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People Don't Like Me
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2017-10-16 at 5:08 AM UTC
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2017-10-16 at 10:55 AM UTC
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2017-10-16 at 11:59 AM UTCYou should just take advantage of your situation, be a loner, your own best friend.
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2017-10-16 at 12:41 PM UTC
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2017-10-16 at 1:36 PM UTC
Originally posted by Captain Falcon In native American cultures, this is called "sad as fuck"
Exactly. I tried doing this, for a long time. My whole life to be exact. Now I realize that I don't know anything about social interaction. Things people do, I don't understand. I lose out on quality of life because of this.
Its now when I stop doing all of those bad things I use to do to vent, that I realize this. I realize that society has actually pushed me out and made me I to this person. -
2017-10-16 at 1:43 PM UTC
Originally posted by SBTlauien Exactly. I tried doing this, for a long time. My whole life to be exact. Now I realize that I don't know anything about social interaction. Things people do, I don't understand. I lose out on quality of life because of this.
Its now when I stop doing all of those bad things I use to do to vent, that I realize this. I realize that society has actually pushed me out and made me I to this person.
Malice, why are you using SBTs account? Weirdo. -
2017-10-16 at 1:52 PM UTC
Originally posted by SBTlauien Exactly. I tried doing this, for a long time. My whole life to be exact. Now I realize that I don't know anything about social interaction. Things people do, I don't understand. I lose out on quality of life because of this.
Its now when I stop doing all of those bad things I use to do to vent, that I realize this. I realize that society has actually pushed me out and made me I to this person.
I'm not joking though buddy, the problem isn't everyone else, you're just being hyper paranoid and these are the signs of the onset of mental illness. Take yourself to a doctor, my friend. -
2017-10-16 at 3:29 PM UTC
Originally posted by Captain Falcon I'm not joking though buddy, the problem isn't everyone else, you're just being hyper paranoid and these are the signs of the onset of mental illness. Take yourself to a doctor, my friend.
Its deffinitely not paranoia. These people don't like me. I've looked into it a lot. They are against me. They talk to everyone nicely, but they are pricks to me. -
2017-10-16 at 3:54 PM UTCThe Bad Karma association fail. that's pretty common. I always do the same thing. even as a Christian (or attemp to be one) I have adopted the Karma law. it's like the golden rule of treat others as you wish to be treated. but people also take advantage of you and your kindness. the ones who do, rid them and wish them well, the ones who return are your true friends. your circle of friendship gets smaller it seems as you get older.
You often kick yourself wondering why you bought "Friends" beer or cigs or loan them money who never are around or have an excuse of loaning you money during bad times. not even food. the one guy I knew who would probably never be there to help pay for food or take me out, had did so and got me a part time Job as well the ones I did were never around during bad times. totally blew me away. when you're all having hard times, you seem to loan money even though it's hard to do. but when people are doing great and you're not.. they're hanging with their friends who do well.
human nature is weird. People will bring in complete strangers from Hurricane because it's Christian, or Muslim or Buddhist (jedi?) and I'm sure atheist as well..its the thing to do but not people they know? like your bad issues will rub off on them. but victims of natures fury are welcome with open arms. That's a nice thing to do but you shouldn't limit yourself.
I watched a soldier break down and cry in Iraq who said that a muslim lady who's child Americans killed invited them in to protect them from Iraqi soldiers. because it was the muslim thing to do..forgive them and protect them. so apparently killing the infedel is more of a radical form of islam.. and she told the Soldier she knew it was our Leaders who told them what to do.. and not their fault. (Im not converting to islam just stating sometimes it takes a really fucked up situation to find your real friends from your fake ones)
friends can be full time or part time or out of convenience. just keep keeping on, Brother. I don't have many friends so maybe I'm not the friend expert ether.
Originally posted by SBTlauien I evaluated my situation and tried to figure out if it was all just in my head. It's not though. People do not like me and some(not all) are setting me up for failure. I'm not sure why though. I've thought about bad things I've done in the past, and I've wondered if they hold grudges against me or something. People will label other people and maybe they have labeled me something. So like no matter how much time goes by, and no matter how much I change, I still have this label. It's not everyone though.
It's a small world.
But like I was saying initially. People will act completely normal around me and everything will be fine when I first meet them, and then suddenly they avoid me and give me bad looks. So people must be telling them things. There's something. I just don't know what, or why. The only thing I can think of is that it's some shit I did a long time ago. -
2017-10-16 at 5:15 PM UTC
Originally posted by SBTlauien Its deffinitely not paranoia. These people don't like me. I've looked into it a lot. They are against me. They talk to everyone nicely, but they are pricks to me.
Okay well stop talking to them and talk to different people. If you still feel that way with a different set of people, it's in your head. -
2017-10-16 at 5:50 PM UTC
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2017-10-16 at 6:26 PM UTC
Originally posted by Totse 2001 People will bring in complete strangers from Hurricane because it's Christian, or Muslim or Buddhist (jedi?) and I'm sure atheist as well..its the thing to do but not people they know?
What do you mean by this? The atheist part specifically. I am atheist for the most part, and I'm open about it. Although lately I've been trying to believe in God. Its weird though, because I think its all in my head, a superstition, just me hoping that something powerful will help me. Like a desperate attempt in a hopeless situation.
Maybe I should tell people that I'm a Christian or something. I'm starting to think its religious people telling other religious people that I'm an evil atheist and to stay away. There's something working against me.
There is this strange little temple that just got built on a backroad that I take to work. I took the backroad for a while due to construction and now that the construction is finished I still take the route. Maybe its God calling me to this temple. Its called Sikh Temple, and from a quick search, its for all religions. -
2017-10-16 at 6:28 PM UTC
Originally posted by SBTlauien What do you mean by this? The atheist part specifically. I am atheist for the most part, and I'm open about it. Although lately I've been trying to believe in God. Its weird though, because I think its all in my head, a superstition, just me hoping that something powerful will help me. Like a desperate attempt in a hopeless situation.
Maybe I should tell people that I'm a Christian or something. I'm starting to think its religious people telling other religious people that I'm an evil atheist and to stay away. There's something working against me.
There is this strange little temple that just got built on a backroad that I take to work. I took the backroad for a while due to construction and now that the construction is finished I still take the route. Maybe its God calling me to this temple. Its called Sikh Temple, and from a quick search, its for all religions. -
2017-10-17 at 2 AM UTC^Why quote me?
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2017-10-17 at 2:07 AM UTC
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2017-10-17 at 2:42 AM UTC
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2017-10-17 at 5:28 AM UTC
Originally posted by Captain Falcon What do you mean by "trying to believe in god"?
Searching for a philosophical reason to believe?
Start with Soren Kierkegaard, I recommend Fear and Trembling.
You know, like sheer desperation. Like how they say that atheists will beg God to let them live in the last seconds of their lives right before they die(given that they have the seconds).
I kind of believe in God, but I tell people that I'm an atheist because most people seem to be Christians and I see a huge problem with that religion. -
2017-10-17 at 5:56 AM UTC
Originally posted by SBTlauien You know, like sheer desperation. Like how they say that atheists will beg God to let them live in the last seconds of their lives right before they die(given that they have the seconds).
I kind of believe in God, but I tell people that I'm an atheist because most people seem to be Christians and I see a huge problem with that religion.
Know that feel bro. Yeah I'd recommend picking up a copy of Fear and Trembling, and really understanding the themes there. It's a dry and personal book but I think it's a very important and powerful start back towards some kind of faith. I would describe myself as a deist, and I changed to that from a pure atheist, and I credit this book for putting me back on that path.
But be warned, there's going to be a confusing dissonance between the rational half of your personality, and the emotional part. I didn't resolve this whatsoever until my recent acid trip, where it just kinda clicked. -
2017-10-17 at 12:35 PM UTC
Originally posted by SBTlauien You know, like sheer desperation. Like how they say that atheists will beg God to let them live in the last seconds of their lives right before they die(given that they have the seconds).
I kind of believe in God, but I tell people that I'm an atheist because most people seem to be Christians and I see a huge problem with that religion.
I'm in the mindset of Christianity and think Jesus is awesome but probably seen in the wrong way.
and that the Bible is of course a bunch of really really long scribes of different men (many similar for the most part but with some slight different endings or such)
all of these over 2000 years or more of oral translated into different language text. Aramaic, Greek and Hebrew being the most common and apparently Sanskrit?
But then they were edited down, some books decided to be removed. became outlawed during the "Dark ages" (1000bc-1300bc?) and then people demanded that the Catholic priest to have the right to read these sacred books.
then something something happened and some dude name Martin Luther slapping a note of reformation for the first Protestants (Protesters?) for the Catholic Church to return to original practices.. such as not worshipping stone images and such.
so they strapped the dude to a post and set him on fire. Very God like of the Catholics to do so.
then other protestant churches formed. Lutherins, then like Methodist and of course the 1rst Presbyterian (The bestess of the big three) cause Presby's are a lot more layed back and stuff.
I think Unitarians let gays run stuff. I prolly shouldn't point that out. I think they were some of the first to congregate with all nationalities. and that Jesus is a Human Being
we live in a new age. it is time for a New Salvation and new or returning King to come and lead the people to the right place. this planet is wacky as hell -
2017-10-17 at 4:54 PM UTC
