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1. 2018-04-05 at 5:02 PM UTC

   #21
   

   aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition

   Originally posted by -mal- I once read a YA book in like high school and I think it was called tenderness. And it was about this young guy who you realize at the end is at the beginning of his career as a serial killer. And the book ends with him choking his girlfriend and finally achieving the level of tenderness he desired. I remember thinking, "why the fuck is this in the school library??"

   
   I would expect that to have the opposite effect, murderers tend to be less 'tender' than other people
   
   unless he didn't kill her and it was a weird sexual thing. there was a girl on totse2 who used to bang on about how she liked being choked and punched in the back of the head
2. 2018-04-05 at 5:05 PM UTC

   #22
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by aldra I would expect that to have the opposite effect, murderers tend to be less 'tender' than other people
   
   unless he didn't kill her and it was a weird sexual thing. there was a girl on totse2 who used to bang on about how she liked being choked and punched in the back of the head

   
   I think it was a weird sexual thing. That's crazy. I think it's 50/50 with people like that. Half the time they went through some really traumatic shit that made them mix up pleasure and pain. And the other half of the time I think people just had a partner who was into it and they were open to trying it and realized it was kinda nice.
   
   I don't get the punching thing, but I have a friend that use to like to be punched and I just tried not to judge her. But I do also know she went through some shit.
3. 2018-04-05 at 5:09 PM UTC

   #23
   

   benny vader YELLOW GHOST

   Originally posted by -mal- I once read a YA book in like high school and I think it was called tenderness. And it was about this young guy who you realize at the end is at the beginning of his career as a serial killer. And the book ends with him choking his girlfriend and finally achieving the level of tenderness he desired. I remember thinking, "why the fuck is this in the school library??"
   
   Edit: I got some of the details wrong, but I was correct about the title.
   
   https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tenderness_(novel)

   
   ok.
   
   thank you for sharing i guess.
4. 2018-04-05 at 5:09 PM UTC

   #24
   

   aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
   from what I've heard it's more common than I would've thought.
   
   that one in particular was significantly damaged though, I remember having an argument with her on IRC because she was shooting meth and snapped the needle off in her arm, and didn't want to go to hospital because it'd 'waste the shot'
5. 2018-04-05 at 5:12 PM UTC

   #25
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by aldra from what I've heard it's more common than I would've thought.
   
   that one in particular was significantly damaged though, I remember having an argument with her on IRC because she was shooting meth and snapped the needle off in her arm, and didn't want to go to hospital because it'd 'waste the shot'

   
   Oh god, that's sad. :(
6. 2018-04-05 at 5:12 PM UTC

   #26
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by benny vader ok.
   
   thank you for sharing i guess.

   
   no problem! I just thought maybe someone on here would be into that and a reader. Prolly not both tho.
7. 2018-04-05 at 5:48 PM UTC

   #27
   

   benny vader YELLOW GHOST

   Originally posted by -mal- no problem! I just thought maybe someone on here would be into that and a reader. Prolly not both tho.

   
   that story only appeals to those without a penis.
   
   maybe lanny will be into it tho.