Do you have something that you desire, yet know you can never have whatever that is?

1. 2018-08-29 at 3:20 PM UTC

   #101
   Enterita African Astronaut

   Originally posted by Ensign §m£ÂgØL For the last time either post the conversations/logs or fuck off with your lies. We never talked.

   
   *Bill Krozby posts the conversations*
   
   "LOLOL JUST TROLLING U GUYS. U ACTUALLY BELIEVED WE DIDNT HAVE A CONVERSATION LOOOOOOOOL"
   
   You really are an annoying fucking little jedi.
2. 2018-08-29 at 4:07 PM UTC

   #102
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by stare rape If you send it to me, I promise I won't kill myself with it, I would just like to have some pentobarbital on hand for emergencies

   
   Here, I have it. I got a dental appointment now but I'll find it later and pm it to you
   
   Not that I want to you to kill yourself or anything, but having the resource might give you some comfort
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3. 2018-08-29 at 4:51 PM UTC

   #103
   

   vindicktive vinny Black Hole

   Originally posted by -SpectraL Success is getting what you want. Happiness is liking what you get.

   
   if i succeeded in getting happiness ?
4. 2018-08-29 at 6:32 PM UTC

   #104
   

   Lanny Bird of Courage

   Originally posted by stare rape If you send it to me, I promise I won't kill myself with it, I would just like to have some pentobarbital on hand for emergencies

   
   I think it was pretty expensive, would be cheaper to just buy benzos.
5. 2018-08-29 at 6:40 PM UTC

   #105
   

   HTS highlight reel

   Originally posted by DietPiano Here, I have it. I got a dental appointment now but I'll find it later and pm it to you
   
   Not that I want to you to kill yourself or anything, but having the resource might give you some comfort

   
   
6. 2018-08-30 at 12:06 AM UTC

   #106
   stare rape African Astronaut (banned)

   Originally posted by DietPiano Here, I have it. I got a dental appointment now but I'll find it later and pm it to you
   
   Not that I want to you to kill yourself or anything, but having the resource might give you some comfort

   
   Thanks. Don't worry, if I was gonna kill myself I'd probably just go with opioid OD or motorcycle crash if I wanted to make it look like an accident
   
   
   
   

   Originally posted by Lanny I think it was pretty expensive, would be cheaper to just buy benzos.

   
   Benzos either don't affect me or i black out and do stupid shit. Nembutal Is expensive, but doesn't it have like 4g per bottle?
   
   Maybe I should try getting a small amount from dnm first
7. 2018-09-01 at 12:52 AM UTC

   #107
   

   Solstice Naturally Camouflaged

   Originally posted by Lanny I think it was pretty expensive, would be cheaper to just buy benzos.

   
   It's $400 for 6 grams.
   
   Don't bother searching DNMs for barbs because all they offer is shitty phenobarbital.
8. 2018-09-01 at 12:56 AM UTC

   #108
   

   mashlehash victim of incest [my perspicuously dependant flavourlessness]

   Originally posted by Bill Krozby I desire quintanas butthole and a cup of coffee right now. soooo sooooooo rich

   
   Hi son.
9. 2018-09-01 at 7:54 AM UTC

   #109
   

   Soyboy 2.0 - The GMO Reckoning African Astronaut

   Originally posted by stare rape Benzos either don't affect me or i black out and do stupid shit. Nembutal Is expensive, but doesn't it have like 4g per bottle?

   
   An anti psychotic like haloperidol sounds like more what you want.
   
   Even phenergan or benadryl.
10. 2018-09-01 at 8:08 AM UTC

    #110
    

    Lanny Bird of Courage
    I was just looking at a dataset of fish treated with haloperidol the other day.
11. 2018-09-02 at 3:55 AM UTC

    #111
    stare rape African Astronaut (banned)

    Originally posted by MORALLY SUPERIOR BEING 2.0 - The GMO Reckoning An anti psychotic like haloperidol sounds like more what you want.
    
    Even phenergan or benadryl.

    
    I used to have a prescription for geodon so I have about 40 of them laying around somewhere
    
    They're most certainly not fun on their own but they help with stimulant comedowns. Unfortunately the risk of seizures from that combination is too great, so I only use it when I'm going absolutely insane
    
    I can't use benadryl, for me it causes full blown anticholinergic delirium in any dose higher than 50mg
    
    Haven't tried Phenergan though, might have to give that a shot. That or Baclofen. Phenibut works but not very well.