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2016-06-05 at 1:49 PM UTC
I am such a piece of shit. Put me out of my misery.
So I'm at the fucking gym today and I know she'll be in later on in the night.
So I'm purposely spreading out my fucking sets so I'll run into her. I'm even looking out the goddamn window to see if her car's there yet.
Fucking pathetic. I am fucking pathetic. What the FUCK is wrong with me? I'm such a piece of goddamn shit. Oh god. I'm what I make fun of. I would literally kill a guy if I noticed him doing something like that.
Am I that fucking lonely? Am I that fucking awful?
So anyway… as I'm leaving I see her coming in. She says to me "see ya!" coz she knows I'm leaving and I reply, "You gonna be in here sunday night?" and she said she would. So I said I'd talk to her then.
So sunday night I'll be asking her out and getting rejected. I DESERVE to be rejected for this patheticness though. This is fucking shameful and disgusting. I hate myself right now.Well, today was the day.
I decided I would ask her as I was leaving. I was fine with it up until five minutes beforehand. Then when I was walking up to her I started feeling myself going red. I went to the bathroom instead and checked in the mirror – my face was fine, but my whole neck was red as fuck. I decided to put on my jacket and zip it all the way to the top. You could still see it was red.
I had to make my skin look normal! I couldn't believe I was this nervous. I went to the drinking fountain and started drinking lots of water. I paced around in the lobby, trying to remember what the fuck I was meant to say. I had planned it out word for word just before, but now my brain was mush!
I didn't go with the virtual reality question route. I decided to get straight to the point, and say since we're both single, why not try dating?
So I waited around for her friends to leave, so I could ask her out privately, and went in to make my move. Most nervous I've ever been since I can fucking remember.
https://twitter.com/theofficebbc/status/190945839370350592When I was walking to my car, I saw hers next to mine. I was seriously considering keying it or slashing the tire or something, but there are cameras there and on retrospect, she'd know it was me.
Well, two things are for sure right now.
1) I hate women again.
You put on your jacket and zipped it up all the way because your neck was red.
Reflect upon your behavior, your posts, private thoughts and emotions, and you will see why you did indeed deserve to be rejected, and were. Women like men, not boys, and you are in a realm where those who are unable to leave never truly grow up. -
2016-06-05 at 1:51 PM UTC
The thing that sucks is I don't even consider myself beta anymore. I get laid, I've even had a long-term girlfriend.
I don't fucking know with women. I just don't fucking know.
Maybe little girls are more your thing. Does this do anything for you?
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2016-06-05 at 2:09 PM UTCSee? Never grew up.
Good god Sophie, trying to convert more to your kind.
Enter, do you understand this? You are seen as so pathetic that it was actually genuinely suggested, and I assure you Sophie was not deriding you, that you abandon your pursuit of adult women and become a pedophile, explore whether you may be one. Do you understand how low you must be seen, in a board that holds the lowest of the low, those desperately clinging to a faded image within a dilapidated rotting oversized box of a drug den, some of the most vile and repulsive degenerates, to have been sincerely suggested to abandon any hope of attaining women your age and resort to becoming a pederast, preying on children?
I was wrong, what you need to resort to isn't suicide, or even murder. You need to rape her. Hunting her down and raping her, imposing your will on her and superseding hers, forever imprinting yourself on her mind and scarring her with the pain she deserves, will bolster your ego like nothing else.
Rape is the truest expression of mankind's soul. -
2016-06-05 at 2:20 PM UTC
You're one to talk, what was it you said about never so much as holding a girl's hand or kissing? Enter may be a beta edgelord but you take the fucking cake. (No offense <3)
I've genuinely never wanted to. Even during puberty I was against the concept of love, told myself I should kill anyone if I ever found I fell in love for them, felt I should restrain, attempt to eliminate any corrupting influence the human body I did not choose to be born into and its emotions held over my pure consciousness, my rational mind. I can't convey every thought I've had, every piece of data I've attained, to justify this.
I genuinely don't think I've ever felt love or connection for anyone else.
Well, that didn't work out well. As I've said before, if you're going against eons of evolution, you're probably going to lose. But it was still my choice, and it was an act of pure madness to isolate myself to this point for such a prolonged period of time, to deny such a fundamental of humanity to the point of self-destruction. By choosing the mode of death you supersede nature and impose death as the deity imposes creation. -
2016-06-05 at 2:33 PM UTCThe opposite of rejection is spending 5 years bettering myself and coming back to the city feeling like Goku coming out of the hyperbolic time chamber. My phone blowing up. Busy gotta go RIGHT NOW and cut this post off. Fuck LEAVE ME ALONE!
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2016-06-05 at 2:48 PM UTC
See? Never grew up.
Good god Sophie, trying to convert more to your kind.
Enter, do you understand this? You are seen as so pathetic that it was actually genuinely suggested, and I assure you Sophie was not deriding you, that you abandon your pursuit of adult women and become a pedophile, explore whether you may be one. Do you understand how low you must be seen, in a board that holds the lowest of the low, those desperately clinging to a faded image within a dilapidated rotting oversized box of a drug den, some of the most vile and repulsive degenerates, to have been sincerely suggested to abandon any hope of attaining women your age and resort to becoming a pederast, preying on children?
I was wrong, what you need to resort to isn't suicide, or even murder. You need to rape her. Hunting her down and raping her, imposing your will on her and superseding hers, forever imprinting yourself on her mind and scarring her with the pain she deserves, will bolster your ego like nothing else.
Rape is the truest expression of mankind's soul.
Your kind he says, converting he says. I'll have you know pedophiles constitute a significant minority.
Furthermore a pederast only likes boys and one does not simply "become a pedophile" in the same way one does not "become gay" it's not really a choice, that being said, i'm, merely suggesting Enter try something fresh, like preteen pussy.
Here's how you test if you're a pedo.
At what time does this girl become sexually attractive to you? For me it's around the 1 miunute 10 seconds part, go ahead and do the test. -
2016-06-05 at 2:58 PM UTC
I've genuinely never wanted to. Even during puberty I was against the concept of love, told myself I should kill anyone if I ever found I fell in love for them, felt I should restrain, attempt to eliminate any corrupting influence the human body I did not choose to be born into and its emotions held over my pure consciousness, my rational mind. I can't convey every thought I've had, every piece of data I've attained, to justify this.
I genuinely don't think I've ever felt love or connection for anyone else.
Well, that didn't work out well. As I've said before, if you're going against eons of evolution, you're probably going to lose. But it was still my choice, and it was an act of pure madness to isolate myself to this point for such a prolonged period of time, to deny such a fundamental of humanity to the point of self-destruction. By choosing the mode of death you supersede nature and impose death as the deity imposes creation.
Pfft, who is this deity you speak of? Don't tell me you are deifying nature, because even if you are, choosing the mode of death imposes nothing but a fundamental law of the deity upon you. Also, talking about Gods sounds mightily deterministic. I thought you were a man of rational thought, or are you simply a product of a predetermined set of events over which you hold no moral or intellectual agency?
In other words, don't bullshit me. -
2016-06-05 at 3 PM UTCI have no sex drive right now, so I'm allowed to objectively say that she starts to look like an annoying cunt at around 2:02. I hate women.
Malice, you've given me a lot to think about. Scronaldo_J_Trump, I am going to go into an hyperbolic time chamber tomorrow morning. -
2016-06-05 at 3:06 PM UTC
I have no sex drive right now, so I'm allowed to objectively say that she starts to look like an annoying cunt at around 2:02. I hate women.
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Diagnosis: Hebephile with slight pedo overlap.
[greentext]>Malice, you've given me a lot to think about.[/greentext]
I can hear him creaming his pants from here. -
2016-06-05 at 3:14 PM UTCI'm gonna start being meaner to women. I once quoted american psycho to a girl, "you're a fucking ugly bitch, and I wanna play around with your blood" and since then she's invited me over to her house just to hang out. She has a boyfriend but like... she didn't even know I was quoting that movie, she thought I was serious and still invited me OVESNBEDG kjNiSJGn SJIGKn WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME.
STOP JUSTIFYING EVERYTHING YOU STUPID FUCK. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU!!! I HATE YOU!!! I HAAATE YOOOOOOU!!!! -
2016-06-05 at 3:23 PM UTC0:52 - blood flow to flaccid penis begins
1:48 - semi-erect - gently massaging taint
3:50 - full on massive erection - fisting my asshole
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2016-06-05 at 3:36 PM UTC
0:52 - blood flow to flaccid penis begins
1:48 - semi-erect - gently massaging taint
3:50 - full on massive erection - fisting my asshole
A true pedo chum. -
2016-06-05 at 3:58 PM UTC
Here's how you test if you're a pedo.
At what time does this girl become sexually attractive to you? For me it's around the 1 miunute 10 seconds part, go ahead and do the test.
Never, my sex drive is abnormally low and I've always been extremely selective about what I like. On the former, it's been at its deepest through in my life for the last month or few for some reason, no thoughts of sex, erections at any point, desire to masturbate or having done so for a month+ time, same for viewing porn, sex actually looking repulsive, "gross" would be the most accurate way to convey how it seems, like a child who hasn't gone through puberty.
Very abnormal for a relatively and mostly healthy male of 26. It could be extreme lifestyle, social isolation of this degree and length has uniquely destructive effects found from nothing else (Toward a Neurology of Loneliness), possibly parts of my body, including brain, continuing to degrade, "shut down" and deteriorate. Or I could simply have abnormally low testosterone levels right now, likely from lifestyle, possibly from secondary hypogonadism due to a pituitary gland tumor. I've speculated that tumors, some pronounced neurological abnormality stable enough, effecting certain areas, to have pronounced effects yet avoid the most severe and clearest symptoms, severe headaches, particularly seizures, other signs that something life threatening is occurring.
But enough about me, to summarize, I can't properly take this test right now. May try a SARM, HcG, AI combo eventually, possibly replacing or augmenting the SARM with test +- another AAS. Although even that may not do it without actual socialization.
She does become pretty at age 10, at least in motion, but not in a sexual manner.
​Pfft, who is this deity you speak of? Don't tell me you are deifying nature, because even if you are, choosing the mode of death imposes nothing but a fundamental law of the deity upon you. Also, talking about Gods sounds mightily deterministic. I thought you were a man of rational thought, or are you simply a product of a predetermined set of events over which you hold no moral or intellectual agency?
In other words, don't bullshit me.
lel: http://imgur.com/gallery/6DZ23
Still, many, if they truly understood me, would describe me as having abandoned, shed, some of the most fundamental aspects of humanity, for better or worse. It's a grotesque and bizarre experience, terrifying if you realize it's your own life and this could well be irreversible, at least fully, and who knows to what extent. That, and the years past, how they develop/alter you, are forever gone. -
2016-06-05 at 4:05 PM UTCI wouldn't say you're completely isolated. I talk to a lot of loners/whatever-word-you-wanna-use on the internet, but the fact that they're communicating on the internet means they're not really isolated.
I can go weeks, months... POSSIBLY years without talking to people IRL, but to go even a day without talking to someone on the internet, even if it's just a random fucktard on a subreddit? Nope, impossibru. -
2016-06-05 at 4:46 PM UTC
Maybe little girls are more your thing. Does this do anything for you?
There's nothing wrong with liking this. Human girls are beautiful. Non sickfucks go awee cute kids.
What is wrong and brings in FBI law enforcement is when you oversexualize it to the point where society has to hold you back from abducting a child and raping them.
That's why /Hebe/ got killed they just pushed the line.
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2016-06-05 at 4:49 PM UTC
Maybe little girls are more your thing. Does this do anything for you?
Goddamn, I can't decide which one I want. #2 has the sluttiest face and hair and looks like a great fuck, but #5 has the best figure and tits. -
2016-06-05 at 4:53 PM UTC3rd from the right is the skinniest. Therefore she is the prettiest.
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2016-06-05 at 4:58 PM UTC
3rd from the right is the skinniest. Therefore she is the prettiest.
idk man, ab muscles on a loli kinda freak me out. -
2016-06-05 at 11:06 PM UTC
Never, my sex drive is abnormally low and I've always been extremely selective about what I like. On the former, it's been at its deepest through in my life for the last month or few for some reason, no thoughts of sex, erections at any point, desire to masturbate or having done so for a month+ time, same for viewing porn, sex actually looking repulsive, "gross" would be the most accurate way to convey how it seems, like a child who hasn't gone through puberty.
Very abnormal for a relatively and mostly healthy male of 26. It could be extreme lifestyle, social isolation of this degree and length has uniquely destructive effects found from nothing else (Toward a Neurology of Loneliness), possibly parts of my body, including brain, continuing to degrade, "shut down" and deteriorate. Or I could simply have abnormally low testosterone levels right now, likely from lifestyle, possibly from secondary hypogonadism due to a pituitary gland tumor. I've speculated that tumors, some pronounced neurological abnormality stable enough, effecting certain areas, to have pronounced effects yet avoid the most severe and clearest symptoms, severe headaches, particularly seizures, other signs that something life threatening is occurring.
But enough about me, to summarize, I can't properly take this test right now. May try a SARM, HcG, AI combo eventually, possibly replacing or augmenting the SARM with test +- another AAS. Although even that may not do it without actual socialization.
She does become pretty at age 10, at least in motion, but not in a sexual manner.
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lel: http://imgur.com/gallery/6DZ23
Still, many, if they truly understood me, would describe me as having abandoned, shed, some of the most fundamental aspects of humanity, for better or worse. It's a grotesque and bizarre experience, terrifying if you realize it's your own life and this could well be irreversible, at least fully, and who knows to what extent. That, and the years past, how they develop/alter you, are forever gone.
Dostoyevsky was an idiot. -
2016-06-05 at 11:08 PM UTC
Goddamn, I can't decide which one I want. #2 has the sluttiest face and hair and looks like a great fuck, but #5 has the best figure and tits.
For me it's #3.
