2016-03-07 at 2:29 AM UTC
No, it's a contradiction you pleb schmeb. And either way, I sent this thread to a bunch of people on Facebook because why not asking everyone if they thought I was a demigod and one person said "wouldn't a demigod be more humble?" and my response was: If you think of the Egyptian gods there was Ra the Sun God who controlled all and then there were many demigods who had their own personalities. Not all gods are humble. Satan is an example of a god who is not humble but I'm not him either. I am a Black Sphinx.
From the hierarchy of gods I have discovered during drug overdoses --which makes as much sense as any other mysticism by the way, in fact, it could be considered MORE REAL than any other religion, because it is a result of a drastic change in neurotransmitter levels effecting brain cells without provocation, which immediately discern different elements of reality that are not typically perceived. You could say that in which case all religions are also the developments of neurotransmitters processing reality, and they all must correlate in some way as a neurological basis for reality.
Since my contact with the gods occurred WITHOUT any external influences, in fact, in a state of complete dissociation...rather than fanatical beliefs created by famine and desperation, it could be say my system of religion is the most objective and euphoric (*tips fedora*) of any religion. To found a religion, first, you need to have a divine experience, which I have had, then the religions need to be viewed in an objective viewpoint and compared to one another to see which is the most logical.
In that case, since mathematics is logic itself, and neurotransmitters function to process the binary reality, without ANY cause or implication my binary reality was shifted to meet Bass Yun, Figyarnus, and the Oyieuh Hyuienas. Unless you say that those perceptions are limited to the structure of my nervous system, but in that case even if the names aren't perfect I met THE ENTITY in one of it's facets, and being an emissiary of an entity means you are a Diviner, a branch off in the hierarchy of gods, making you a demigod.
2016-03-07 at 2:49 AM UTC
But if it doesn't matter to you what your standing with people is then your humility is an illusion
2016-03-07 at 3:20 AM UTC
It's not autism it's morphisploo syndrome
2016-03-07 at 3:23 AM UTC
Well, you fail out the gate because none of the things you listed are attributes of a higher POWER. The only thing close to that is hurting a 13 year olds girls feelings and a god doesn't need to qualify himself in the eyes of a 13 year old girl. God affects change and all the things you listed are basically solo activities. There's nothing really godly that you posted, just stuff you think is cool about yourself. It's ok, both me and your mom think you're bretty quewel 2. As I've been saying for years, your so called "attributes" are fucking useless unless you extrapolate onto civilization as a whole, that's exactly what a god does. This is basically a list of things someone somewhat eccentric, autistic or introverted would do. Not saying you're not on your way to a fulfilling career in triangular taxidermy, just that your autism isn't a gift from the stars, it's something that needs to be compartmentalized or else you'll be plugging 4loko for the rest of your life
2016-03-07 at 3:30 AM UTC
No but the thread started out as a joke but then I was like Wow This Thread Is Great and then people tried to say I'm not a demigod so I was like Let's Argue About Bullshit, and on the second page it becomes a serious philosophical discussion on why I may be a demigod so maybe I always was or I self-actualized myself into a demigod by constructing a logical system in which I am one.
2016-03-07 at 3:30 AM UTC
op is a basic, basic bitch
2016-03-07 at 3:37 AM UTC
I guess the lesson here is you can feel like a god over your "world" whether or not its based in reality, your senses dictate your surroundings/reality and if you feel like a god and manifest destiny and all that shit you can subjectively be like, an alterboy or something
2016-03-07 at 3:53 AM UTC
Gods ARE drugs, high all the time yet at an equilibrium. Its own processes created the world so it can continue to create or maneuver the framework, not the tools themselves. This is getting far too metaphysical, lets just talk about drugs and teenage girls which are both objectively the activities of gods
2016-03-07 at 4:08 AM UTC
Teenage girls are awesome because they represent (to a self actualized demigod) fertile soil in which to spread the good word. I think they should be on the cusp of adulthood though because if you turn them into a woman too early it can be too much for them to handle.
I've posted numerous times before about how the tingle right brain sensation/chills I get from meditation I've only even gotten from smoking large crack rocks before and possibly the onset of an MDMA high. I think it's just streamlining dopamine to where the fuck it should be. Don't smoke crack though, it'll destroy you. I suggest snorting cocaine instead as it's much more socially acceptable and doesn't breed the same insatiable hunger as crack
