity Anyone this connected to a forum, needs to go out a bit.

    I did go out. For years. But now I miss the good ol' days. It might just be alcohol-induced sentimentality, but the feels are reals.

    Also, Totse came up in a real-life conversation at work last week, so that's probably part of the reason. It's pretty rare to hear the word "Totse" uttered in day-to-day conversation.
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    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Bologna Nacho Just post about your dog dying, even your haters will give you comfort.

    Maybe I'll post about my dog named "Totse" that died... Then I might get an Amen.
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    speaking of....

    where the shit is tacho
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