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Tell me something weird about yourself.
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2015-09-02 at 8:28 PM UTCI'm pretty weird in general but if i had to think of something to post ITT i'd say it's pretty weird that i enjoy the taste of anti-biotics. They're tasty as fuck to me for some reason. Ever since i was a kid and i had to get this anti-biotic syrup have i loved the taste.
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2015-09-02 at 8:35 PM UTCDeep down I'm just an incredibly lonely person :(
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2015-09-02 at 9:27 PM UTCI was fired from my first job, arbys, and told that I wasn't 'fast food worker material'
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2015-09-02 at 9:35 PM UTCI have high blood pressure and I'm going to die. hehe
I don't know if it's like placebo or if that's the right term but ever since I found that out the other day and the nurse lady asked me if I had a headache because it's a sign of potentially about to have a stroke, I've been feeling weird and more self-conscious like thinking my head hurts when it doesn't or feeling funny in general, and then lo and behold I was watching the finale of the Scream series today at around noon and I suddenly got this really strong light-headed feeling like.. I thought for sure I was going to pass out or something bad like I was going to have an actual stroke and it scared the shit out of me. I was like saying out loud "no no do NOT go down like this DON'T LET THIS HAPPEN" and fortunately it passed but then I suddenly got all hot and jittery and dizzy and sort of short of breath and I wanted to cry and I started pacing around my room thinking I should go to the ER, then the weird head thing happened again but not as strongly but it still again scared the shit out of me; I'm sitting around thinking I'm about to fucking die, like this is it, this is fucking it, I just pass out in my own apartment and that's how my life ends. So I was gonna go to the ER but I was nervous about driving so I called my ex and she came to get me but by the time she got to me I was feeling a little better and decided I didn't want to spend the money for the ER if I didn't have to so I just went to the walk-in clinic which is where I've been all afternoon. My BP as you may remember the other day was 160/100 which is pretty ridiculous. Fortunately it had gone down to like 145/100 but of course that's still too high. They did my blood work right then and there and all of my levels came back normal, so I was happy about that, but the doc prescribed me a once-a-day pill for the blood pressure so I guess I'll be taking that for now and hopefully this will be a little wake up call to me to stop living such a shitty lifestyle in terms of the shit I take into my body.
I guess I could've just posted that in my blood pressure thread but whatever. It's weird that I'm so fucking stupid as to allow this to happen to myself so it belongs here too.
Penis. -
2015-09-02 at 9:40 PM UTCthat feeling is hypertension, and I have had it for a decade without knowing what it was.
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2015-09-02 at 9:46 PM UTC
that feeling is hypertension, and I have had it for a decade without knowing what it was.
That feeling fucking sucks. I don't like feeling like I can't stand up and seeing white spots while trying not to faint. No thankses. -
2015-09-02 at 9:56 PM UTC
That feeling fucking sucks. I don't like feeling like I can't stand up and seeing white spots while trying not to faint. No thankses.
well, don't worry about it so much, it will just make it worse. and quit smoking, damnit, they are expensive, they don't get you high, and they will kill you. -
2015-09-02 at 11:19 PM UTC
Deep down I'm just an incredibly lonely person :(
I know, buddy.I was fired from my first job, arbys, and told that I wasn't 'fast food worker material'
still can't figure out if that was an insult or not.
How is this something weird about yourself, this is something weird that happened to you.I have high blood pressure and I'm going to die. hehe
I don't know if it's like placebo or if that's the right term but ever since I found that out the other day and the nurse lady asked me if I had a headache because it's a sign of potentially about to have a stroke, I've been feeling weird and more self-conscious like thinking my head hurts when it doesn't or feeling funny in general, and then lo and behold I was watching the finale of the Scream series today at around noon and I suddenly got this really strong light-headed feeling like.. I thought for sure I was going to pass out or something bad like I was going to have an actual stroke and it scared the shit out of me. I was like saying out loud "no no do NOT go down like this DON'T LET THIS HAPPEN" and fortunately it passed but then I suddenly got all hot and jittery and dizzy and sort of short of breath and I wanted to cry and I started pacing around my room thinking I should go to the ER, then the weird head thing happened again but not as strongly but it still again scared the shit out of me; I'm sitting around thinking I'm about to fucking die, like this is it, this is fucking it, I just pass out in my own apartment and that's how my life ends. So I was gonna go to the ER but I was nervous about driving so I called my ex and she came to get me but by the time she got to me I was feeling a little better and decided I didn't want to spend the money for the ER if I didn't have to so I just went to the walk-in clinic which is where I've been all afternoon. My BP as you may remember the other day was 160/100 which is pretty ridiculous. Fortunately it had gone down to like 145/100 but of course that's still too high. They did my blood work right then and there and all of my levels came back normal, so I was happy about that, but the doc prescribed me a once-a-day pill for the blood pressure so I guess I'll be taking that for now and hopefully this will be a little wake up call to me to stop living such a shitty lifestyle in terms of the shit I take into my body.
I guess I could've just posted that in my blood pressure thread but whatever. It's weird that I'm so fucking stupid as to allow this to happen to myself so it belongs here too.
Penis.
That sucks man, i am happy that you at least seem commited to live a bit healthier and i'm glad you got medication for your blood pressure. I got my bloodwork in today as well and i am pleased to report i am in perfect physical health. Also mQ, you shouldn't beat yourself up too much for not eating and living healthy, depression may be a mental issue but it can have very real physical effects on your health as well. Being unhappy is literally unhealthy due to the fact that more stress hormones are being released which can potentially cause a whole host of unpleasent effects in the long term. -
2015-09-02 at 11:57 PM UTC
I'm pretty weird in general but if i had to think of something to post ITT i'd say it's pretty weird that i enjoy the taste of anti-biotics. They're tasty as fuck to me for some reason. Ever since i was a kid and i had to get this anti-biotic syrup have i loved the taste.
I love the taste of Robitussin, if they made a drink based off it i'd totally buy it. -
2015-09-02 at 11:58 PM UTCI honestly cant tell If I am a sociopath or just an incredibly depressed/bipolar normal person. I think the most likely possibility is that I have both antisocial personality disorder and bipolar disorder.
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2015-09-03 at 12:06 AM UTCSchool starts tomorrow. This is my 8th year of high school.
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2015-09-03 at 1:45 AM UTC
I honestly cant tell If I am a sociopath or just an incredibly depressed/bipolar normal person. I think the most likely possibility is that I have both antisocial personality disorder and bipolar disorder.
Are you able to experience empathy, guilt, shame and/or fear?
Also @Roshambo, howcome you've been in highschool for 8 years? -
2015-09-03 at 1:45 AM UTCI have a hard time with relationships because I tend to freak out in my head and then start to plot ways to break up with them ASAP. Once did this to a really hot girl in my school. Fucked her in the ass and basically ruined her life for a year and she has recovered quite well. Ruined all chances of ever being that close with her ever again or even talking to her for that fact.
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2015-09-03 at 1:49 AM UTC
I have a hard time with relationships because I tend to freak out in my head and then start to plot ways to break up with them ASAP. Once did this to a really hot girl in my school. Fucked her in the ass and basically ruined her life for a year and she has recovered quite well. Ruined all chances of ever being that close with her ever again or even talking to her for that fact.
Hmm, that sucks man, howcome you tend to freak out? What are you worried about? By the way bro, what was your username on rdfrn/zoklet if you don't mind me asking? -
2015-09-03 at 1:50 AM UTCI. Want to go to Ottawa and buy SpectraL Canadian bacon.
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2015-09-03 at 1:53 AM UTCLol, nice.
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2015-09-03 at 2:25 AM UTC
Are you able to experience empathy, guilt, shame and/or fear?
One a rudimentary level I can attempt to empathize by consciously trying to understand how another person is feeling. But it does not come naturally.
No guilt evar.
I feel a sort of shame but it occurs on an internal level rather than being propagated by external stimuli.
I doesnt afraid of anything. -
2015-09-03 at 2:30 AM UTCI'm hyperemotional but I'm still the biggest degenerate ever
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2015-09-03 at 2:39 AM UTC
One a rudimentary level I can attempt to empathize by consciously trying to understand how another person is feeling. But it does not come naturally.
No guilt evar.
I feel a sort of shame but it occurs on an internal level rather than being propagated by external stimuli.
I doesnt afraid of anything.
Interesting, have you ever filled out the psychopathy checklist by any chance? -
2015-09-03 at 3:15 AM UTCThis past year or so I've been extremely withdrawn, I honestly wish I could just go to a different planet and never have to really interact with any other human again. It's weird because I have to talk and interact with literally dozens of people everyday but when I talk to people it's just kind of me nodding my head, saying as little as possible just to get it over with. I used to be the "life of the party" type of guy where I absolutely loved people and having conversations and general fun with tons of people was the thing that got me out of bed in the morning. So literally 30 days from now I'm cutting my house arrest bracelet off, blowing off probation and getting on a plane to the jungles of Cambodia where there is absolutely nothing(that's the point) I don't even care if my family or girlfriend ends up hating me, I'm so fucking done with this place.
