2018-08-01 at 8:27 PM UTC
You grow up in your own head with your own thoughts and that combined with life experiences makes you into a unique person. There are things that everyone has done that were terrible, or that they are ashamed of, that they don't tell anyone, or tell very few people. When you get to know somebody really well, like after living with them, you eventually will become more like each other and some of those things will be shared because of the trust developed. But you can never know what they may not be sharing. There is always a part of everyone inside that is terrible and evil and selfish that they will never reveal 100% to anyone, so the idea of the person you are in a relationship with in your head is not totally accurate. Its a false representation of someone, to some degree, and maybe if you found out who that person really was, your image of them would be different. But at the same time, you are also hiding aspects of yourself. People want to believe that there is someone that legitimately cares about their wellbeing, to feel worthy and cared for because there's always that small voice in the back of everyone's head that tells you that you're a worthless, vile piece of shit, and if you can find someone to tell you that it's ok, it soothes the anxiety and worry.
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2018-08-02 at 1:59 AM UTC
kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III
You grow up in your own head with your own thoughts and that combined with life experiences makes you into a unique person. There are things that everyone has done that were terrible, or that they are ashamed of, that they don't tell anyone, or tell very few people. When you get to know somebody really well, like after living with them, you eventually will become more like each other and some of those things will be shared because of the trust developed. But you can never know what they may not be sharing. There is always a part of everyone inside that is terrible and evil and selfish that they will never reveal 100% to anyone, so the idea of the person you are in a relationship with in your head is not totally accurate. Its a false representation of someone, to some degree, and maybe if you found out who that person really was, your image of them would be different. But at the same time, you are also hiding aspects of yourself. People want to believe that there is someone that legitimately cares about their wellbeing, to feel worthy and cared for because there's always that small voice in the back of everyone's head that tells you that you're a worthless, vile piece of shit, and if you can find someone to tell you that it's ok, it soothes the anxiety and worry.
yeah i feel ya brah, thats why im not w my gf anymore after a year. I don't think she was exactly 'vile' like some people are but it was just enough to where her slights were annoying and she could easily chalk them up to 'not knowing' , 'didn't get that call'
and when Id confront her about it she'd end up getting easily flustered. who knows man, i get thos kind of things and I'm far from perfect myself but I'm pretty upfront compared to most people i believe and despite our differences i hoped that we could be upfront for each other.
its a dog eat dog world out there man..
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2018-08-02 at 2:02 AM UTC
I feel this so much right now.
2018-08-02 at 2:04 AM UTC
kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
but one more thing, i have a neighbor and he is getting married and he was talking to me about how his soon to be wyfe was going on a pilgramige in spain in july and how he missed her so much and how he's madly in love with her which is good more power to the guy, i've been madly in love but the way he talks about her there is nothing she can do wrong.
and I think that thats strange but maybe i'm the one with the problem to where I can't be so positive about everything the way he is. maybe he's just more "whole" than I am and those things aren't a problem to him.
It's quite the quandary.
2018-08-02 at 2:07 AM UTC
No you never truly know anyone. Not even yourself. But that's ok, mystery is good.
2018-08-02 at 2:08 AM UTC
Everyone has secrets. That's what makes us so special. :)
(I'm wearing european styled undergarments... )
2018-08-02 at 2:47 AM UTC
kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
But anyways.. My ex gf had tats the funky hair and while having a sweet personality and was caring towards me and let me fuck her any way i wanted. She never once did anything i wanted to do outside of the bedroom despite me going to meet her family and friends holidays the stupid aquarium.
It got annoying and i told her i hated her family and her sister called me up just to say shes glad she never met me lol
2018-08-02 at 2:52 AM UTC
kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
I am literally wearing boxer briefs that have a raccoon on them that says "pair of thieves"
Hehehehehe
