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Can someone convince me why being "bad" is better than being good?
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2016-06-06 at 6:21 AM UTCI don't just mean on a societal level; I know all about how we're being brainwashed to walk on the sidewalks, etc. But I'd love to read some material on that as well.
I also mean on a natural level. How might is right, and how we shouldn't naturally be peace-loving hippies.
MDMA really messed me up and turned me into a pussy, and I want to be a monster again.
EDIT: For example, obviously girls naturally being attracted to "bad" boys is natural evidence that we shouldn't be pussies. -
2016-06-06 at 6:28 AM UTCMy problem lies here:
Whenever I act bad, I feel guilty like I'm disappointing the universe or something.
Whenever I act nice, it feels like I'm doing the right thing for the universe, but I know in my heart I'm going against something truthful, not to mention I feel like SUCH a fucking fag. -
2016-06-06 at 6:36 AM UTCBeing bad is not in any way better. Being bad serves only to perpetuate a circle of suffering, i could probably be a better person, lots of negativity in my mind though. I consider myself and the world around me fortunate i have the intellectual capacity to restrain myself(And i really don't wanna' go to prison) even though i have a hard time empathising with other people, i have yet to murder anyone but i wouldn't put it past myself when i am angry enough. Also, thankfully my evil streak fails me when it comes to little girls so that's good.
Have you ever imagined murdering someone? Watching their eyes as the life drains away? There was a period i seriously considered murdering a random person just to see how it would feel, Le Edgemaster i know, i was 100% serious at the time though. -
2016-06-06 at 6:36 AM UTCYou didn't ask to be part of society and you don't owe it anything, fuck everybody else
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2016-06-06 at 6:46 AM UTC
My problem lies here:
Whenever I act bad, I feel guilty like I'm disappointing the universe or something.
Whenever I act nice, it feels like I'm doing the right thing for the universe, but I know in my heart I'm going against something truthful, not to mention I feel like SUCH a fucking fag.
Lol guilt, how does that emotion feel? -
2016-06-06 at 11:51 AM UTCPersonally for me I have a pure heart and do good things for people. But I'm kind of a bad boy naturally. I've just always been kind of a rebel / trouble maker.
oh yeah and mdma didn't make you a pussy, you prolly already were a pussy to begin with, don't blame it on the drugs. thats a pussy thing to do.
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2016-06-06 at 12:21 PM UTC
You didn't ask to be part of society and you don't owe it anything, fuck everybody else
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2016-06-06 at 12:41 PM UTCThe only reason to be bad is to get chicks, thus proving that women have too much influence in society.
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2016-06-06 at 12:44 PM UTC^that's retarded, you can't fake badness.
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2016-06-06 at 12:56 PM UTC
oh yeah and mdma didn't make you a pussy, you prolly already were a pussy to begin with, don't blame it on the drugs. thats a pussy thing to do.
I did mdma multiple times throughout the year, and kept having "revelations" (lol) on them, about how being nice to people is the true state of mind. I grew and learned from each of these revelationships and drug-induced experiences, until my entire mindset ended up changing if that makes sense. Drugs are bad. -
2016-06-06 at 1:26 PM UTC
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2016-06-06 at 2:21 PM UTC
Have you ever imagined murdering someone? Watching their eyes as the life drains away? There was a period i seriously considered murdering a random person just to see how it would feel, Le Edgemaster i know, i was 100% serious at the time though.
I'll save you the time and effort: it's not that interesting or exciting of an experience. if anything it's a detriment because when someone pisses you off enough there's no 'unknown' factor in consideration for introducing them to room temperature THEN having to either explain or dispose of the carcass. and goddamit, there's a lot of paperwork involved with dead people.
also...the universe doesn't care if you've exterminated an entire population or never killed anyone
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2016-06-06 at 3:44 PM UTC
I did mdma multiple times throughout the year, and kept having "revelations" (lol) on them, about how being nice to people is the true state of mind. I grew and learned from each of these revelationships and drug-induced experiences, until my entire mindset ended up changing if that makes sense. Drugs are bad.
Do meth it made me hate everyone and everything that gets in the way of a dopamine rush. -
2016-06-06 at 4:15 PM UTC
Have you ever imagined murdering someone? Watching their eyes as the life drains away? There was a period i seriously considered murdering a random person just to see how it would feel, Le Edgemaster i know, i was 100% serious at the time though.
I watched enough ogrish, faces of death, bloodshows, etc. to satisfy that curiosity. I also learned quickly that you have to be careful with whom you confide having such interests. -
2016-06-06 at 8:18 PM UTC
I watched enough ogrish, faces of death, bloodshows, etc. to satisfy that curiosity. I also learned quickly that you have to be careful with whom you confide having such interests.
In any case, i am glad i snapped out of it. -
2016-06-07 at 12:50 AM UTCI thought you weren't of the belief there was a strict 'good' or 'bad'
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2016-06-07 at 2:40 AM UTC
Whenever I act bad, I feel guilty like I'm disappointing the universe or something.
That is probably one of the most disgusting things I've ever read.
The only time I'm necessarily "good" all the time, is when I'm being paid.
Otherwise, its completely at my discretion.
E.G.
Like this one idiot, that felt the need to try to publicly shame me in a store for driving too fast/cutting him off. I told him "Are you going to pay me for my time??? No you're not. Shut the fuck up." While still asking the cashier how her days going and after to have a good day, even though I don't give a fuck, because shes fuckin gross.
