2016-07-16 at 4:42 PM UTC
I don't have to try anymore. There's no point. I'll never get laid again, I'll never be loved. There's no point in striving towards anything. I'm just gonna drift through life like the piece of crap that I am.
2016-07-16 at 4:54 PM UTC
Just sell drugs. Everyone will be your best friend and love you.
2016-07-16 at 4:56 PM UTC
I'm ugly as shit but I still fuck your bitch, call me RisiR Briatore.
I don't care about "fucking bitches". I want to be the guy the girl has a crush on...
2016-07-16 at 5:08 PM UTC
Yea, that was a rap line I translated from German and put my name in.
With that attitude you've already lost the battle. A self-fulfilling prophecy. I'm in no position to give anyone advice but I see dudes who play out of their leagues all the time. I have done it, too. Fuck. I actually had that X factor once for some reason.
It was probably the selling drugs parts.
2016-07-16 at 5:11 PM UTC
I've had the opposite attitude all year and had lost the battle then as well, so my attitude has nothing to do with it.
2016-07-16 at 5:18 PM UTC
Have you sold drugs at that time, eh?
2016-07-16 at 5:19 PM UTC
the only people I know who'd wanna buy drugs off me are fucking degenerates who would get me arrested
2016-07-16 at 5:20 PM UTC
actually, I remember I was gonna sell drugs to this one girl, but I decided not to message her because I didnt wanna come off too strong. literally that night she was in trouble by cops and they went through her phone.
i'm not making that shit up. Like, jesus fucking christ.
2016-07-16 at 5:23 PM UTC
Have you ever done MDMA with a girl?
2016-07-16 at 5:25 PM UTC
yeah, at that party I posted about before about a week ago. we danced and she even kissed me (on the cheek). but it was just the mdma doing its bullshit thing, she has a boyfriend.
2016-07-16 at 5:28 PM UTC
That's the worst. When moments like that are your ups in life than fuck this.
2016-07-16 at 5:29 PM UTC
that wasn't really an up in my life. there were better parts to that party. I liked dancing on coke.
2016-07-16 at 5:52 PM UTC
Yea, I'm speaking with myself.
2016-07-22 at 7:36 PM UTC
whats your deal man, youve been posting about being ugly for a long ass time. i dont mean to be a dick but im just being completely honest when i say that you attract the type of people like you. and sitting around on the internet whining about it isnt gonna get you a decent girl. all you really gotta do is go to school, have goals, be in decent shape, and youre automatically in the top like 50% at least, and thats without even taking looks into account.
like its really not that hard, just like quitting smoking or drugs isnt hard, you know what you have to do, you just need to do it and thats where most people dont have the willpower. if you need to, just do what i did, use your sometimes inflated ego and tie it to your personality you date girls or interact with people with. in other words, take your ego and base it on the fact that you are in shape and intelligent. then strive to be the most egotistical motherfucker you can for a while. I mean its not ideal but it works for a while while you build good habits, then later just trip on acid til your ego gets back in check
2016-07-22 at 8:32 PM UTC
It must suck to find out you're ugly I've always known I'm beautiful