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Now I can't go to town... Great
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2018-08-28 at 9:26 AM UTC
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2018-08-28 at 9:38 AM UTCWhat does this have to do with any of MY problems?. You are all just posting funny memes hahaha laugh it up because while your all out enjoying life I've been here, stuck feeding the horses and going on Facebook all day.
I looked through all the profiles of all those happy times when I was getting out of the house and working, spending time with my bf and the animals and we even had plans for a baby. Now he is parading his new girlfriend around town and taking lots of pictures with her I'm sure just to make me feel worse.
How can people just destroy a person then simply move on and forget and treat them like they don't even exist. I went in to town with my mom today to go grocery shopping and today it really hit me hard, I used to say hello to people when I would go out but today those same people just looked at me and kept walking. Did they forget me? Or are they just not wasting their time, why say hello to someone you never see?.
I told my mom and doctor I want to start going out more and become independent and learn to live on my own again but my mom says Ive never lived alone (not true, when I was with Jeremy I was paying the bills, cooking cleaning while he just drank his beers and watched UFC with his friends) and I can't survive on my own with a mental illness.
See! If I even bring up the IDEA of escaping this hell they just pull me right back in and convince me the best thing to do is to go home and stay on the property and only come to town when it's important. Then a few days go by and I realize I have no life I'm missing out on life and there's nothing I can do about it.
I can't even go for walks off the property anymore or my parents flip out and think I'm gonna run off and go kill myself so I will be walking around quiet at night and my mom pulls up in a truck crying because she thought I was running away.
I just don't know what to do anymore. Sometimes I think about hanging myself in the barn where my horses are because nobody would find my body if I did it in my room they would just think I was depressed and sleeping. -
2018-08-28 at 9:50 AM UTC
OR, you could build a chariot. -
2018-08-28 at 9:56 AM UTClol if the horse was being stubbern and the car still had an engine and so u rev it up to scare the horris
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2018-08-28 at 3:35 PM UTCThis woman is crazy
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2018-08-28 at 5:52 PM UTC
Originally posted by Mythighslookslikethenightsky5555 What does this have to do with any of MY problems?. You are all just posting funny memes hahaha laugh it up because while your all out enjoying life I've been here, stuck feeding the horses and going on Facebook all day.
I looked through all the profiles of all those happy times when I was getting out of the house and working, spending time with my bf and the animals and we even had plans for a baby. Now he is parading his new girlfriend around town and taking lots of pictures with her I'm sure just to make me feel worse.
How can people just destroy a person then simply move on and forget and treat them like they don't even exist. I went in to town with my mom today to go grocery shopping and today it really hit me hard, I used to say hello to people when I would go out but today those same people just looked at me and kept walking. Did they forget me? Or are they just not wasting their time, why say hello to someone you never see?.
I told my mom and doctor I want to start going out more and become independent and learn to live on my own again but my mom says Ive never lived alone (not true, when I was with Jeremy I was paying the bills, cooking cleaning while he just drank his beers and watched UFC with his friends) and I can't survive on my own with a mental illness.
See! If I even bring up the IDEA of escaping this hell they just pull me right back in and convince me the best thing to do is to go home and stay on the property and only come to town when it's important. Then a few days go by and I realize I have no life I'm missing out on life and there's nothing I can do about it.
I can't even go for walks off the property anymore or my parents flip out and think I'm gonna run off and go kill myself so I will be walking around quiet at night and my mom pulls up in a truck crying because she thought I was running away.
I just don't know what to do anymore. Sometimes I think about hanging myself in the barn where my horses are because nobody would find my body if I did it in my room they would just think I was depressed and sleeping.
Show tits. -
2018-08-28 at 5:59 PM UTCJeremy sounds like a cool guy. You should make him join the forum. His new, hot girlfriend, too.
They seem like the perfect couple. I hope they are doing well together. -
2018-09-07 at 6 AM UTCUpdate : I've been crying my eyes out all night, got paid at the start of the month and snuck out to get liquor. I spent it all on booze now having no money is another lie on the pile.
How the hell did a drink a 40 of vodka every day? This is getting ridiculous -
2018-09-07 at 6:02 AM UTC
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2018-09-07 at 6:25 AM UTCis this a real thread
if it is you're a faggot, who the fuck goes to a therapistThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-09-07 at 6:29 AM UTCLol. Smh
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2018-09-07 at 6:32 AM UTC
Originally posted by Mad Matt She just needs guidance, a dominant beta male personality in her life to tell her what to do and provide her with the means to do it as long as she is loyal to her master.
People like y'all are how women end up like this. None of you are willing to take charge, grab the bull by the horns and tell a woman what to do.
Are you men? Or boys?
men don't tell women what to do, they fuck off to leave them to die while they go hunt a boar and then rape the next thing that looks like it has curves.
why would you even tell a woman what to do, it's not like she can understand simple things, they are dumber than dogs. you are better off training elephants -
2018-09-07 at 6:35 AM UTCLol. Wtf 😂 Calm down bud.
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2018-09-07 at 6:39 AM UTC
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2018-09-07 at 6:41 AM UTCK
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2018-09-07 at 6:44 AM UTC
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2018-09-07 at 6:44 AM UTCLOL
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2018-09-07 at 6:54 AM UTC
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2018-09-07 at 6:59 AM UTCWhy'd u quote so many times?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-09-07 at 6:59 AM UTC
