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2018-08-21 at 2:19 PM UTCi lied, this is not a test.
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2018-08-21 at 2:20 PM UTCcopy that
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2018-08-21 at 2:27 PM UTC
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2018-08-21 at 2:28 PM UTCwhy aren't you dead yet
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2018-08-21 at 2:41 PM UTC
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box why aren't you dead yet
I should have been dead, one time, by all accounts. I was taking a lot of molly and i had oxy as well, like, a lot of oxy. And i took it all, i figured, meh, not feeling a lot, i have good tolerance, fuck it, and i kept taking. Then my company for the night had to leave so i was like, you know what? I'll just lay in bed for now, so i went to my bedroom, grabbed my pack of smokes, grabbed a cigarette out and made myself comfy on the bed, and just like that BOOM, K.O. Didn't know what hit me.
OD
Flash forward a couple hours. My gf comes home, sees me half dead on the bed, and shakes me violently. I am like jesus fuck, what's wrong? Couldn't remember a thing, but as i was falling down from being in the upright position on the bed i hit my had in a nasty way on the headboard, real nasty, it wasn't bleeding because it had a rounded edge on it, but i literally had a slight dent in my skull.
Also, thank the fucking drug gods, i passed out before i could light my cigarette. If the OD wouldn't kill me the fucking fire/smoke definitely would have. -
2018-08-21 at 2:44 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie I should have been dead, one time, by all accounts. I was taking a lot of molly and i had oxy as well, like, a lot of oxy. And i took it all, i figured, meh, not feeling a lot, i have good tolerance, fuck it, and i kept taking. Then my company for the night had to leave so i was like, you know what? I'll just lay in bed for now, so i went to my bedroom, grabbed my pack of smokes, grabbed a cigarette out and made myself comfy on the bed, and just like that BOOM, K.O. Didn't know what hit me.
OD
Flash forward a couple hours. My gf comes home, sees me half dead on the bed, and shakes me violently. I am like jesus fuck, what's wrong? Couldn't remember a thing, but as i was falling down from being in the upright position on the bed i hit my had in a nasty way on the headboard, real nasty, it wasn't bleeding because it had a rounded edge on it, but i literally had a slight dent in my skull.
Also, thank the fucking drug gods, i passed out before i could light my cigarette. If the OD wouldn't kill me the fucking fire/smoke definitely would have.
yeah I hear that man, I should be dead now, too. -
2018-08-21 at 2:45 PM UTCAnd i know i hit my head hard because for the coming next two weeks, i would get extremely tired a couple of times throughout the day, out of the blue, and i'd almost pass out again. Two fucking weeks of that.
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2018-08-21 at 2:47 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie And i know i hit my head hard because for the coming next two weeks, i would get extremely tired a couple of times throughout the day, out of the blue, and i'd almost pass out again. Two fucking weeks of that.
I've never really fully recovered from my OD. I'm so fucking twitchy. -
2018-08-21 at 2:51 PM UTC
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2018-08-21 at 2:56 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie That's rough man, sorry to hear that, it was pretty peaceful for me. I didn't see it coming and it didn't really hurt, and luckily i didn't actually break anything permanently.
haha, peaceful is about the opposite of what I had to experience. I didn't see it coming either, and the only reason my heart didn't fucking explode was because of years of pranayama (breath control). im not really broken per se, but there's a reason i'll twitch randomly without any outside interference -
2018-08-21 at 2:59 PM UTC
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box haha, peaceful is about the opposite of what I had to experience. I didn't see it coming either, and the only reason my heart didn't fucking explode was because of years of pranayama (breath control). im not really broken per se, but there's a reason i'll twitch randomly without any outside interference
Was this the 2c-E one? Worst experience i had with drugs of that ilk was 25i-NBOMe, took too much and had a bad trip, but it was more of a mental thing than a physical one. Guess i lucked out with that one too. -
2018-08-21 at 3 PM UTCIf anyone ever wants to kill themselves, a heroic dose of opioids will do the trick nicely i guess. It was just one moment lights on the other off.
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2018-08-21 at 3:12 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie Was this the 2c-E one? Worst experience i had with drugs of that ilk was 25i-NBOMe, took too much and had a bad trip, but it was more of a mental thing than a physical one. Guess i lucked out with that one too.
yeah that was 2-ce. I thought I was dealing with a bag of methylone, so I racked myself up a nice line. ~150+ mgs of 2-ce to the dome won't necessarily kill you, but its not a fun fucking experience. also I mean it *could* kill you, unlike something like mushrooms. my heart is not a fan. I would much rather overdose on heroin. -
2018-08-21 at 3:17 PM UTC
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box yeah that was 2-ce. I thought I was dealing with a bag of methylone, so I racked myself up a nice line. ~150+ mgs of 2-ce to the dome(head) won't necessarily kill you, but its not a fun fucking experience. also I mean it *could* kill you, unlike something like mushrooms. my heart is not a fan. I would much rather overdose on heroin.
Lol, i'd rather OD on heroin as well. And damn, isn't it normally near the dosage range of 2c-P? -
2018-08-21 at 3:28 PM UTC
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2018-08-21 at 3:32 PM UTC
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box I dunno, what's the dosage on 2c-p? 2c-e is normally in the 10-20 mg range, especially snorted. I did about ten times that.
Yeah almost, 10 is really at the upper limit of what you want with the P variety. At least it wasn't 4-fluorobutyryl fentanyl. You would most assuredly be dead if that were to have been the case. -
2018-08-21 at 3:40 PM UTCThe other night I was drunk as shit and got a half gram of h, did about a third of it, was feeling pretty good
Then I decided to do the rest as it was starting to wear off, woke up with the needle still in my arm a couple hours later.
I hope that's what death is like, minus the waking up part. For those couple hours, I had no worries, no problems, no responsibilities. Just peace. -
2018-08-21 at 3:42 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie Yeah almost, 10 is really at the upper limit of what you want with the P variety. At least it wasn't 4-fluorobutyryl fentanyl. You would most assuredly be dead if that were to have been the case.
Really? Maybe I'm remembering wrong but I think I had to do close to 20 to get even close to where I wanted to be
Even then it was underwhelming but the physical side effects were such that I didn't dare take any more
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2018-08-21 at 3:45 PM UTCNot a test thread.