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2015-09-11 at 3:43 PM UTC20 mg cyclobenzaprine, 1mg xanax, 50mg benadryl, fdjd mg nigger, .6mg clonidine, 30mg buspar, 500250600mg year
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2015-09-11 at 4:32 PM UTC
Maybe I'll learn the hard way idk & fuck the Cowboys.
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2015-09-21 at 1:31 AM UTCMy list is longer than most days. Crouton, T-PAIN, weed, alcohol, nicotine.
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2015-09-21 at 2:32 AM UTCI find that alcohol ruins the subtlety of an opiate high, for me...but I have recently discovered mixing benzos with opiates, which is more euphoric than I ever imagined.
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2015-09-21 at 5:43 PM UTC
My list is longer than most days. Crouton, T-PAIN, weed, alcohol, nicotine.
How often are you using weed? There have been some extremely worrying studies that found that cannabis usage raises the risk and severity of the development of schizophrenia manyfold. Unfortunately, IIRC, it doesn't seem that it's because they're more likely to self-medicate, some have controlled for that and still found a large effect. I'm not just trying to torment you on the recurrent schizophrenia theme, I'm not planning to ever use it again, except possibly for high CBD strains and sparingly at that. I wish I had never abused it, it ended up having a horrible effect on my mental health. I don't think I really realized how bad it had been until I stopped.
Have you ever tried high CBD strains or extracts, or even pure CBD? I'd highly recommend it. I may purchase this soon, if I can figure out whether the dosage is sufficient, taking into account any differences with sublingual administration: https://www.bluebrainboost.com/p/cannabidiol/
Here's a thread on it, it's very high quality, being whole spectrum with many other phytocannabinoids is a nice quality, and the price can't be beat AFAIK: https://www.reddit.com/r/Nootropics/comments/3lhf3m/how_reputable_is_bluebrainboost_i_really_want_to/ -
2015-09-21 at 5:57 PM UTC
How often are you using weed? There have been some extremely worrying studies that found that cannabis usage raises the risk and severity of the development of schizophrenia manyfold. Unfortunately, IIRC, it doesn't seem that it's because they're more likely to self-medicate, some have controlled for that and still found a large effect. I'm not just trying to torment you on the recurrent schizophrenia theme, I'm not planning to ever use it again, except possibly for high CBD strains and sparingly at that. I wish I had never abused it, it ended up having a horrible effect on my mental health. I don't think I really realized how bad it had been until I stopped.
Have you ever tried high CBD strains or extracts, or even pure CBD? I'd highly recommend it. I may purchase this soon, if I can figure out whether the dosage is sufficient, taking into account any differences with sublingual administration: https://www.bluebrainboost.com/p/cannabidiol/
Here's a thread on it, it's very high quality, being whole spectrum with many other phytocannabinoids is a nice quality, and the price can't be beat AFAIK: https://www.reddit.com/r/Nootropics/comments/3lhf3m/how_reputable_is_bluebrainboost_i_really_want_to/
I really don't smoke it that much. I've been smoking maybe once a month if that although lately it's been a weekend thing but i'll get bored with it soon. I usually drink with it too, if I don't it's no good for my anxiety and hallucinations. Especially if I smoke too much.
I don't have the luxury of trying high CBD strains or extracts, I've had extracts but I can't confirm their contents. Honestly, cannabinoids are just not for me. I am comfortable with having them from time to time but the exacerbation of my mental un-health is just too taxing to keep using. I much prefer to drink, I drink pretty much every night. It keeps away the hallucinations although it does make me depressed. I've been thinking about buying some clonazolam as I've heard it's the most similar rc benzo to clonazepam (spelling might be off) but I'm afraid of abusing them. I'm not good with dosing out benzos for myself, I need somebody to do it for me. When I was living with hydro it was easy because she'd just give them to me as needed, but when they're mine and when I"m giving them to myself "one more can't hurt, two more, three more, oooh fuck it more more more".
That said, I REALLY benefit from benzos. They are very good at eliminating the irrational paranoia. -
2015-09-21 at 5:59 PM UTCI'm on sausage, scrambled eggs, home fries, and toast.
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2015-09-21 at 11:40 PM UTC2 litres of 7% beer, so umm 14ml of alcohol if my maths is correct.
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2015-09-21 at 11:42 PM UTC
booze before and grass and all that rhyming shit i can never remember
Grass before beer you're in the clear, beer before grass you're on your ass? -
2015-09-24 at 3:36 PM UTC
Grass before beer you're in the clear, beer before grass you're on your ass?
I never understood this shit. I have never had any problems mixing weed and alcohol. That and the mixing of alcohols thing, I forget what they're called but there's something that beer and darker liquors have more of that makes your hangovers worse. Starts with a C. People are always surprised when I tell them I drink everclear and never have hangovers. Regardless, if you drink water and eat you're in the clear. Most people don't seem to grasp that and will just drink, drink, drink.
On topic: T-PAIN and nicotine today. I'm addicted to opiates now because of the T-PAIN, i spent the last two or three weeks using Crouton daily and have now switched to T-PAIN. When this 5g is gone I need to quit while I'm ahead. T-PAIN wd takes longer to develop I believe but I've already got the Crouton tolerance going so I dont know how it'll play out. Regardless, it won't be bad, I just don't want to deal with a runny nose and feeling kinda shitty pretty much. -
2015-09-24 at 6:37 PM UTCI'm with §m£ÂgØL, I can smoke weed at any and all stages of alcohol intoxication with absolutely no problems whatsoever. Matter of fact, drinking without smoking weed feels like something is missing to me.
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2015-09-24 at 7:38 PM UTC60mg vyvanse shmuh msbllldj schluryyyyy
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2015-09-25 at 3:16 PM UTC
I'm with §m£ÂgØL, I can smoke weed at any and all stages of alcohol intoxication with absolutely no problems whatsoever. Matter of fact, drinking without smoking weed feels like something is missing to me.
Really? Depends on what I'm in the mood for, honestly I prefer to just drink without the weeds. -
2015-09-25 at 6:02 PM UTCwell I smoke weed pretty much constantly, so maybe that explains it.
