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I'm still alive and kickin' unfortunately... I'm now in the most ghetto nursing home in the world.
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2018-06-21 at 5:14 PM UTC
Originally posted by NARCassist is that the one that started with
also. you're arguing t-pain when we're talking about opiates. i already pointed out there is a difference between opiates and opoids. opoids are synthetic man made opiate like substances where as opiates only refer to substances refined from the opium poppy, namely codeine, morphine and diamorphine.
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casomorphins, mitragynine, etc.
You have no idea what you're talking about. I posted multiple sources to prove the same point. That's what science is. These studies are relatively new, but pointing to the same thing with zero studies negating their findings. Go find one. I'm waiting. -
2018-06-21 at 5:15 PM UTCAlso you spelled 'opioids' wrong.
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2018-06-21 at 5:24 PM UTCcasomorphin doesnt cross the bbb
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2018-06-21 at 5:33 PM UTC
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2018-06-21 at 5:46 PM UTCWhy, after it's come to light that all this was a huge monumental troll where you fucks all got trolled so hard my huge black cock got reamed up to your throat, is this STILL a fucking issue even? I'm NOT pregnant (but even if I was, my hydromorphone is PRESCRIBED, 10mgs every 4 hours, so you can fuck right off with that), I do NOT have HIV, the only truth is I married 1337, and well, recently went through this shit where I very well could have died, coming close to, as my hemoglobin kept dropping from the infection being in the bone/marrow, as that's where red blood cells are produced. I might never get this infection out of my knee joint or the bone, so it's still a bit scary at this point, but here I am for now and that's unfortunately the truth.
§m£ÂgØL, why do you keep holding on to so much negativity? You know deep down I am not the worst person in the world. I have my flaws, just as we all do, and granted, my mental instability I've had in the past has caused me to do seriously wrong shit, to which I have extreme regret for, and have tried to, as best as one can, tried to make amends, tried to "fix" as much as I can. I at least own my wrongs and I TRY to do better than that, and learn from that, rather that shirk it, or blame others, or pretend it didn't happen, like some people do... like you seem to do sometimes. While I've been here, I've made friends with other residents, some who can't talk from strokes, to which in the short time here, I've tried to help him spell better, and work on talking, since this fucked up place hasn't set him up speech therapy. He comes to my room and sometimes I go to his. I have others who come up every night to just bullshit with me. There's a running joke started that they're all my boyfriends since I got all these guys coming up to my room, and have quickly become a pretty popular person out in the yard most everyone seems to like. I share my smokes, I share my food with the people here, I even have shared and given clothes to my roommate, who doesn't have all that much. I'm not a stingy person, and I have genuine empathy for others, and do my best to help where and when I can. Of course though, you're going to paint me as some evil person for your own negative experiences, forgetting any positive, and being biased from a failed relationship.
Carrying around all the hurt isn't good, §m£ÂgØL. You Just have to let go of it, and move on from it. That's why I've suggested and encouraged you so much to get in with a therapist regularly to help you with these problems. The shit ends up rotting your soul and mind after a while when you cling to pat hurt and pain, when you hold so much hate so close.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-06-21 at 5:47 PM UTC(((CNS opioids)))
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2018-06-21 at 5:50 PM UTChydro is dying
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2018-06-21 at 5:51 PM UTCyou guys do realize that NAS is just a child going through withdrawal symptoms after birth right? it stands for neonatal abstinence syndrome. it has nothing to do with brain damage at all.
the fact is that doing tests to see if opiate use has any harmful long term effects is very difficult due to the fact that pregnant heroin users have a tendency to live a very neglectful lifestyle, they rarely eat properly meaning the baby is unlikely to be getting all the vitamins and minerals that are vital for its development. most will smoke and drink as well as doing all manner of other drugs.
what is a fact tho is that heroin and morphine do not cause permanent damage to tissue or any organs, it certainly doesn't alter brain matter or any other part of the body. it works by tricking the brain into releasing dopamine. dopamine is a neurotransmitter. it does not cause any harm to the brain or alter it in any way, its a natural part of your brain chemistry.
most of the heroin addicts you see that are fucked up are junkies, they don't use heroin exclusively. they'll use anything they can get their hands on. everyone including the media will always attribute their undoing to the heroin tho. a lot of the negative effects they experience are due simply to self neglect, not eating properly and poor hygiene. look at a junkie and then compare them to a true heroin addict who uses heroin pretty much exclusively and you will see a much different picture. i've been mostly exclusive to heroin for 23 years. i don't drink, i occasionally do acid and a little hash and not much else. i've always taken the time to keep a decent standard of hygiene and have always fed myself well. i am literally healthier than most people my age who are nothing more than 'moderate' drinkers. the only time i've ever had to go to hospital as an adult is when i broke my arm when i was 17. i rarely go to the doctors, and most of the times i have is to get a methadone script. so how do you explain that? after 23 years of using this drug that's so fucking dangerous and harmful.
and then look at sploo after just a few years of doing spice ffs, lol.
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2018-06-21 at 5:57 PM UTC
Originally posted by NARCassist 1you guys do realize that NAS is just a child going through withdrawal symptoms after birth right? it stands for neonatal abstinence syndrome. it has nothing to do with brain damage at all.
2the fact is that doing tests to see if opiate use has any harmful long term effects is very difficult due to the fact that pregnant heroin users have a tendency to live a very neglectful lifestyle, they rarely eat properly meaning the baby is unlikely to be getting all the vitamins and minerals that are vital for its development. most will smoke and drink as well as doing all manner of other drugs.
what is a fact tho is that heroin and morphine do not cause permanent damage to tissue or any organs, it certainly doesn't alter brain matter or any other part of the body. it works by tricking the brain into releasing dopamine. dopamine is a neurotransmitter. it does not cause any harm to the brain or alter it in any way, its a natural part of your brain chemistry.
most of the heroin addicts you see that are fucked up are junkies, they don't use heroin exclusively. they'll use anything they can get their hands on. everyone including the media will always attribute their undoing to the heroin tho. a lot of the negative effects they experience are due simply to self neglect, not eating properly and poor hygiene. look at a junkie and then compare them to a true heroin addict who uses heroin pretty much exclusively and you will see a much different picture. i've been mostly exclusive to heroin for 23 years. i don't drink, i occasionally do acid and a little hash and not much else. i've always taken the time to keep a decent standard of hygiene and have always fed myself well. i am literally healthier than most people my age who are nothing more than 'moderate' drinkers. the only time i've ever had to go to hospital as an adult is when i broke my arm when i was 17. i rarely go to the doctors, and most of the times i have is to get a methadone script. so how do you explain that? after 23 years of using this drug that's so fucking dangerous and harmful.
and then look at sploo after just a few years of doing spice ffs, lol.
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1. yes the withdrawal syndrome and the brain damage the opiatiod /causes the baby are separate things, but closely related
2. the fact that heroin makes people live miserable degenerate lives is just a result of heroin, not the heroin itself, therefore it is safe.
because you've been able to chip for 23 years, which is probably a total lie anyyway, somehow this generalization applies to all users as well as their fetuses? you're wasting your time do some jigsaw pussels instead. its cool you admitted your total lack of neuroscience comprehension tho -
2018-06-21 at 6:03 PM UTC
Originally posted by Glokula's Homabla 1. yes the withdrawal syndrome and the brain damage the opiatiod /causes the baby are separate things, but closely related
again, just because you say so? wtf? what the fuck is 'closely related' about them?
Originally posted by Glokula's Homabla 2. the fact that heroin makes people live miserable degenerate lives is just a result of heroin, not the heroin itself, therefore it is safe.
a lot of people live perfectly happy lives on heroin. again i think you're confusing self-destructive junkies with heroin userss. the two are not mutually exclusive, why do you have such trouble understanding that?
Originally posted by Glokula's Homabla because you've been able to chip for 23 years, which is probably a total lie anyyway, somehow this generalization applies to all users as well as their fetuses? you're wasting your time do some jigsaw pussels instead. its cool you admitted your total lack of neuroscience comprehension tho
not a lie, but its prolly neither here nor there. but do you really think i got to about 40 and just suddenly started using heroin? i started around about the time trainspotting and pulp fiction came out and made everyone realize heroin is actually kinda cool, lol.
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2018-06-21 at 6:07 PM UTC
Originally posted by Enterita I remember asking hydro if she does meth anymore (or some drug, forgot what one) and she said no, she quit. Then she later admitted she only last did it a couple of weeks ago, but that still counts as having quit to her. Lmao stupid cunt.
This never happened. I haven't used methamphetamines in Well over a year, since PoC mailed me some, and prior to that it'd been YEARS, not that I wouldn't mind doing some. I'm NOT pregnant, faggot, sorry you got trolled hard. as for using meth, I never had to 'quit' either, At most I'd do some for a few days, stop, and not touch shit for a month or more when I was using it.
Originally posted by Glokula's Homabla shes been using T-PAIN through the whole pregnancy until about a month ago
not only is she derping the child's opiate receptors, but also the serotonin and glutamate receptors which seems like a perfect recipe for autistic child §m£ÂgØL2
i dont know why someone hasnt called child protective services yet
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2018-06-21 at 6:09 PM UTC
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2018-06-21 at 6:15 PM UTClol @ autistic child §m£ÂgØL2 tho
hey hydro, how you doing sweetheart?
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2018-06-21 at 6:17 PM UTChere hydro, did you ever get a punter want to do a ddlg role play with you?
just curious is all
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2018-06-21 at 6:20 PM UTChow much does a hoooker charge for a month and also does she slepe in the house or in the barn
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2018-06-21 at 6:24 PM UTCHow in the sam hell do you have enough time to regularly shoot up in an LTC without getting caught? You aren't able to self-ambulate, are you? I mean, the place I work at literally might get shut down soon, but even we would notice if you were crushing up pills and messing with the sink for too long and shooting up in your room. Any nurse/med aide who doesn't who cares about their license isn't going to just hand you PO meds without watching you take them.
And why are there meds in the trash? People try to eat stuff out of the trash all the time, you "destroy" them by tossing em into a sharps container. Or eat them if you're a frosted flake with 3 kids and a Vic habit, but you don't throw them in the trash.
Find out who's on Hospice and hang out their nurses. They're fun to talk to because otherwise they just sit around bored waiting for something to happen. -
2018-06-21 at 7:54 PM UTCNo way I'm reading all that.
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2018-06-21 at 7:57 PM UTCdestroy 3 kids with a sharp container and than eat them is all i got out of that
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2018-06-21 at 8:17 PM UTC
Originally posted by DietPiano How in the sam hell do you have enough time to regularly shoot up in an LTC without getting caught? You aren't able to self-ambulate, are you? I mean, the place I work at literally might get shut down soon, but even we would notice if you were crushing up pills and messing with the sink for too long and shooting up in your room. Any nurse/med aide who doesn't who cares about their license isn't going to just hand you PO meds without watching you take them.
And why are there meds in the trash? People try to eat stuff out of the trash all the time, you "destroy" them by tossing em into a sharps container. Or eat them if you're a frosted flake with 3 kids and a Vic habit, but you don't throw them in the trash.
Find out who's on Hospice and hang out their nurses. They're fun to talk to because otherwise they just sit around bored waiting for something to happen.
Firstly, I have a PICC line which is prime, easy real estate to IV with, and the nurses literally throw their flush syringes in my trash can next to my bed every single time they flush my line which leaves me with fresh syringes to use all the time. I don't even bother crushing pills either since some of the nurses do "watch" me take my pills, but I cheek them, and just stick them in a flush syringe, suck up hot water from the bathroom, lay in bed and shake it up until disolved while I watch TV. Not that hard, nor much time. Shit, sometimes I will just stay in the bathroom shaking it up while smoking a cigarette, especially at night. EVERYONE smokes in their bathroom, like EVERYONE. If caught, which, you gotta be pretty stupid, or just super unlucky to get caught, all they do is bitch at you and tell you not to do it again, they don't even search your shit. Yeah, I nevr thought places like this actually existed, but I've learned only from being here, that they do. I wouldn't have believed it had I experienced it myself.
As far as me being able to move about, yes, I can do that unassisted. I cannot bear weight on my left leg at all, but I can hop about using a walker, and for longer distances, like when I go outside to the yard to smoke, I use a wheelchair with one left leg rest, which I use my right to push myself, and my arms to wheel myself about. I didn't have a wheelchair for the first few days in here and just used my walker to hop all the way down to the yard, which is quite a distance, considering I can't bear weight on one leg, using a walker, and it was hard, painful, and wore me out, but I could, and did do it. I'm in physical therapy too, which helps a lot, especially the electrostimulation with the TENS machine they got down there. the therapists are cool as fuck too. The one guy will go outside to the yard and smoke with me while we do are sessions sometimes, and they give me candy too when they one lady is there.
They only throw unscheduled meds in the trash. It was my gabapentin they were trying to give me they didn't have so they were searching and putting together a 100mg pill here, and a 300mg pill there they found, until they got my dose which is 800mgs together-which they even had to take from other patients. This only happened once. They throw all that shit in the trash can thats attached to the medicine cart they have. Yeah, I thought it was fucking crazy too, honestly. I haven't even seen a sharps container anywhere. I think it's in the room behind the nurses station, but I'm not sure, I haven't seen one since I've been here though.
I'm not sure if they have anyone on hospice in here. If they do I haven't seen them, and they aren't on my floor. the place has a lot of draw backs, it's a real shit hole, some of the nurses are really shitty, while some are laid back, cool and chill, some of the care here is REALLY lacking, but there's some perks, like being abl to smoke in the bathroom, cheeking pills, and having drugs readily available to buy, and being able to vape hash oil whenever, also there is a lot of good people here too, like my roommate, my "boyfriends" and some other of the people I meet with out in the yard, and they definitely make the difference around here. -
2018-06-21 at 8:28 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone Firstly, I have a PICC line which is prime, easy real estate to IV with, and the nurses literally throw their flush syringes in my trash can next to my bed every single time they flush my line which leaves me with fresh syringes to use all the time.
That made me cringe.
