2018-04-07 at 8:30 PM UTC
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
At my grandma's funeral, my sister and I were asked to speak. I took a few minutes to write my speech (kind of shitty, I know) but it was very personal and several people told me that it touched their feelings about her as well. Then my sister went up. She's eloquent, but she has no feelings. It came off as though she were writing a scholarship essay or some shit. "My grandma was a wonderful person. Here are the reasons, X, Y, Z. Restate the thesis. Thank you. Goodbye."
Someone I was in Boy Scouts with died of a heroin overdose. I went to the service and met his brother, the golden child of their narcissist family. Very driven, smart, successful guy, but also with absolutely no feelings. He had rehearsed everything he'd say at that gathering in their home. It was obvious looking into his eyes that his primary concern at the service was trying to appear as though he possesses empathy, and talking to him was creepy as fuck because of this.
Cluster B's can do a lot of things well, but I think eulogies are an area where they expose themselves.
2018-04-08 at 8:20 PM UTC
All of my social behavior is calculation and mimicry. It seems that the only emotion I'm capable of feeling is regret
Although looking at pictures of Alina Văcariu makes me believe that maybe the capability of love is still there, its just...atrophied I guess
2018-04-09 at 12:44 AM UTC
Originally posted by Juicebox
All of my social behavior is calculation and mimicry. It seems that the only emotion I'm capable of feeling is regret
Although looking at pictures of Alina Văcariu makes me believe that maybe the capability of love is still there, its just…atrophied I guess
It sounds to me as if you're clinically depressed bruh.
ONTOPIC: Weirdly enough, i distinctly remember my father being sad at my grandmas funeral. He is as cluster B as they come, but i guess his brain didn't go all in on the 'anti-social' part. Probably something to do with his own mother, who died tragically when my father was young. Now his father was cluster B as well, and i guess without the mom things got pretty wild.
Of course these are also my grandparents, it's just that i never met them. My grandma on my father's side was dead before i was born and well, my dad and his dad weren't on speaking terms.
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