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Getting around age discrimination
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2018-04-15 at 8:42 PM UTCLook asshole, I'm not fucking crazy.
I have an anxiety disorder from an accident that happened to me when I was little, I have a learning disability and cognitive issues so I failed in school and dropped out, became a hikikomori at 12, was internet bullied and tramautized at 16, left with PTSD at 17 I accidentally downloaded a pirated copy of sony vegas that was infected with a trojan so for the past decade literally everyday I was using the computer someone was monitoring me, every now and then gaslighting me trying to literally drive me crazy finally it go so bad they weren't even trying to be vague anymore and I finally found out that it was just a hacker all along.
The same person was telling me government agents would be after me, that I was going to be killed etc they fed me that bullshit for years while I was simutaneously reading conspiracy shit day in and day out while going through the worst fucking period of my life.
So I go on the road and along the way I meet these people that are basically reinforcing this false belief that I am being sought after by the government and of course I am going to fucking flip
Does matter my only family and piece of dog shit mother doesn't think any of this is serious or means anything and that I should just get over it, she has been apathetic towards everything wrong in my life since forever.
She's sick, but I'm incapable of living on my own so I need her to take care of me it's a disgusting cycle
I really honestly wish I knew of a peaceful and pain-free way of killing msyelf, but that would only be empowering the internet stalker and people who have hurt me in the past. -
2018-04-15 at 8:54 PM UTC
Originally posted by Hikikomori-Yume I really honestly wish I knew of a peaceful and pain-free way of killing msyelf,
pls do not kill yourself. the following information is provided for educational purposes only.
get a wooden chopping board and a large ceramic salad bowl. get some coal.
find some place secluded and peaceful to park your car.
put the chopping board on your floor pan.
put the salad bowl on the chopping block.
fill it with smouldering coal.
up all the windows and keep the engine and a/c running if you prefer.
you will get tired and sleepy pretty soon. -
2018-04-15 at 8:55 PM UTC
Originally posted by benny vader pls do not kill yourself. the following information is provided for educational purposes only.
get a wooden chopping board and a large ceramic salad bowl. get some coal.
find some place secluded and peaceful to park your car.
put the chopping board on your floor pan.
put the salad bowl on the chopping block.
fill it with smouldering coal.
up all the windows and keep the engine and a/c running if you prefer.
you will get tired and sleepy pretty soon.
If you're going to do that just get a charcoal grill -
2018-04-15 at 9:02 PM UTC
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2018-04-15 at 10:04 PM UTCfuck me, someone got triggered.
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2018-04-15 at 10:04 PM UTCwould have put my money on totse an all.
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2018-04-15 at 10:07 PM UTC
Originally posted by benny vader pls do not kill yourself. the following information is provided for educational purposes only.
get a wooden chopping board and a large ceramic salad bowl. get some coal.
find some place secluded and peaceful to park your car.
put the chopping board on your floor pan.
put the salad bowl on the chopping block.
fill it with smouldering coal.
up all the windows and keep the engine and a/c running if you prefer.
you will get tired and sleepy pretty soon.
what is the purpose of the coal -
2018-04-15 at 10:08 PM UTCto create smoke ffs
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2018-04-15 at 10:09 PM UTChow stupid are you exactly?
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2018-04-15 at 10:10 PM UTC
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2018-04-15 at 10:24 PM UTCWhen I get my first bust...
I'm surely going to use his mugshot as my display picture! -
2018-04-15 at 11:08 PM UTCalso if you think I'm only now just stsarting to "rapidly deteriorate" then you know nothing about me
go read my animebytes posts
I was literally hallucinating back then -
2018-04-15 at 11:10 PM UTCYou could be right. I guess I just didn’t notice til recently. Sounds pretty fucked up that happened to you (or at least that you genuinely believe that’s what happened). Sorry I kind of called you out like that earlier
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2018-04-15 at 11:29 PM UTC
Originally posted by benny vader pls do not kill yourself. the following information is provided for educational purposes only.
get a wooden chopping board and a large ceramic salad bowl. get some coal.
find some place secluded and peaceful to park your car.
put the chopping board on your floor pan.
put the salad bowl on the chopping block.
fill it with smouldering coal.
up all the windows and keep the engine and a/c running if you prefer.
you will get tired and sleepy pretty soon.
That's actually a pretty creative method. -
2018-04-15 at 11:31 PM UTCyou'd be coughing like fuck on the fumes tho
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2018-04-15 at 11:33 PM UTCso what is the bowl and the board for then
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2018-04-15 at 11:35 PM UTC
Originally posted by NARCassist you'd be coughing like fuck on the fumes tho
No, charcoal doesn't really emit much in the way of fumes. If you ever barbecued you'd have noticed. People die from CO inhalation from cooking with charcoal all the time in the third world.
Originally posted by A College Professor so what is the bowl and the board for then
Holding the charcoal so it doesn't burn the carpet. -
2018-04-15 at 11:49 PM UTC
Originally posted by MORALLY SUPERIOR BEING No, charcoal doesn't really emit much in the way of fumes. If you ever barbecued you'd have noticed. People die from CO inhalation from cooking with charcoal all the time in the third world.
Holding the charcoal so it doesn't burn the carpet.
he said coal, that gives off nasty black smoke, lots of it.
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2018-04-15 at 11:56 PM UTC
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2018-04-16 at 6:39 AM UTC
