2018-04-13 at 5:43 AM UTC
Zanick #2
Houston
[my concurrently tip-tilted dermestidae]
I vaporized a full bowl of kief four times over after having a couple glasses of wine, and I followed this by quickly vaporizing about three cigarettes' worth of nicotine in under 30 seconds with no tolerance. My heart rate is fluctuating between 90 and 115 bpm. I took 250 mg theanine to try and counteract the stimulant effects. I deserve this.
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2018-04-13 at 5:43 AM UTC
Fuck. It’ll be fine. I think?
2018-04-13 at 5:46 AM UTC
Zanick #2
Houston
[my concurrently tip-tilted dermestidae]
Yeah, I'm pretty sure I'll be fine. I'm trying to maintain a steady breath and I expect that will carry me through this. I'm not sure if that's exactly how it works, I'm not very well-read on the subject.
2018-04-13 at 5:56 AM UTC
Anxiety attack at best. Don't sell yourself long.
2018-04-13 at 6:04 AM UTC
Zanick #2
Houston
[my concurrently tip-tilted dermestidae]
Heart rate still climbing. Took .5 mg alprazolam. Signing off to handle this, guys. Wish me luck.
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2018-04-13 at 8:27 AM UTC
it's almost like drugs are bad for you
2018-04-13 at 8:33 AM UTC
Benzos always kill my panic attacks pretty quick.
2018-04-13 at 8:45 AM UTC
Originally posted by blackbird
Benzos always kill my panic attacks pretty quick.
Wow it's almost like that's what they're supposed to be used for, you stupid junkie fuck.
"Did you guys know that glue has other uses besides mind expansion?"
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2018-04-13 at 5:47 PM UTC
Zanick #2
Houston
[my concurrently tip-tilted dermestidae]
It was a long night. My heart rate rose to 140 bpm until I brought it down using Xanax. I won't make this mistake again, hopefully.
2018-04-15 at 8:10 PM UTC
Lol, my resting heart rate is higher than that
2018-04-15 at 8:12 PM UTC
My resting heart rate is like 55. I’m basically dead
2018-04-15 at 8:20 PM UTC
Mine is between 100 and 120
Don't know if it's something to do with my heart or if it's just anxiety and anger issues
I have had heart issues and I'm only 23 so it's probably just that
I know being overweight has something to do with it but I'm not as overweight as I used to be, and I'm working on it
It's funny because my motorcycle has a low weight and engine displacement so I can tell I'm losing weight by how my motorcycle handling improves
They say tachycardia on its own is not dangerous but if it's accompanied by high blood pressure and other shit it can be
2018-04-15 at 9:18 PM UTC
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
I've had severe anxiety before, but this was my first real panic attack. At one point I was very concerned that it might've been serotonin syndrome because I was shivering so much. I think I handled it about as well as I could have.
2018-04-15 at 9:29 PM UTC
Did you feel a sense of impending doom? A panic attack isn’t a panic attack without the crushing sensation of imminent death
2018-04-15 at 9:32 PM UTC
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
Yeah, when my heart rate kept rising death was on my mind, I just didn't want my family to find me with NiS open on my browser so I decided to close my laptop and go looking for a Xanax before it got any worse. I was really sure I'd fucked up badly enough for a hospital visit, and if I hadn't had the drugs I probably would've called an ambulance.
2018-04-15 at 9:35 PM UTC
I don’t know if that’s really a panic attack though. That sounds like adverse physiological effects from all the droogz. A bad trip basically.
A panic attack to me is more like when there’s no real danger or particular reason for it happening.
2018-04-15 at 9:39 PM UTC
a panic attack is when your half an hour into your pthc child porn and someone knocks on your door.