Originally posted by cupocheer
Was is worth it?
no, definitely not. there are some drug misadventures where I would say yes, I would do this again. this case, I just pure fucked up and did some dumb shit. confused one old bag of RCs with another and decided to just rail away regardless. I suppose in some sense it was worth it because after I came to I realized I was fucking around way too much and death was coming for me as sure as anyone.
...although, I do have to say. It was one of the most fucked up, physically painful and mentally damaging experiences of my life but holy hell, I was still high as a kite. Inbetween making sure to breath in slow, even paces and trying to navigate to my tent, occasionally I'd look around and realize the world was incredibly beautiful, at times it felt like reality itself was going to crystallize into a tear. I'm not sure I'd say those particular lovely feelings were worthy of almost dying, I've had plenty of great experiences that were similar, except I was never worried about dying or even being dehydrated.
