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Tell me something weird about yourself.
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2015-09-03 at 3:22 AM UTC
This past year or so I've been extremely withdrawn, I honestly wish I could just go to a different planet and never have to really interact with any other human again. It's weird because I have to talk and interact with literally dozens of people everyday but when I talk to people it's just kind of me nodding my head, saying as little as possible just to get it over with. I used to be the "life of the party" type of guy where I absolutely loved people and having conversations and general fun with tons of people was the thing that got me out of bed in the morning. So literally 30 days from now I'm cutting my house arrest bracelet off, blowing off probation and getting on a plane to the jungles of Cambodia where there is absolutely nothing(that's the point) I don't even care if my family or girlfriend ends up hating me, I'm so fucking done with this place.
What about your business? Also, how did this start? Did you just wake up one day and said: Fuck it, i'm done. -
2015-09-03 at 3:27 AM UTC
School starts tomorrow. This is my 8th year of high school.
Don't they kick you out when you turn 21? -
2015-09-03 at 4:54 AM UTC
Don't they kick you out when you turn 21?
He doesn't actually ATTEND the school he just spends his days there helping kids with their homework in the cafeteria with whomever has particular periods off, or smoking doobies with the cool kids across the street. -
2015-09-03 at 5 AM UTCthere is nothing wierd about me. I am just a normal right wing extremist, former professional shoplifter and black market salesman who fucks and impregnates negresses while simultaneously being racist as hell, and in turn insisting that racism is an entirely false concept made up by the bolsheviks in order to demonize their german enemies.
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2015-09-03 at 5:03 AM UTCevery time I post after someone, I sort of feel like those assholes who bid $1 over the last person who bid on 'the price is right' showcase
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2015-09-03 at 5:22 AM UTC
This past year or so I've been extremely withdrawn, I honestly wish I could just go to a different planet and never have to really interact with any other human again. It's weird because I have to talk and interact with literally dozens of people everyday but when I talk to people it's just kind of me nodding my head, saying as little as possible just to get it over with. I used to be the "life of the party" type of guy where I absolutely loved people and having conversations and general fun with tons of people was the thing that got me out of bed in the morning. So literally 30 days from now I'm cutting my house arrest bracelet off, blowing off probation and getting on a plane to the jungles of Cambodia where there is absolutely nothing(that's the point) I don't even care if my family or girlfriend ends up hating me, I'm so fucking done with this place.
I've been going through a very similar thing recently. I've been wanting to move to escape my current situation but it seems like you just can't move far enough. The problems will still be there. I suggest you stay with your gf for a while longer and accept that you might be going through a quarter life crisis.
But at the same time If I had the money to move and skip out on probation I'd be very tempted as well.
Just know that things are always changing, and time keeps moving on and on and on, Soon we'll all be gone.
http://imgur.com/XSOvyfh -
2015-09-03 at 5:34 AM UTC
every time I post after someone, I sort of feel like those assholes who bid $1 over the last person who bid on 'the price is right' showcase
that is pretty weird...
but yeah something weird about me, my mom and I were both in commercials in the 80's
I was in a tony the tiger commercial where tony the tiger comes up to my house and give me a bicycle thats painted like a tiger...
and my mom was in a lonestar beer commercial where she slams a beer and it froths up just right...
and I once smoked meth with george w bushes cousin "darin bush" he showed me a piece of the titanic he has in his living room
I was in the hospital for an entire month when i was four because my eyeball was fallling out.
and I once delivered a pizza to doug stanhope and he gave me 20 dollars for a tip and was real cool
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PDWOP_McMHA -
2015-09-03 at 5:40 AM UTC
that is pretty weird…
its like, my awesome posts totally outshine everyone elses', and they don't get noticed
I feel bad for you guys -
2015-09-03 at 5:47 AM UTC
its like, my awesome posts totally outshine everyone elses', and they don't get noticed
I feel bad for you guys
whatever you say captain -
2015-09-03 at 5:50 AM UTC
I was in a tony the tiger commercial where tony the tiger comes up to my house and give me a bicycle thats painted like a tiger…
frosted flakes are fucking great
I guess you aren't so bad after all
Also, fuck you and your fucking cat
I hate you so much
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2015-09-03 at 5:51 AM UTC
that is pretty weird…
but yeah something weird about me, my mom and I were both in commercials in the 80's
I was in a tony the tiger commercial where tony the tiger comes up to my house and give me a bicycle thats painted like a tiger…
and my mom was in a lonestar beer commercial where she slams a beer and it froths up just right…
and I once smoked meth with george w bushes cousin "darin bush" he showed me a piece of the titanic he has in his living room
I was in the hospital for an entire month when i was four because my eyeball was fallling out.
and I once delivered a pizza to doug stanhope and he gave me 20 dollars for a tip and was real cool
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PDWOP_McMHA
of all those things you post a fucking link to a doug stanhope bit? JESUS FUCK. Post a video of you smoking meth the president's cousin or at least the god danged tony the tiger commercial. Sheesh. -
2015-09-03 at 5:51 AM UTC
frosted flakes are fucking great
I guess you aren't so bad after all
Also, fuck you and your fucking cat
I hate you so much
you seem pretty frothy tonight, is there something wrong?
http://imgur.com/0zmyN7F -
2015-09-03 at 5:59 AM UTC
of all those things you post a fucking link to a doug stanhope bit? JESUS FUCK. Post a video of you smoking meth the president's cousin or at least the god danged tony the tiger commercial. Sheesh.
lol I can't find the commercial online and the bike was burned in the bastrop fire. But I may have darin bush's photo on my phone... looks and talks almost exactly like him, its very uncanny. He has a cushy job working for the republican party here lol. He has a very modest home compared to what most people would think. He threw up a bunch of vodka when were were hanging. we actually just spoke to each other a few nights ago. -
2015-09-03 at 6:06 AM UTCheres a picture of the bicycle i won
http://www.legendaryauctions.com/ItemImages/000016/6732_med.jpeg
and yes i did ride it around the neighborhood with training wheels. It was a "huffy" brand
better not scuff my huffy bitch! -
2015-09-03 at 6:19 AM UTC
I'm pretty weird in general but if i had to think of something to post ITT i'd say it's pretty weird that i enjoy the taste of anti-biotics. They're tasty as fuck to me for some reason. Ever since i was a kid and i had to get this anti-biotic syrup have i loved the taste.
Mmm, that cherry syrup and bubblegum. Not sure if I've ever had grape, there could be all sorts of flavors I've missed out on.
I wonder if they make drinks like this, but without the medicinal component. Damn, they should seriously have this as a novelty/niche item, but it probably doesn't exist and may be hard to track down if it does.This past year or so I've been extremely withdrawn, I honestly wish I could just go to a different planet and never have to really interact with any other human again. It's weird because I have to talk and interact with literally dozens of people everyday but when I talk to people it's just kind of me nodding my head, saying as little as possible just to get it over with. I used to be the "life of the party" type of guy where I absolutely loved people and having conversations and general fun with tons of people was the thing that got me out of bed in the morning. So literally 30 days from now I'm cutting my house arrest bracelet off, blowing off probation and getting on a plane to the jungles of Cambodia where there is absolutely nothing(that's the point) I don't even care if my family or girlfriend ends up hating me, I'm so fucking done with this place.
Social withdrawal and unrealistic plans can be a sign of the onset of schizophrenia (there are multiple types, btw).
Do you actually plan to survive in the jungles of Cambodia? Naturalist and survivalist scenarios tend to be horribly romanticized and inaccurately portrayed, you could very realistically die if you're you're too far from human civilization and have no way to contact emergency services, or at least have an incredibly miserable experience trying to get out of there if you change your mind. -
2015-09-03 at 6:32 AM UTC
Mmm, that cherry syrup and bubblegum. Not sure if I've ever had grape, there could be all sorts of flavors I've missed out on.
I wonder if they make drinks like this, but without the medicinal component. Damn, they should seriously have this as a novelty/niche item, but it probably doesn't exist and may be hard to track down if it does.
Social withdrawal and unrealistic plans can be a sign of the onset of schizophrenia (there are multiple types, btw).
Do you actually plan to survive in the jungles of Cambodia? Naturalist and survivalist scenarios tend to be horribly romanticized and inaccurately portrayed, you could very realistically die if you're you're too far from human civilization and have no way to contact emergency services, or at least have an incredibly miserable experience trying to get out of there if you change your mind.
everyone is schizophrenic to malice... -
2015-09-03 at 7:12 AM UTC
I'm pretty weird in general but if i had to think of something to post ITT i'd say it's pretty weird that i enjoy the taste of anti-biotics. They're tasty as fuck to me for some reason. Ever since i was a kid and i had to get this anti-biotic syrup have i loved the taste.
Not that weird, a lot of them use bubblegum flavoring by default. I work in a pharmacy and we usually lick our fingers after we reconstitute the amoxicillin suspensions. -
2015-09-03 at 7:19 AM UTCI'm a workaholic. I feel out of touch with reality when I'm not working. When I'm at my job, my problems are distant, I have a role in society, I fit into the big picture. Things have consequences and I have control. When I'm not there I lose my sense of agency and feel nonproductive, my time management and interpersonal skills disappear and my stress returns. I watched my grandmother die this past week and if I'm on the clock, I'm joking and working like it didn't happen but when I'm off I hit the bottle to ruminate. It's like a completely different person seizes my actions when I clock in. Maybe I'm just abnormal in my ability to compartmentalize.
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2015-09-03 at 1:18 PM UTC
I'm a workaholic. I feel out of touch with reality when I'm not working. When I'm at my job, my problems are distant, I have a role in society, I fit into the big picture. Things have consequences and I have control. When I'm not there I lose my sense of agency and feel nonproductive, my time management and interpersonal skills disappear and my stress returns. I watched my grandmother die this past week and if I'm on the clock, I'm joking and working like it didn't happen but when I'm off I hit the bottle to ruminate. It's like a completely different person seizes my actions when I clock in. Maybe I'm just abnormal in my ability to compartmentalize.
Everyone copes differently bro. -
2015-09-03 at 1:35 PM UTC
I'm a workaholic. I feel out of touch with reality when I'm not working. When I'm at my job, my problems are distant, I have a role in society, I fit into the big picture. Things have consequences and I have control. When I'm not there I lose my sense of agency and feel nonproductive, my time management and interpersonal skills disappear and my stress returns. I watched my grandmother die this past week and if I'm on the clock, I'm joking and working like it didn't happen but when I'm off I hit the bottle to ruminate. It's like a completely different person seizes my actions when I clock in. Maybe I'm just abnormal in my ability to compartmentalize.
Have you read about the "flow" state? Allegedly people tend to be happiest when they're in it or happier the larger the percentage of their time they spend in it, but I'm particularly skeptical of anything pop-sciency as it tends to be wildly inaccurate or inaccurately portrayed. This is very plausible, though.
Still, this is a recurrent theme I've seen. Is a constant state of distraction really something that should be strived for, truly satisfying and fulfilling, or does it just make an empty existence more bearable and keep away the thoughts of the complete lack of fundamental meaning that pervades conscious existence? A career, wife, children. It's a type of hell to me, but I really can't blame anyone for choosing it and would even consider it the best choice for some, although this wasn't always the case. That doesn't mean I consider it good, just an understandable escape from the pain of being alone and alive.
