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Who wants hydromorphone dead?
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2018-07-30 at 11:08 AM UTCand on top of it all she got him to believe she was having his child, what a cuck no one would ever have a kid with him he's a nerd hahhahaahaha
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2018-07-30 at 1:48 PM UTCHydromorphone is one of those people that's probably really fun to be around but good God you would never want to actually be her.
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2018-07-30 at 2:07 PM UTCShe dead yet
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2018-08-01 at 7:27 PM UTC
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2018-08-01 at 8:48 PM UTCI genuinely hope Hydro is OK, I don't want another dead member.
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2018-08-09 at 8:30 PM UTCWell, I was serious, and it's why I offered up personal details if someone would have helped, but I've already got a plan, got the drugs, and got the time to do it just as soon as I get discharged from the nursing home.
I'll be discharged with a week's worth of dilaudid, so that's 350mgs, plus I'll have at least 5grams of T-PAIN, and possibly some heroin I will either cop or be given by all the residents who treat me like a princess in this shit hole. One dude just brought me a fuckload of candy, a variety of bags of chips, a fruit juice drink, and a pill of dope. I didn't do shit but give him a few cigarettes a while back, but he habitually brings me all sorts of shit from the store. I'm gonna hit everyone I can up for dope before I leave, just to add to my cocktail.
I've got some IV drip bags, dail-a-flows (the part they stick into the bag and connect to the IV, which should be treated as a sharp but they reuse and throw them in my trash can all the time because... Stupid niggers..), I have some 20 gauge needles, but I might be able to get some IV catheters so I can just start a site and hook up with my cocktail of opioids. If not I can always hit with a 20gauge needle in my femoral vein, and hook up, and once I turn that dail-a-flow to open, it'll drain that bag quick as shit, so even if I go out before it empties, I'll be good.
I've been depressed of course, I don't think anybody truly wants to die, th ey just don't want to hurt anymore, and they feel, or it's true that they don't have any chance of that changing. I thought I had a reason to keep going... I wanted to, but that's been taken, and I don't even know why... I wanted to keep going for that, but as far as I can tell, it's gone for good. I'm ready to go at this point, and I know the pain won't change, and only will get worse, as it has over the years... So, I'm ready to go.
FYI, I didn't just hang in tinychat to see what was going on, I left shortly after I lost my nerve. I was scared and I have social anxiety. I thought I could do it, but I couldn't. Plus, someone encouraged me not to, and at the time I thought it was the better idea to keep going...
This will be a relatively easy and peaceful way to go, and I might even try and get some benzos to help get me relaxed and to help the CNS depression.
Well, just letting you all know, I don't need help at this point. I just have to be patient, but not for a super long time. One more week or two.. A month at most... I'll make a post here when I'm ready to go. Took a while to come back and post since I've been really sick and it's been hard to do a lot and just physically and mentally draining to do anything.
Take care, everyone. Hopefully soon I'll be saying goodbye for good, and getting on the bus with Malice. 4 -
2018-08-09 at 8:32 PM UTCAre you per chance related to Mewsik aka Teena OP?
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2018-08-09 at 8:37 PM UTCLOL@Ell
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2018-08-09 at 8:53 PM UTC
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2018-08-09 at 9:23 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone Well, I was serious, and it's why I offered up personal details if someone would have helped, but I've already got a plan, got the drugs, and got the time to do it just as soon as I get discharged from the nursing home.
I'll be discharged with a week's worth of dilaudid, so that's 350mgs, plus I'll have at least 5grams of T-PAIN, and possibly some heroin I will either cop or be given by all the residents who treat me like a princess in this shit hole. One dude just brought me a fuckload of candy, a variety of bags of chips, a fruit juice drink, and a pill of dope. I didn't do shit but give him a few cigarettes a while back, but he habitually brings me all sorts of shit from the store. I'm gonna hit everyone I can up for dope before I leave, just to add to my cocktail.
I've got some IV drip bags, dail-a-flows (the part they stick into the bag and connect to the IV, which should be treated as a sharp but they reuse and throw them in my trash can all the time because… Stupid niggers..), I have some 20 gauge needles, but I might be able to get some IV catheters so I can just start a site and hook up with my cocktail of opioids. If not I can always hit with a 20gauge needle in my femoral vein, and hook up, and once I turn that dail-a-flow to open, it'll drain that bag quick as shit, so even if I go out before it empties, I'll be good.
I've been depressed of course, I don't think anybody truly wants to die, th ey just don't want to hurt anymore, and they feel, or it's true that they don't have any chance of that changing. I thought I had a reason to keep going… I wanted to, but that's been taken, and I don't even know why… I wanted to keep going for that, but as far as I can tell, it's gone for good. I'm ready to go at this point, and I know the pain won't change, and only will get worse, as it has over the years… So, I'm ready to go.
FYI, I didn't just hang in tinychat to see what was going on, I left shortly after I lost my nerve. I was scared and I have social anxiety. I thought I could do it, but I couldn't. Plus, someone encouraged me not to, and at the time I thought it was the better idea to keep going…
This will be a relatively easy and peaceful way to go, and I might even try and get some benzos to help get me relaxed and to help the CNS depression.
Well, just letting you all know, I don't need help at this point. I just have to be patient, but not for a super long time. One more week or two.. A month at most… I'll make a post here when I'm ready to go. Took a while to come back and post since I've been really sick and it's been hard to do a lot and just physically and mentally draining to do anything.
Take care, everyone. Hopefully soon I'll be saying goodbye for good, and getting on the bus with Malice. 4
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2018-08-09 at 9:32 PM UTC
Originally posted by Ensign §m£ÂgØL It would make a difference if people didn't think like you. Voting should be mandatory imo.
https://medium.com/the-mission/the-myth-of-making-a-difference-4f81504343f6 -
2018-08-09 at 9:40 PM UTC
Originally posted by Cootehill Everyone is killing themselves and I'm starting to feel left out.
Who is that?
The drama queen who deleted all her posts after her latest drunken melt down
Maybe this will help refresh the membanks
It seems the nigs threaten suicide for attention while the DHers get drunk and have public melt downs instead
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2018-08-10 at 1:29 AM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ https://medium.com/the-mission/the-myth-of-making-a-difference-4f81504343f6
Yeah yeah, every teenager ever has come to that realization. And if all of them who are of legal age went and voted, we probably wouldn't have an oompa loompa as president. Apathy is a real killer of democracy.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-08-10 at 1:34 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone Well, I was serious, and it's why I offered up personal details if someone would have helped, but I've already got a plan, got the drugs, and got the time to do it just as soon as I get discharged from the nursing home.
I'll be discharged with a week's worth of dilaudid, so that's 350mgs, plus I'll have at least 5grams of T-PAIN, and possibly some heroin I will either cop or be given by all the residents who treat me like a princess in this shit hole. One dude just brought me a fuckload of candy, a variety of bags of chips, a fruit juice drink, and a pill of dope. I didn't do shit but give him a few cigarettes a while back, but he habitually brings me all sorts of shit from the store. I'm gonna hit everyone I can up for dope before I leave, just to add to my cocktail.
I've got some IV drip bags, dail-a-flows (the part they stick into the bag and connect to the IV, which should be treated as a sharp but they reuse and throw them in my trash can all the time because… Stupid niggers..), I have some 20 gauge needles, but I might be able to get some IV catheters so I can just start a site and hook up with my cocktail of opioids. If not I can always hit with a 20gauge needle in my femoral vein, and hook up, and once I turn that dail-a-flow to open, it'll drain that bag quick as shit, so even if I go out before it empties, I'll be good.
I've been depressed of course, I don't think anybody truly wants to die, th ey just don't want to hurt anymore, and they feel, or it's true that they don't have any chance of that changing. I thought I had a reason to keep going… I wanted to, but that's been taken, and I don't even know why… I wanted to keep going for that, but as far as I can tell, it's gone for good. I'm ready to go at this point, and I know the pain won't change, and only will get worse, as it has over the years… So, I'm ready to go.
FYI, I didn't just hang in tinychat to see what was going on, I left shortly after I lost my nerve. I was scared and I have social anxiety. I thought I could do it, but I couldn't. Plus, someone encouraged me not to, and at the time I thought it was the better idea to keep going…
This will be a relatively easy and peaceful way to go, and I might even try and get some benzos to help get me relaxed and to help the CNS depression.
Well, just letting you all know, I don't need help at this point. I just have to be patient, but not for a super long time. One more week or two.. A month at most… I'll make a post here when I'm ready to go. Took a while to come back and post since I've been really sick and it's been hard to do a lot and just physically and mentally draining to do anything.
Take care, everyone. Hopefully soon I'll be saying goodbye for good, and getting on the bus with Malice. 4
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2018-08-10 at 1:38 AM UTC
Originally posted by Ensign §m£ÂgØL Yeah yeah, every teenager ever has come to that realization. And if all of them who are of legal age went and voted, we probably wouldn't have an oompa loompa as president. Apathy is a real killer of democracy.
Hey I don't necessarily disagree with ya I just think the article makes some fair points. What's ideal and what's realistic are two different things.
But like any change, it does have to start somewhere, and I'm sure it won't be in our lifetime but I guess maybe someday voting could be accepted as such an important thing that turnout could exceed 80 or 90 percent.
Maybe. -
2018-08-10 at 1:43 AM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ Hey I don't necessarily disagree with ya I just think the article makes some fair points. What's ideal and what's realistic are two different things.
But like any change, it does have to start somewhere, and I'm sure it won't be in our lifetime but I guess maybe someday voting could be accepted as such an important thing that turnout could exceed 80 or 90 percent.
Maybe.
This is why I believe in opt out voting and a voting period of at least a week. Democracy doesn't work if a large portion of the population isn't participating. -
2018-08-10 at 1:47 AM UTCNot voting is a form of voting.
It strengthens the voting power for those who choose to (((vote))).The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-08-10 at 3:37 AM UTC
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2018-08-10 at 5:10 PM UTCQuit talking about it looking for sympathy and just do it.
I hope it fucking hurts you bitch.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-08-10 at 8:21 PM UTC
Originally posted by S6x I used to love that place until one day I bought dinner and broke a tooth on a piece of chicken bone in a pasta I ordered. then I decided to go back another day and I purchased one of those Brownie-icecream thingies and the filling they replaced the tooth had shattered when I bit into a piece of what looked like plastic in the fucking brownie.
I havn't been back to Applebees since. they were the ones that made those soutwest eggrolls and apetiser platters? I miss those.
Fuck that.
