2018-08-22 at 6:10 PM UTC
Cootehill
African Astronaut
[my unsymmetrically blurry oregano]
Sunday and Monday I volunteered putting up a circus tent for an arts festival. That was fun, and it was great being around people.
Monday night I drank like 3/4 of a bottle of whiskey (I was planning on just taking one glass), and so Tuesday I did very little besides feel sick and disoriented, typical hungover behaviour. I went for a walk/run (I'm too fat to run far without injury), and then crashed into bed and slept.
Today (Wednesday) I felt awful anxiety and did almost nothing besides obsessively visit websites over and over. I think it's rebound anxiety from all the drinking I've been doing. I was going to apply for jobs, but felt such dread whenever I went to do it that I didn't.
I just took a valium and am feeling a little more sane, anxiety is gone, and might do the applications and go to the gym.
This is just fuck my life. My problems are all internal nowadays.
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2018-08-22 at 6:13 PM UTC
I feel your waaahhh brother
2018-08-22 at 6:29 PM UTC
I drank so much 100 proof vodka I still am shitting blood.
2018-08-22 at 7:55 PM UTC
Mix various drugs that way you will be on a roller coaster ride of euphoria.
2018-08-23 at 2:59 PM UTC
Cootehill
African Astronaut
[my unsymmetrically blurry oregano]
Ok got an interview after a month of psyching myself up for job hunting, and a day of actually applying.
2018-08-23 at 2:59 PM UTC
Cootehill
African Astronaut
[my unsymmetrically blurry oregano]
Actually it's more like 3 months.
2018-08-24 at 1:05 PM UTC
Cootehill
African Astronaut
[my unsymmetrically blurry oregano]
Interview went OK I suppose, but I don't think I got the job. They were impressed with my degree and higher diploma in programming, but I think I blew it by underselling myself.
Even though the role is technically accounting, they seemed more interested in my computer coding skills, and I totally failed to sell myself there.
I might email and post my github to them for Monday morning. It's got some OK projects. I'll upload more and do out a website outlining my skills this weekend also.