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    Fml I feel so lost all the time. The girls I mess around with are terrible and I have no future with them. I want opiates all the time but am seriously gambling with my freedom if I take them. I spent the last year and a half taking hydromorphone codeine and suboxone just to get out and have to be sober. I drink and when I drink I get extremely hungry for more liquor. My job is decent for my situation but still demeaning and depressing. All the former friends are mutt snakes. People are so fucking boring vapid and vacant. I have so many ideas for things that I don't follow through on because lack of motivation. I don't look nearly as damaged as I actually am. I find it extremely hard to relate to anyone on a real level. People are so fucking terrible. I feel sad pretty much from the minute I wake up. I've wasted so much of my life. I have aggression, assertivrness and confidence but feel these tools are without an end. I am literally Brian Wilson and David Foster Wallace
  2. #2
    Welcome to life.
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  3. #3
    joerell African Astronaut [twine our circinate supersymmetry]
    Lulu can talk to you late at night and cheer you up.
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    No. I’ve got my own issues to deal with :)
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    joerell African Astronaut [twine our circinate supersymmetry]
    I suggest you all see a qualified psychiatrist and get a group rate.
  6. #6
    It's worse than this post
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    infinityshock Black Hole
    Originally posted by yum Fml I feel so lost all the time. The girls I mess around with are terrible and I have no future with them. I want opiates all the time but am seriously gambling with my freedom if I take them. I spent the last year and a half taking hydromorphone codeine and suboxone just to get out and have to be sober. I drink and when I drink I get extremely hungry for more liquor. My job is decent for my situation but still demeaning and depressing. All the former friends are mutt snakes. People are so fucking boring vapid and vacant. I have so many ideas for things that I don't follow through on because lack of motivation. I don't look nearly as damaged as I actually am. I find it extremely hard to relate to anyone on a real level. People are so fucking terrible. I feel sad pretty much from the minute I wake up. I've wasted so much of my life. I have aggression, assertivrness and confidence but feel these tools are without an end. I am literally Brian Wilson and David Foster Wallace

    ill pay you to suck my dick
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    infinityshock Black Hole
    Originally posted by yum Fml I feel so lost all the time. The girls I mess around with are terrible and I have no future with them. I want opiates all the time but am seriously gambling with my freedom if I take them. I spent the last year and a half taking hydromorphone codeine and suboxone just to get out and have to be sober. I drink and when I drink I get extremely hungry for more liquor. My job is decent for my situation but still demeaning and depressing. All the former friends are mutt snakes. People are so fucking boring vapid and vacant. I have so many ideas for things that I don't follow through on because lack of motivation. I don't look nearly as damaged as I actually am. I find it extremely hard to relate to anyone on a real level. People are so fucking terrible. I feel sad pretty much from the minute I wake up. I've wasted so much of my life. I have aggression, assertivrness and confidence but feel these tools are without an end. I am literally Brian Wilson and David Foster Wallace

    wait...what?

    you hypocrite unterbottom...

    youre the loser that just called me a ...quote 'retarded loser'...
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    Originally posted by joerell I suggest you all see a qualified psychiatrist and get a group rate.

    One of my personalities is a psychiatrist.
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    infinityshock Black Hole
    Originally posted by ohfralala One of my personalities is a psychiatrist.

    schedule an appointment for me with whichever of your personalities that exchanges orifice rental for financial compensation.
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    ~L J~ African Astronaut [this acceleratory nonflavored troubadour]
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    Come join my bowling team!

    So one far there's only 1 member and he kinda sucks.
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    apt Tuskegee Airman
    nigger
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    Manonfire African Astronaut
    Yum I get u
    That's why I was a pill head
    Had to numb shit
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    joerell African Astronaut [twine our circinate supersymmetry]
    Originally posted by ohfralala One of my personalities is a psychiatrist.

    Obviously not a good one and probably leftist...you love sick pedos.
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    Fuck Yeah, I can't live full time in the woods like you teddy but I'm def gonna get a place out there. I found a cheap and beautiful area with nothing around it. Ideally I'd like to either be outside North America or in the backwoods of it

    I feel less gay now, I just always wake up angry anxious and shitty. I want so many things I can't have
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  17. #17
    Manonfire African Astronaut
    Originally posted by joerell Obviously not a good one and probably leftist…you love sick pedos.

    Dam Joe boy was hoping u took weekends off here
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    Manonfire African Astronaut
    Originally posted by yum Fuck Yeah, I can't live full time in the woods like you teddy but I'm def gonna get a place out there. I found a cheap and beautiful area with nothing around it. Ideally I'd like to either be outside North America or in the backwoods of it

    I feel less gay now, I just always wake up angry anxious and shitty. I want so many things I can't have

    Come to jersey man
    Let us get in to some trouble
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    Originally posted by Manonfire Come to jersey

    Lol never
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    Manonfire African Astronaut
    So ur not a faggot?
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