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2015-10-20 at 9:28 PM UTCWell, if you really did fail, how did it happen? Give us a detailed story, I'm curious.
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2015-10-20 at 10:06 PM UTC10 50mg pills of amitryptline, only sedatives I had were 20mg of oxycontin infinite buspar and infinite benadryl. so I took a bunch of benadryl and the oxycontin
woke up not dead
the fuck you expecting for a story malice? the fuck is your deal
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2015-10-21 at 12:12 AM UTCParents found you, miraculously saved in hospital, shouldn't be alive, new viewpoint on life after near death experience.
I did think that if that had been the case you wouldn't be posting so soon after as you'd likely still be in the hospital.
Pretty sad that you fucked this up. What if you had woken up brain damaged, trapped inside yourself, on life support/being maintained by others for the rest of your life, lacking the capacity to end your life? It's a very real possibility, if you're going to attempt to end your life do it right, wait until you can do it right.
What I would is use an exit bag and take a large dose of benzos so I'd be calm and in an uncaring state, a state free of worry, maybe an opiate as well if I react well to it. The items required are very easy to attain: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_bag
Try putting a large clear plastic bag over your head, one large enough to not feel stifling, although if you have issues with claustrophobia any bag may feel this way, then secure it by simply twisting the open end until it's snug against your neck. It's comforting in a way, really feels like it would be the best way to go out. I thought, "If you go to sleep you will never awaken. Are you okay with that?" and I wasn't , but only because I felt I hadn't made my peace with death, that some things needed to be settled before that, or that I'd at least need to dwell on it and think about whatever's left to be thought. -
2015-10-21 at 12:34 AM UTCfuck, malice, don't help him become more efficient at it....he is one of my favorite posters
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2015-10-21 at 1:26 AM UTCReally? Odd taste.
Unfortunately it seems 100% helium tanks are harder to get, they started mixing in 20% air due to a global shortage. The Party Time helium tanks were cheap enough and easy to get online, some stores may have had them as well. You could always try party stores IRL, or even wedding stores. Other inert gases are also an option. Nitrogen seems to be the main recommended alternative, which you can get at welding supply stores, maybe some brewing stores. There's also this online option: http://www.amazon.com/Nitrogen-Tank-Pressure-Aluminum-Cylinder/dp/B0037B3BLE
It's really incredibly easy, the other main things you would need are large oven bags, which I already have, bought them for my heat gun vaporizer setup, and tubing, I already have silicone tubing, but I don't know if it's the right size. The first you can easily get from major stores, the second is also readily available from hardware stores or some sections of major stores, the pet supply section, for aquariums. -
2015-10-21 at 8:55 AM UTC
Imagine if sploo became a rapper.
He could create a new genre (pseudo/quasi) schizo rap, shitpost rap.
Malice said I'm only partially schizophrenic
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2015-10-21 at 3:42 PM UTCYou're not dead yet??
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2015-10-21 at 4:22 PM UTC
Imagine if sploo became a rapper.
He could create a new genre (pseudo/quasi) schizo rap, shitpost rap.
I mean if vaporwave and cloud rap are things I don't think schizo rap is a real stretch. NOK from the Future isn't too far off. -
2015-10-21 at 6:14 PM UTC
I mean if vaporwave and cloud rap are things I don't think schizo rap is a real stretch. NOK from the Future isn't too far off.
[SIZE=72px]NOK is love
NOK is life[/SIZE]
New Nok song nigga' check it out. Dank as always.
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2015-10-21 at 7:48 PM UTC^^^coming from a guy who listens to turkish/russian rap
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2015-10-21 at 8:45 PM UTC
^^^coming from a guy who listens to turkish/russian rap
^Coming from the guy who believes his own shitposting. -
2015-10-21 at 10:07 PM UTC
Really? Odd taste.
Unfortunately it seems 100% helium tanks are harder to get, they started mixing in 20% air due to a global shortage. The Party Time helium tanks were cheap enough and easy to get online, some stores may have had them as well. You could always try party stores IRL, or even wedding stores. Other inert gases are also an option. Nitrogen seems to be the main recommended alternative, which you can get at welding supply stores, maybe some brewing stores. There's also this online option: http://www.amazon.com/Nitrogen-Tank-Pressure-Aluminum-Cylinder/dp/B0037B3BLE
It's really incredibly easy, the other main things you would need are large oven bags, which I already have, bought them for my heat gun vaporizer setup, and tubing, I already have silicone tubing, but I don't know if it's the right size. The first you can easily get from major stores, the second is also readily available from hardware stores or some sections of major stores, the pet supply section, for aquariums.
argon...or cheaper, argon mixed with CO2 or helium
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2015-10-21 at 10:27 PM UTC
^^^coming from a guy who listens to turkish/russian rap
Turkish? Lol. I only listen to Dutch, English and Russian rap.
