I feel depressed again

1. 2018-09-06 at 2:30 AM UTC

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   RisiR † 29 Autism
   It's been a while since I have felt depressed but I'm pretty sad right now. I hope it's just the alcohol.
   
   Damn...
2. 2018-09-06 at 2:33 AM UTC

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   Sickkent Yung Blood
   You know, I have been self medicating with Crouton as it is very easy to obtain (i.e ebay). I like it because while it is a weaker opioid, it helps me not out into a dreamless black, an escape from this pain we call life.
3. 2018-09-06 at 2:33 AM UTC

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   Rock_N_Rollover African Astronaut [my obsessively old-time raunch]
   It's because you're a fucking idiot.
   
   It won't get better.
4. 2018-09-06 at 2:33 AM UTC

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   RisiR † 29 Autism
   I literally don't have emotions. All I feel are the various states drugs provide. I'm almost never sober and when I am I don't know what's going on.
   
   I'll start groing again and just blaze my mind away until I kill myself.
5. 2018-09-06 at 2:35 AM UTC

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   Sickkent Yung Blood

   Originally posted by RisiR † I literally don't have emotions. All I feel are the various states drugs provide. I'm almost never sober and when I am I don't know what's going on.
   
   I'll start groing again and just blaze my mind away until I kill myself.

   
   How do you survive financially?
6. 2018-09-06 at 2:36 AM UTC

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   RisiR † 29 Autism

   Originally posted by Sickkent You know, I have been self medicating with Crouton as it is very easy to obtain (i.e ebay). I like it because while it is a weaker opioid, it helps me not out into a dreamless black, an escape from this pain we call life.

   
   I have stopped taking Crouton a month ago. Tpain, too. A couple days ago I thought it would be a good idea to do some so I took 100mg Tpizzle and a couple gs of Crouton. It fucked me up badly. My heart starrted racing and I sweat like a motherfucker. I had to knock myself out with Benzos. It was complete shit for some reason.
7. 2018-09-06 at 2:38 AM UTC

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   RisiR † 29 Autism

   Originally posted by Sickkent How do you survive financially?

   
   I'm pretty wealthy. Money isn't the problem.
8. 2018-09-06 at 2:43 AM UTC

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   Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]
   Way to shit on my dreams that if I had money I wouldn't have episodes of being a miserable piece of shit.
9. 2018-09-06 at 2:44 AM UTC

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   Sickkent Yung Blood

   Originally posted by RisiR † I have stopped taking Crouton a month ago. Tpain, too. A couple days ago I thought it would be a good idea to do some so I took 100mg Tpizzle and a couple gs of Crouton. It fucked me up badly. My heart starrted racing and I sweat like a motherfucker. I had to knock myself out with Benzos. It was complete shit for some reason.

   
   So I am new to this forum so I don't know the codenames, but coming from a fellow depressed person, I don't wear my seatbelt, I mix alcohol with my Crouton, and i just hope it happens. Too much of a pussy to do it so i just hope my decisions indirectly do the job. Also not me condoning any of that.
   
   

   Originally posted by RisiR † I'm pretty wealthy. Money isn't the problem.

   
   How'd you get that rich without giving too much info?
10. 2018-09-06 at 2:46 AM UTC

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    stupid noob VICTIM of farm equipment [the momentously grade-constructed phasmatodea]
    You should kill yourself. No really. Do it. Fucking coward.
11. 2018-09-06 at 2:47 AM UTC

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    Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]

    Originally posted by Sickkent So I am new to this forum

    
    How did you find it?
12. 2018-09-06 at 2:47 AM UTC

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    Sickkent Yung Blood

    Originally posted by stupid noob You should kill yourself. No really. Do it. Fucking coward.

    
    One leg
13. 2018-09-06 at 2:52 AM UTC

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    RisiR † 29 Autism
    I inherited a bunch of money from my childless aunt and invested it in gambling halls, slot machines and a couple years ago those floating tanks. I worked a well paying job. I also exported German cars to North Africa for a ridiculous profit. That and some other stuff I can't get into.
14. 2018-09-06 at 2:55 AM UTC

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    infinityshock Black Hole

    Originally posted by Sickkent How do you survive financially?

    
    whoring his ass out to niggers and faggots
15. 2018-09-06 at 2:55 AM UTC

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    infinityshock Black Hole

    Originally posted by RisiR † It's been a while since I have felt depressed but I'm pretty sad right now. I hope it's just the alcohol.
    
    Damn…

    
    suicide is always an option
16. 2018-09-06 at 2:55 AM UTC

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    infinityshock Black Hole

    Originally posted by Sickkent How'd you get that rich without giving too much info?

    
    whoring himself out to hundreds of men per day at 10-cents each